Sarah LR
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kerendith.bsky.social
Sarah LR
@kerendith.bsky.social
Catless cat person who reads mostly history and mysteries. Queer, disabled, nontheist (ex-vangelical), nerdy, depressive. Unusual likes: early music, black licorice, Tarkovsky movies.

Pronouns: she/they
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I thought "testing the limits of leftovers" was reheating pizza for a 3rd time.
November 30, 2025 at 6:18 AM
Awwww! Mendel! Buddy! 🥹
November 29, 2025 at 11:30 PM
I don't know whether to thank you for the warning about that before I watch it again (at some point) or to throw snack food in your direction. Geeeeeez, Nate.
November 29, 2025 at 10:17 PM
The WHAT year film?!

No. Nuh uh. Impossible.

*faints*
November 29, 2025 at 10:11 PM
Pasture-raised Nectarines
November 29, 2025 at 5:49 PM
😊 Man raised by barn cats finds himself adopted by a big softie.
November 29, 2025 at 5:39 PM
Whoa! One of my past psychiatrists told me to stop taking it immediately if I *did* develop a rash.

I read some general info about coming off lamotrigine a few days ago. I guess I'll go over it again later.
November 29, 2025 at 3:54 PM
Hahaha! At least one of them appreciates you. 😄
November 29, 2025 at 7:16 AM
😊😊😊

(You are, too! I wish we could hang out! Sit around with our bad hair, eat cheese, play with your kitten. 👍🏼)
November 29, 2025 at 7:14 AM
Thanks! It's always difficult to assess these things properly, but I do feel like I'll be better without it, overall.

(I should note that I felt like the increased dosage was causing me more trouble with neuropathy and dehydration, so there's a whoooole bunch of things on the account.)
November 29, 2025 at 7:08 AM
Awwww! 💜 That's so nice to hear! 😭

It's okay, though. Honest. I remind myself all the time that people get tired, busy, have things muted, even just prefer not to leave a broad trace and tend to be frugal with likes and replies. I often want to reply to something and can't find words!

🫂
November 29, 2025 at 7:05 AM
Hahaha! I wondered!
November 29, 2025 at 6:56 AM
🫂 It sucks. Well. A *little* bit of that is fine. It'd be strange to just always assume you know exactly what everyone thinks of you. But it's hard when it's so much that you get paralyzed. I need to not-care just a bit, so I can relax!
November 29, 2025 at 6:51 AM
Yep, mood disorder. I've been taking it for a while in an effort to boost the effect of my antidepressant.
November 29, 2025 at 6:44 AM
I forgot why I was posting this.

Anyway!

I don't think my psychiatrist will be very happy about me quitting a medication abruptly, but I think I'll be fine. And I've complained about lamotrigine making me tired since forever, and a less tired Sarah is a less depressed Sarah.
November 29, 2025 at 6:25 AM
...person doesn't reply to my posts. I talk to them a lot. Maybe I bug them. I should probably interact less in general. Do I seem nice? Maybe I don't seem nice. Maybe I seem clingy. Maybe I seem a little *too* weird. I probably seem dumb. I feel dumb."

That kinda thing is... Tiring? Yeah.
November 29, 2025 at 6:25 AM
...people just sort of tolerate me. I do not *normally* have a lot of thoughts about if it means something that one of my posts or replies or anything gets little response. (There's an exception or two, but I'm working on that!) But right now I am *very* much in the "I just realized that...
November 29, 2025 at 6:25 AM
...and all that. But I was actually distressed all over again that anyone shamed our country and our service members with a vote to confirm this evil motherfucker.

That kind of reaction gets to be a lot.

But the only *unreasonable* thing is I'm getting suspicious about whether...
November 29, 2025 at 6:25 AM
...
I'm just very sensitive about everything. ("No. Really?")

I read the excerpts from Pete Hegseth's book that @annabower.bsky.social posted and, you know, I knew all that, like, we all know the guy thinks the problem with modern war is a lack of rape, pillage, indiscriminate bombing...
November 29, 2025 at 6:25 AM
Oops! 😄
November 29, 2025 at 5:36 AM
It is. 💜
November 29, 2025 at 3:09 AM
Hahaha! Rolled in it! 😆
November 29, 2025 at 3:07 AM