these withdrawals make me feel insane

i’m gonna set up my new shower chair & if i’m still drunk enough? i’ll shower (including washing my hair!). wish me luck! ❤️

i have emetophobia, but torturing cis-men? i’m in.

in reality, i’m just a partner that demands praise, cuddles, affection, kisses, etc.

i *personally* do NOT enjoy being
rough / thrown around UNLESS i’m praised for it & comforted afterwards!

if you don’t tell me i did a “good job” after roughing me up? i have a g*u*n… LOL

i also like posts in solidarity! so i completely understand that

@mommawitchbitxh.bsky.social @toomuchmommy.bsky.social @bellebubbless.bsky.social
i appreciate y’all so so much 🩵 genuinely 🥺

like genuinely SHUT UP!
and would it kill you to be kind? affectionate? show appreciation for your partner? maybe not always act “tough”? like god… men annoy me so much LOL

that's why i genuinely wonder what the "ratio" is!
because again, i understand both sides. i imagine it gets BEYOND annoying to see a person (aka me again! LOL) "whine/cry" about the same things nonstop.
even though i don't do that irl? you guys don't see that part. you only see me venting/ranting.

i wonder bc i understand both sides tbh!
on one hand, it’s sad to see a person (aka me) live through awful circumstances; you want them to see better days.
on the other hand… i *specifically* never stfu. i’m always complaining.
to be fair, i use this app as my diary! i don’t constantly complain irl