roof of the 🚗, & something would move or pop 🎉 inside my upper back thorax & my right scapula would move back in space & suddenly I'd be able to sing any note effortlessly w a booming 💥 voice, but it was tenuous & only when everything was in the right place. Much the same today.

2021 12 11 Red Canyon Rd. on the way to 🦕 Flats Gun Range north of Cañon City

We have to make it a 2 parter 'cause it's longer than 3 minutes. We'd sit in the Tara the 2008 Toyota FJ & smoke weed & drink Canadian Mist shooters or Tullamore Dew if we were flush w cash in our ☕️, & push up on the

12:12 10/12/2568 This 📹 is from 4 yrs ago yesterday at the Parkview Inn Motel in Cañon City. I used to simply touch or even think 🤔 about some place on my body & it would engender a response & the trauma screams 😱 would start coming out. It's calmed down some, but we got a lot more to get out of us.

It's snraining. We got $67 left on our #SNAP card & supposed to get $298 tomorrow, but these white run, repugnicunt, flyover #fiefdoms are unreliable at best. States' Rights are an unmitigated disaster & an #abomination to basic governance, when run by white #power, white jesus, #womyn killing,

6:43 10/12/2568 in the year of our Lord Indra w the 👻 of On Kawara & a stiff winter wind here at Wanda's 🏠 & we can't feel our fingers & have been up since 4 a.m. & couldn't lie in that wee room any longer & we're hoping the Botox kicks in so we're not in so much pain all the time & can think again.

Wanda is insufferable. She always offers to give me shit I neither need or want, but refuses to give me a 🔑 to the fucking house because she is an unmitigated, untreated ACOA, OCD, pathological narcissist cunt. Oh well, we just try & survive each day until we can get the fuck away or she dies.

Props to Elton. We first listened to Goodbye Yellow Brick Road, the album, up the street @ Bob's house whose divorced mother was an administrator at Sayre & he had a sister who was a ballet dancer who loved to run🏃‍♀️around the 🏠 in white cotton panties and a Polo button-down w only one button buttoned

You can tell when the bill cycles around maybe on the 9th of the month 'cause things upload in a decent amount of time, though still too slowly for this NYer, but on the throttled down Ted Danson Consumer Cellular it's worse than what we overpaid T-Mobile for, for 17 years in NYC, sad consumer tech.

My trapeziuses look 10 years younger loaded up w Botox. Let's see if it ameliorate the involuntary body movements & constant tension & pain I'm in every waking second in all positions. One of those piece of shit recalled computer on 🛞🛞 just rolled by. It's the new Nazi Volkswagen of the 21st C.

When you live long enough & you wake up, you go beyond right & wrong & good & evil & just watch patterns as they arise & fall & go "Hmmmm, that's interesting." I always used to say, in my early 20s in the Double A, that women want men to have feelings, but only on their terms. If I showed you how I