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jun-system
@jun-system.bsky.social
System of 🌱Jun, with 💚Lime, 🦊Rokko, 💗Carcar, & 🖤Nori
We share a body (33, ハーフ) & a brain w/Autism/ADHD/PSTD & more.
Most of us are Trans & ΘΔ!

I'm a Little also, so please play nice!

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🖼 itaku.ee/profile/jun 🍵 https://ko-fi.com/rokko
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The courage has finally struck, for me and my system to truly, without all the vagueness, reveal ourselves to my current friends (and anyone else who sees the art I make).

I drew all of us, and inside our head's inner world, these forms help us with this shared challenge that is our life.
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November 20, 2025 at 4:30 AM
🌱💚 adhd+regression brain says... dangling keys in front of me would fix me

shiny distraction... especially if you can hook autism brain too

catnip me into a little creature that's new purpose is to be cute for you 🥺
November 20, 2025 at 6:50 AM
🌱💚 started this day energized to draw one of my zoroark OCs since apparently is/was zoroark day (one of those fun things where various pokemon have "days" where people share art of them)

i'm gonna be late... all procrastination, or if we're being charitable, riding the adhd wave
November 20, 2025 at 6:48 AM
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the normal desire to be forcibly regressed….
November 20, 2025 at 1:21 AM
🌱 also uuuuugh i hate having adhd, like, so behind on "technically not commissions but promised I'd draw anyway" how did i accrue this many?? I'm not /that/ bad at making decisions that feel positive in the moment but outs srrain on future me, am i? yes. yes holy shit yes.
November 20, 2025 at 2:24 AM
🌱 i don't like how much an anxiety attack can just take a wrecking ball to my day... x_x

just lost 5 hours to a stress nap out of being too scared to talk
November 20, 2025 at 2:20 AM
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making u look at this again because its so hecking cuteeeee,,
(and is still a major need i wanna be this comfy and cared for and pix and bwaaababababaaaa,,)
November 19, 2025 at 7:39 AM
🌱 once weekly schedule stuff finally clears up, maybe dedicating a weekday to like, writing jam (perhaps focus voice call/parallel play with a friend?)

aaaaa wanna write some of my ideas for regressy stories...!
November 19, 2025 at 5:20 AM
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#pmd gives back what you put in. For many of us, we poured in our souls & received a personal experience deeper than what we saw on the screen.

A couple of days ago marked 20 years since Rescue Team released. I wished to draw something for it, even if I knew it'd be late.
November 18, 2025 at 12:58 PM
🌱💚 local girl in 3rd decade of wishing she was very tiny
November 18, 2025 at 10:17 AM
🌱 i didn't want to be this big and scary... i never wanted to be this big and scary... Q_Q
November 18, 2025 at 12:46 AM
🌱 i feel like a lot of the time when i do slide to teen-mode, i'm spending it either in a fit of anger, hurt, and rage, or just shutting down and waiting to slide back down to kid or baby mode again

i'm more pleasant in those modes after all
November 18, 2025 at 12:23 AM
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i wish i could say what i want 😔 (complete metamorphosis into something small, cute, and nonverbal that follows directions)
November 17, 2025 at 11:56 PM
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November 17, 2025 at 11:05 PM
🌱 fuckin'... i guess that's still on the ol' to-do, huh? took baby & kid brain modes from an affliction curse to something positive. fear-to-joy.

so just gotta do it for teen-mode but I HATE BEING IN THIS MODE i feel like you toss a grenade of moody-hormone rot into the existing trauma cyclone
November 17, 2025 at 11:48 PM
🌱 uuuugh teen-mode flashbacks

FFFFFFUUUUUUCK, TEEN-MODE FLASHBACKS
November 17, 2025 at 11:32 PM
🌱 time moves so fast and i can't keep up and i'm stressed out and overwhelmed but it just, does not, slow down and i'm always late and *screams*
November 17, 2025 at 10:52 PM
🌱 so much same... QnQ
I wish I could just tell my thoughts to stop going self-destructive the second I stop keeping them busy...
November 17, 2025 at 10:50 PM
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November 17, 2025 at 3:48 AM
🌱 i wish i didn't still struggle with "is it okay, or selfish? to want what i want? to even dare to have wants in the first place?"

trauma flashback morning i guess... it's so evil of me to want or need anything, what hard work and common sense have i done to EARN the right to have wants?
November 15, 2025 at 6:52 PM
🌱 i remember being so scared when i first realized i was afflicted by regression

i remember being so sad when adult-mode just... stopped happening

then this year, so nervous when i decided to be open about it

but i've come so far facing accepting, & loving this about me

and it feels so warm 💗
November 15, 2025 at 7:37 AM
recent lucario sketch; getting practice in with a different drawing program than i'm used to, so i can draw digital art when visiting my gf's where i don't have my desktop
November 14, 2025 at 10:42 AM
If the cake says it, it must be true, right? When someone who cares for you makes that #littlespace alteration... >w<

back around my birthday, got a little "birthday cake #agere"-brained & long story short, "cake trope but with numbers in kanji!" idea! made late for my own birthday, but still fun!
November 14, 2025 at 10:42 AM
💚 i think Jun's way overthinking her wanting to prepare before re-opening commissions thing tbh

and also, way overthinking preparation for the pmd comic she wants to make

i feel like i need to find a way to really give her a surge of courage to take the leap of faith
November 13, 2025 at 11:19 PM
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Bunnuy
November 13, 2025 at 6:33 PM