Jenn. Just Jenn.
@jennibean.bsky.social
Mom. Marketer with a mouth. Show Coordinator. Anime/Broadway nerd. Extrovert. Pogonophile. My proportions are always constrained. My mind rarely is.
Oh, just casually going through pics for Geeba’s memorial, and finding a hunting photo of THE NETFLIX DOCUMENTED SERIAL KILLER that invited himself on one of his group’s hunting trips. 🫠
I feel like I’m in possession of something.. slightly illegal. And very icky.
I feel like I’m in possession of something.. slightly illegal. And very icky.
August 24, 2025 at 9:33 PM
Oh, just casually going through pics for Geeba’s memorial, and finding a hunting photo of THE NETFLIX DOCUMENTED SERIAL KILLER that invited himself on one of his group’s hunting trips. 🫠
I feel like I’m in possession of something.. slightly illegal. And very icky.
I feel like I’m in possession of something.. slightly illegal. And very icky.
He named me. Taught me to dance by standing on his feet. Is the reason I can swim. Drive. Ride a horse. Play a mean game of dominoes. He walked me down the aisle when my dad couldn’t be bothered. Encouraged my talents. Instilled a fierce work ethic in me. Protected me. Loved me.
August 19, 2025 at 4:10 PM
He named me. Taught me to dance by standing on his feet. Is the reason I can swim. Drive. Ride a horse. Play a mean game of dominoes. He walked me down the aisle when my dad couldn’t be bothered. Encouraged my talents. Instilled a fierce work ethic in me. Protected me. Loved me.
August 19. He made it to the early hours of August 19.
And now he’s gone .
And now he’s gone .
August 19, 2025 at 11:09 AM
August 19. He made it to the early hours of August 19.
And now he’s gone .
And now he’s gone .
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it was the worst of times, its was the wow somehow it keeps getting worse of times
April 2, 2025 at 9:58 PM
it was the worst of times, its was the wow somehow it keeps getting worse of times
Burned my arm with my clothes steamer (his name is Cleveland), burned my mouth on coffee, and got catcalled. Outside of Hospice.
Sir, this is a Wendy's.
Geeba's hanging on, but he's having seizures and it's getting close. I'm just kissing his forehead and crying at this point.
Sir, this is a Wendy's.
Geeba's hanging on, but he's having seizures and it's getting close. I'm just kissing his forehead and crying at this point.
August 11, 2025 at 3:44 PM
Burned my arm with my clothes steamer (his name is Cleveland), burned my mouth on coffee, and got catcalled. Outside of Hospice.
Sir, this is a Wendy's.
Geeba's hanging on, but he's having seizures and it's getting close. I'm just kissing his forehead and crying at this point.
Sir, this is a Wendy's.
Geeba's hanging on, but he's having seizures and it's getting close. I'm just kissing his forehead and crying at this point.
The last hours are the hardest.
Today is his brother’s birthday- we lost him when I was 5.
I hope he makes it to his birthday celebration tonight. ❤️
Today is his brother’s birthday- we lost him when I was 5.
I hope he makes it to his birthday celebration tonight. ❤️
August 10, 2025 at 9:47 PM
The last hours are the hardest.
Today is his brother’s birthday- we lost him when I was 5.
I hope he makes it to his birthday celebration tonight. ❤️
Today is his brother’s birthday- we lost him when I was 5.
I hope he makes it to his birthday celebration tonight. ❤️
Happy Birthday, @ciaranstrange.bsky.social 🥳❤️
Grateful my girl and I get to call you friend. I hope your birthday is amazing!
Grateful my girl and I get to call you friend. I hope your birthday is amazing!
August 8, 2025 at 4:54 PM
Happy Birthday, @ciaranstrange.bsky.social 🥳❤️
Grateful my girl and I get to call you friend. I hope your birthday is amazing!
Grateful my girl and I get to call you friend. I hope your birthday is amazing!
I walked into the house of my mom's best friend last night, the house where my childhood best friend who I lost in Jan grew up. I saw the living room where he cut my hair when we were 4, walked to his bedroom and the closet he gave me my first kiss in at 13, sat down.. and cried.
