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elle | trickster connoisseur
@itstheangstforme.bsky.social
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ShuAke ☕️🔁🥞 | AkuRoku 🔥✨ | Seiner 🏏🛹
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🎮 Currently playing: #Persona3Reload & #BloomTown

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itstheangstforme.bsky.social
Get On Your Knees, Alter My Genes (EXPLICIT, PWP, Exhibitionism)

🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/74476881

@shuakeweek.bsky.social Free Day!!
E Get On Your Knees and Alter My • 20 Nov 2025 Genes by Trickster_Connoisseur (ItsTheAngstForMe) Persona 5 No Archive Warnings Apply Akechi Goro/Persona 5 Protagonist Akechi Goro/Amamiya Ren Akechi Goro/Kurusu Akira Amamiya Ren (Persona Series) Akechi Goro Third Semester (Persona 5) Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot Blowjobs handjobs Bar Bathroom Praise Kink Possessive Persona 5 Protagonist Switch Persona 5 Protagonist Switch Akechi Goro never has there been a man more down bad than Ren Amamiya Goro is also down bad but bitchy about it "Would people assume I'm just a fanboy if I got your signature tattooed?" Ren asked around his groan. Maybe it was just the oxytocin flooding his brain, but he was seriously considering it at the moment. "Are you trying to imply you're not one?" Two rivals walk into a bar bathroom. Part 2 of Let's Go Somewhere They Might Discover Us Language: English Words: 3,741 Chapters: 1/1
December 7, 2025 at 3:47 PM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
I Swear, I Don’t Care (5+1 fic)

🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/75305066

@shuakeweek.bsky.social Free Day!
I Swear, I Don't Care by Trickster Connoisseur (ItsTheAngstForMe) 06 Dec 2025 Persona 5 No Archive Warnings Apply Persona 5 Protagonist/Akechi Goro Persona 5 Protagonist Akechi Goro Morgana Ann Takamaki 5+1 Missing Scenes canon adjacent Pining Idiots in Love 5times Akechi denied dating Akira when asked, plus 1 time Akira was asked instead. Language: English Words: 10,267 Chapters: 1/1
December 7, 2025 at 3:42 PM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
Not Agreeable, But Comfortable All The Same (short poem, dissociation, identity, Goro-centric)

🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/75361601

@shuakeweek.bsky.social Free Day!
Not Agreeable, But Comfortable All 07 Dec 2025 the Same by Trickster_Connoisseur (ItsTheAngstForMe) Persona 5 No Archive Warnings Apply Akechi Goro/Persona 5 Protagonist Persona 5 Protagonist Akechi Goro poem Identity Issues Dissociation Angst with a Happy Ending What happens when the guy you're supposed to hate is the only person you feel comfortable around? Language: English Words: 876 Chapters: 1/1
December 7, 2025 at 3:39 PM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
🖤Chapter 4 of my ShuAke / AkeShuAke Fic is out! 🖤

💫Can We Make This Something Good?
🕵🏼 Post-Canon — Reunions — Getting Together
📝 Rated M

🔗
archiveofourown.org/works/74969881
Can We Make This Something Good? When Akira's response was a grin bright enough to rival the sun, he couldn't help but wonder at what point Icarus realized his fall was inevitable. Chapter 4: Maybe We Could Make This Home?
December 1, 2025 at 7:02 PM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
Which Deadly Sin would you assign each of the Phantom Thieves?

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Picture of the characters Meliodas, Ban, King, Escanor, Diane, Merlin and Gowther from the anime The Seven Deadly Sins Phantom Thieves of Hearts logo from the game Persona 5
December 1, 2025 at 3:49 PM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
ShuAke Week Day 1: Interrogation Room!
🥞🖤☕️

🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/74969881
M The Only One Who Can Cut You Further by Trickster_Connoisseur (ItsTheAngstForMe) 29 Nov 2025 Persona 5 No Archive Warnings Apply Akechi Goro/Persona 5 Protagonist Akechi Goro/Amamiya Ren Persona 5 Protagonist Amamiya Ren (Persona Series) Akechi Goro Bottom Persona 5 Protagonist Top Akechi Goro Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms Possessive Akechi Goro Post-November 20 Interrogation n November 20th, 2016, Ren didn't want to get the shit beaten out of him. It was a side effect of tricking his crush into not murdering him, but he didn't want it to happen. On November 20th, 2017, he did. (ShuAke Week 2025) Language: English Words: 2,805 Chapters: 1/1 Collections: 1 Hits: 0
December 1, 2025 at 3:23 PM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
Have a ShuAke / AkeShu playlist?

