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k8andrewz
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Fangirl, kitty mom, writer. she/her.
21+ plz. same username at DW.
IR calls the shots. He runs the show. in that room, he is in charge of everything but his heart. Shane holds that fragile thing in his hands, and all Ilya can do is hope that he is gentle as he tears off pieces and swallows them one at a time.
November 30, 2025 at 10:42 PM
call Russian roulette, in that last second as you squeeze, metal biting your finger, right before the click. It is this kind of peace that you get when you surrender to the idea that what happens next is out of your hands. which is strange because once he is in that room with that sweet thirsty man,
November 30, 2025 at 10:42 PM
every time he is at a door and S is standing on the other side and they are just about to touch again after so long, It feels a little like the second before the winning goal goes in to earn the cup. And it feels a little like the times his brother bullied him into playing the game that Americans
November 30, 2025 at 10:42 PM
had to encourage him with words the first time (Go on, is your mess, thought u were tidy). now all it takes is a look, a shift of his hip, & S is a kitten with cream. IR has much experience being wanted, but very little being needed, not like this. not this way. It is addictive and terrifying and
November 30, 2025 at 10:42 PM
cat will yell at you while you are right in the middle of trying to put its food in the bowl. It may sound angry but as soon as you put what it wants under its nose, it is all sloppy wet noises until it licks the bowl clean. S likes to lick IR's belly clean after he has shot all over it. He only
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silos, deep in the empty parts of his mother country. He wonders sometimes if S's desire would be so strong if did not try so hard to deny it. by now he views the little protests S makes (I can't believe we're doing this again, we should really stop, you know we should) The same way he views how a
November 30, 2025 at 10:42 PM
back and found someone who did not want to want him, did not know what he was doing but was so shamefully hungry for IR to teach him. If bedding hockey moms was a grenade waiting to go off, the thing he has with S is more like one of those intercontinental Cold war behemoths that still sleep beneath
November 30, 2025 at 10:42 PM
and bed. But perhaps over the years he reached the summit of that particular mountain, find beautiful body, have enthusiastic, vigorous fuck, many orgasms, everyone involved very much knows what they are doing and does not give it a second thought three steps out the door. He went so far he circled
November 30, 2025 at 10:42 PM
reassurance of a bossy older woman. The man he is today is different. nothing satisfies him like the sweet, thirsty, neediness that S offers up. Good girls never appealed to him, because where was the challenge? He always much preferred to square off with players of equal or greater skill in hockey
November 30, 2025 at 10:42 PM
probably not. she does not seem to be the type. and the way she looks at S's father has much in common with the way S looks at him, sometimes. He finds the thought amusing, But he has the good sense to know that S would not. And besides, It was a younger Ilya who craved the touch and direction and
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intimidating once you see where he came from. He would never say this to anyone but they are both lucky that he did not meet S's mother first. she is precisely the sort of attractive, tightly wound older woman who used to catch his eye. whether he would have succeeded in seducing her, who is to say.
November 30, 2025 at 10:42 PM
#k8fic still HR, probably will be for a minute. also headcanon. Pre-series IR slept with no fewer than two of his teammates' moms. In his defense he had more opportunities than that but only did it to the guys who were mean assholes. They never knew, as far as he knows, but he knew. A man is less
November 30, 2025 at 10:42 PM
The ratio of them doing gay to them doing literally anything else is kind of off the charts.
November 30, 2025 at 7:16 PM
Yes. This.
November 30, 2025 at 7:12 PM
babygurrrrl
November 30, 2025 at 4:30 PM
fresh chopped herbs after I flatten it but before I roll it up. What happens if I roll it tighter or more loosely? What happens on an aluminum baking sheet instead of the glass pan I used. I also see it as a nice vehicle for me to start using up some of the many spice mixes cluttering my cabinets.
November 30, 2025 at 3:44 PM
If I wanted to be extra I would crisp it in the air fryer with a spray of oil. I've seen people do vegan variations but I think there's an additional binder involved? In any event, very fun new method And I'm excited to play around with flavor profiles/add ins. like, What if I sprinkled it with
November 30, 2025 at 3:44 PM
once you unroll The meat sheet you can toss it back in the oven or broil or whatever to make it nice and crispy. Oh and I think you're supposed to put a little oil in when you're blending it but I feel like my pork was fatty enough. Anyway I will definitely use more salt next time.
November 30, 2025 at 3:34 PM
, Peel off the top layer and then fold up and up a few inches making kind of a flat roll. Do a few of these and bake them at 400 for like 20-25 minutes, draining off liquid halfway through If you remember to. It unrolls into like gyro meat! I'm guessing you could use almost any flavor profile.
November 30, 2025 at 3:34 PM
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
November 30, 2025 at 4:42 AM
room afterwards, celebrating. (celebrate how, IR interrupts. two at a time or did they take turns...//S: Oh my god no it was not like that it was wholesome.//IR: Yes, so many holes//S: *long suffering stare* In retrospect there was an awful lot of hugging. I should have known something was up.)
November 30, 2025 at 3:54 AM
One day he is in that position. and Hollander does express concern about how partner might feel and character holds up one finger like you know what? funny you should mention that.
November 30, 2025 at 3:18 AM
(muffled laughter, more background noise, our character saying Jesus Christ) shut up. If you never use it you never use it, I'd rather you have it (background noise) I think Hollander might. Anyway have fun, go nuts, tell me *everything*. And he almost forgets about it for a couple years and then
November 30, 2025 at 3:18 AM