August 8, 2025 at 4:34 PM
I walked into the house of my mom's best friend last night, the house where my childhood best friend who I lost in Jan grew up. I saw the living room where he cut my hair when we were 4, walked to his bedroom and the closet he gave me my first kiss in at 13, sat down.. and cried.
He was sleeping when I got to his Hospice room. He woke up when I kissed his forehead, smiled at me, and drifted off.
He might not wake up again.
I am not okay.
He might not wake up again.
I am not okay.
August 8, 2025 at 4:01 AM
He was sleeping when I got to his Hospice room. He woke up when I kissed his forehead, smiled at me, and drifted off.
He might not wake up again.
I am not okay.
He might not wake up again.
I am not okay.
I am headed to my hometown to see my uncle for the last time
That doesn’t feel real.
I should be calling him to find out what his first dance with Kymberly is going to be next month. Not racing to his bedside so I get to see him one more time before he’s gone.
I’m numb.
That doesn’t feel real.
I should be calling him to find out what his first dance with Kymberly is going to be next month. Not racing to his bedside so I get to see him one more time before he’s gone.
I’m numb.
August 6, 2025 at 1:48 AM
I am headed to my hometown to see my uncle for the last time
That doesn’t feel real.
I should be calling him to find out what his first dance with Kymberly is going to be next month. Not racing to his bedside so I get to see him one more time before he’s gone.
I’m numb.
That doesn’t feel real.
I should be calling him to find out what his first dance with Kymberly is going to be next month. Not racing to his bedside so I get to see him one more time before he’s gone.
I’m numb.
Cold fried chicken eaten over the sink while you stare at the train outside your back kitchen window and contemplate laying down on the tracks counts as lunch, right?
August 5, 2025 at 6:30 PM
Cold fried chicken eaten over the sink while you stare at the train outside your back kitchen window and contemplate laying down on the tracks counts as lunch, right?
Calling the funeral home and making plans for them to come get my precious uncle's body this weekend while he's still breathing feels like the most awful thing I've ever had to do.
August 4, 2025 at 7:38 PM
Calling the funeral home and making plans for them to come get my precious uncle's body this weekend while he's still breathing feels like the most awful thing I've ever had to do.
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Me too anxiety fox, me too.
August 4, 2025 at 4:30 PM
Me too anxiety fox, me too.
This little peanut is 18 today, and completely blind and deaf. She’s about ready for her Rainbow Bridge trip.
I’m going to miss her so much. Happy final Birthday, Megara. ❤️
(Photo taken by me - 18 years ago)
I’m going to miss her so much. Happy final Birthday, Megara. ❤️
(Photo taken by me - 18 years ago)
August 3, 2025 at 8:57 PM
This little peanut is 18 today, and completely blind and deaf. She’s about ready for her Rainbow Bridge trip.
I’m going to miss her so much. Happy final Birthday, Megara. ❤️
(Photo taken by me - 18 years ago)
I’m going to miss her so much. Happy final Birthday, Megara. ❤️
(Photo taken by me - 18 years ago)
Final transfer to hospice for Geeba.
I just asked my boss how many days of bereavement I have.
I can't believe it's come to this.
I just asked my boss how many days of bereavement I have.
I can't believe it's come to this.
August 2, 2025 at 6:22 PM
Final transfer to hospice for Geeba.
I just asked my boss how many days of bereavement I have.
I can't believe it's come to this.
I just asked my boss how many days of bereavement I have.
I can't believe it's come to this.
Woke up.
Got dressed.
Felt cute.
Realized that I probably haven’t felt cute at all this year.
Took a selfie.
It’s not a huge thing, but it’s a thing. 🫶🏻
Got dressed.
Felt cute.
Realized that I probably haven’t felt cute at all this year.
Took a selfie.
It’s not a huge thing, but it’s a thing. 🫶🏻
August 1, 2025 at 3:20 PM
Woke up.
Got dressed.
Felt cute.
Realized that I probably haven’t felt cute at all this year.
Took a selfie.
It’s not a huge thing, but it’s a thing. 🫶🏻
Got dressed.
Felt cute.
Realized that I probably haven’t felt cute at all this year.
Took a selfie.
It’s not a huge thing, but it’s a thing. 🫶🏻
I’ve walked by this corner a thousand times since I started staying here. But the door has always been open, and today I closed it. And was reminded that this is here. And on a night when Kym showed me her wedding dress.
