But keeping my spirits up won't make her be there either. The only thing I'm holding on to is that Ori was so amazing at making people smile. And I still want to smile and joke and make people happy like she would be doing, even if it's "too soon".

When I'm crying I just want it to stop and when I'm not crying I feel terrible for not crying enough. I'm trying to stick to the plans I made, I know support from my friends makes it a little easier and I know making myself miserable isn't going to make her be there when I get home.

My brain won't stop cycling through everything, the last time I saw her, pet her, gave her a treat, every text message the pet sitter sent and the phone calls with the vet, and maybe it would have been different if I'd been there or maybe not.

my dog, Ori, died a few days ago. I am on vacation, I wasn't even there. It was so sudden, from "oh she's not eating much" to "we're taking her to the vet" to "you need to sign the form to end it" in hours.

The link doesn't go to Raya's page, here is the fixed link:
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Once received a "smart" oven (for free) that would overheat itself and the software would freeze and leave the heating element on forever.

why am I eating pop tarts if not for a small package of hedonistic self indulgence

oh baby a triple

Time and again, we are presented with the same tableau: a three-inch mouse effortlessly subdues a 40-pound cat, flattens him with an anvil, denounces him implicitly as a “bully, idiot, menace,” and dispatches him with both moral and literal finality.

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