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Jay
@jayouth.bsky.social
25, student to life
https://gofund.me/f2317cbb8
Just here to use social media. Share my interests. Also I like to yap sometimes
I think all the THC intake daily does indeed fuck up the brain. I feel more prone to mistakes and forgetfulness. Impulsiveness. Dizziness. Mental exhaustion.

That or im hung over. Chewing gum to prevent sickness rn.
January 6, 2026 at 1:58 PM
Decision time.

I applied to two jobs.
One is an overnight baker

The other is a live-in residential aid at a shelter i once stayed at as a homeless adult during one of the worst times of my life.

I cant wait to see what happens
January 6, 2026 at 1:17 PM
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"Creators" coming up with AI writing prompts are now complaining other sloppers are stealing *their* prompts. Irony, but, dipshits, a prompt aint nothing. I shed fifty prompts before breakfast. Prompt this, ya jerks.
January 5, 2026 at 6:46 AM
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i’ve still seen people not take trump seriously on greenland but i’ve never been more certain he really does want to colonize it
January 4, 2026 at 7:43 PM
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american innovation continues unabated
January 4, 2026 at 5:24 PM
Tired as hell of my sisters and their kids. If it wasnt for trump, i wouldve been jumpship to the Air Force and cut them off
January 4, 2026 at 6:45 PM
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Should I go on Twitter or Blue Sky = Should I be shot or hanged
January 4, 2026 at 2:04 PM
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…do NOT wanna say: I wish I lived more boldly. I wish I cared less what people thought.

So, I try to practice it every day. Even being vulnerable on here.

Because why NOT be vulnerable? Why not shine as bright as the sun, knowing one day my flame will be extinguished? (5/?)
January 4, 2026 at 6:02 AM
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This thread is IT. Losing my dad did it for me. He was twice the age I was when I lost him. When I thought of my life possibly being half over, I realized I wanted to live this next half way differently. Been having adventures ever since.
That’s part of why my fucks have reduced so much. We won’t be here forever and no one knows how long we got.

Live your mf life!!! Take risks. Walk barefoot on the beach. Fuck. Give more hugs. Listen to the birds in nature. Enjoy the sun and the rain. Laugh loudly, dance often.

And LOVE. 💛 (6/6)
January 4, 2026 at 6:33 AM
Never understood people desperation to fit in algorithms and shit that not natrual, online that is

Social media used to be different, i feel a lil bit of it with this app, still im too paranoid to trust it to not just farm my attention and shit
January 4, 2026 at 8:05 AM
The idea of being like stable and responsible is just an idea for me for soem reason

I yearn to be vulnerable and free

Which i feel alot through art, music, dance
January 4, 2026 at 8:01 AM
About 90 percent sure a club could save me

Or a music lounge lol
January 4, 2026 at 7:59 AM
How tf do everyone have tattoos? They're expensive asf
January 4, 2026 at 7:55 AM
Playing #warframe at 3am
Looking to grind and drink tea while listening to R&B
January 4, 2026 at 7:51 AM
Soundcloud really got dj radios lmao, i miss this shit
January 4, 2026 at 7:50 AM
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You ever been so seen by someone it scares you a lil bit?
January 4, 2026 at 6:22 AM
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Cooking is very therapeutic
January 4, 2026 at 6:30 AM
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“Reflections” #poem
January 4, 2026 at 6:21 AM
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It’s hard to explain how pretty it all is…
January 4, 2026 at 7:15 AM
I feel my nephews feel the same way, the isolation and need for something... they looks towards me but damn. If i go looking in the fam, i dont find. Maybe my cousins down south got me. I wonder what they be up to nowadays
January 4, 2026 at 7:46 AM
Every year, i can get a glimpse of how my brothers mind worked before he got laced... this world is incomprehensible, and weed feels good. But people are so untrustworthy and shit. Thank god for vapes fr
January 4, 2026 at 7:45 AM
I feel if i invest into myself and thinsg i love I'll find my people lmao

At rhe end of the day, i dont want no rich lifestyle, no normal shit, not the general street shit ive been in since birth, no...

Man idk ik as i get older my personal goals shift alot. Should just get into the gym shit again
January 4, 2026 at 7:39 AM
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Gives me an excuse to post a few new ones.
January 4, 2026 at 4:51 AM
All these different pre-set love languages and life styles people claim closes me off lol

Idk im prob just so scared of commitment now that i cant commit to anything at all.

Relations, Jobs, family, even a place to lay my head

Im so used to instability that anything remotely stable scares me
January 4, 2026 at 7:33 AM
Ya knlw the real issue? Incapable of making long term friendships, rather on the job or in school

Anxiety or some other excuses
January 4, 2026 at 7:20 AM