Don’t mind me, I’m just gonna sit here and sob. 😭
Moms, I know you hear me.
Don’t mind me, I’m just gonna sit here and sob. 😭
Moms, I know you hear me.
July 31, 2025 at 11:09 PM
I’ve walked by this corner a thousand times since I started staying here. But the door has always been open, and today I closed it. And was reminded that this is here. And on a night when Kym showed me her wedding dress.
Don’t mind me, I’m just gonna sit here and sob. 😭
Moms, I know you hear me.
Don’t mind me, I’m just gonna sit here and sob. 😭
Moms, I know you hear me.
Re: the news in the VA community I love so much:
There are creeps in VA, and there are VAs who are good as gold. I've encountered both.
But please- do NOT engage people who will inevitably weaponize this situation against LGBTQIA+ folks.
It was a person. Not a community.
There are creeps in VA, and there are VAs who are good as gold. I've encountered both.
But please- do NOT engage people who will inevitably weaponize this situation against LGBTQIA+ folks.
It was a person. Not a community.
July 31, 2025 at 7:19 PM
Re: the news in the VA community I love so much:
There are creeps in VA, and there are VAs who are good as gold. I've encountered both.
But please- do NOT engage people who will inevitably weaponize this situation against LGBTQIA+ folks.
It was a person. Not a community.
There are creeps in VA, and there are VAs who are good as gold. I've encountered both.
But please- do NOT engage people who will inevitably weaponize this situation against LGBTQIA+ folks.
It was a person. Not a community.
I still get a little shook that my graphic elements are displayed somewhere like the State Fair of Texas 🫠
July 31, 2025 at 6:27 PM
I still get a little shook that my graphic elements are displayed somewhere like the State Fair of Texas 🫠
Came home at 4PM
Crashed
Woke up at 8
Answered text from my boss like it was a new day, cursed my alarm for not going off, got up, made coffee, worried it was storming outside bc it was so dark
Checked weather, saw the “PM”, sobbed
Silver lining, I have time to get ready for my 2PM mtg tomorrow 🫠
Crashed
Woke up at 8
Answered text from my boss like it was a new day, cursed my alarm for not going off, got up, made coffee, worried it was storming outside bc it was so dark
Checked weather, saw the “PM”, sobbed
Silver lining, I have time to get ready for my 2PM mtg tomorrow 🫠
July 31, 2025 at 2:23 AM
Came home at 4PM
Crashed
Woke up at 8
Answered text from my boss like it was a new day, cursed my alarm for not going off, got up, made coffee, worried it was storming outside bc it was so dark
Checked weather, saw the “PM”, sobbed
Silver lining, I have time to get ready for my 2PM mtg tomorrow 🫠
Crashed
Woke up at 8
Answered text from my boss like it was a new day, cursed my alarm for not going off, got up, made coffee, worried it was storming outside bc it was so dark
Checked weather, saw the “PM”, sobbed
Silver lining, I have time to get ready for my 2PM mtg tomorrow 🫠
Did not expect my day to end with a trip to the minor emergency clinic, but I got stung in the neck by a wasp this morning, and my boss took one look at it and directed me to urgent care. 🙃
Good boss. Bad day.
(I’m OK, btw. No allergic reaction or anything severe like that.)
Good boss. Bad day.
(I’m OK, btw. No allergic reaction or anything severe like that.)
July 29, 2025 at 11:44 PM
Did not expect my day to end with a trip to the minor emergency clinic, but I got stung in the neck by a wasp this morning, and my boss took one look at it and directed me to urgent care. 🙃
Good boss. Bad day.
(I’m OK, btw. No allergic reaction or anything severe like that.)
Good boss. Bad day.
(I’m OK, btw. No allergic reaction or anything severe like that.)
Telling people they can have food so you can shoot them = telling people they can have a shower so you can gas them.
July 27, 2025 at 7:29 PM
Telling people they can have food so you can shoot them = telling people they can have a shower so you can gas them.
Can I be real for a minute?
If someone could just-
If someone could just-
July 23, 2025 at 5:28 PM
Can I be real for a minute?
If someone could just-
If someone could just-