I’d like to present Over and Over by Three Days Grace for your consideration. 🙂‍↕️
Over and Over by Three Days Grace lyrics Over and over, over and over I fall for you Over and over, over and over I try not to Over and over, over and over You make me fall for you Over and over, over and over You don't even try So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head I try to live without you, every time I do, I feel dead I know what's best for me but I want you instead I'll keep on wastin' all my time
November 25, 2025 at 12:17 AM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
💫 Can We Make This Something Good?
🕵🏼 Post-Canon — Reunions — Getting Together
📝 Rated M

🖤 CHAPTER 3! 🖤

🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/739593...
Can We Make This Something Good? Turns out thinking you murdered your only friend isn't great for your psyche. Chapter 3: When You Talk In Your Sleep, I’ll Be There to Slow Your Breath
November 24, 2025 at 2:28 PM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
✨Can We Make This Something Good?✨

Chapter 2 of my Persona 5, Post Canon longfic is up now! ⭐️

🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/739593...

#ShuAke #AkeShuAke #ShuAkeShu #JJW
Can We Make This Something Good? "It turns out Akira isn't the only one who likes them bitchy," Ann said, sending Akira a mischievous smirk. Chapter 2: The Sky's Looking So Lovely But I'm Just Looking At You
November 17, 2025 at 2:38 PM
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I made a strawpage and im obsessed!! 😍

itstheangstforme.straw.page
User’s strawpage covered in gifs of ShuAke, AkuRoku, Stucky, Strifeheart, Zemyx, and First Prince
November 15, 2025 at 2:35 PM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
Ending day 10 of JJWM with 11.6k words written! I’ve hit my 1k goal each day and I’m still going strong! ☕️🖤🥞

(JJW Badge by the lovely @riicepatty.bsky.social)
Circular badge with a coffee cup in the center and the words Jazz Jin Writer, AkeShuAke Writing Month
November 11, 2025 at 12:30 AM
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💫 Can We Make This Something Good?
🕵🏼 Post-Canon — Reunions — PI Work
📝 Rated M
#ShuAke #AkeShu

🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/739593...
Can We Make This Something Good? He was determined to never reach out to Akira again. He lasted four years. Post-Canon - Reunions Private Investigators
November 10, 2025 at 12:19 PM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
#JJW Have a belated #WIP Wednesday snippet from the ShuAke longfic I’m working on. 🥞☕️
He found Akechi on the other side of the room looking at the different sets of glow-in-the-dark star stickers available to purchase and smiled to himself. Akira always thought Akechi was forced to grow up entirely too soon. Hell, he had too. The difference was Akira acknowledged it and when he was given opportunities to act like the kid he was, he took them. Akechi on the other hand, rarely had, as if to prove to himself he was the adult the world had forced him to become at such a young age. It broke Akira's heart whenever he thought about it. "Which ones are you getting?" he asked Akechi as he gestured to the sticker display. The man in question gave Akira a long look before turning back to the shelves. "I'm not. I was just surprised by how many different sets they have here." Akechi replied as he started to walk down the rest of the aisle. "Why not? Didn't you say you wanted some as a kid?" "As a child, yes. Which I'm not anymore. Besides, I only sleep well in complete darkness. Their glowwould disrupt me." Akira thought about mentioning how he'd been sleeping just fine last week in his room despite the glow-in-the-dark stars and the fact Akira even leaves his blinds open a little to let moonlight in but he knew it'd ultimately be pointless. If Akechi had any say in the matter, he'd never allow himself to have the stars. But Akira wanted to give him the sun, the moon, and every star in the night sky. He'd start with a few packs of these stickers though
October 9, 2025 at 4:08 PM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
Snippet of my ShuAke post-canon longfic for WIP Wednesday! ☕️💕🥞

#JJW #FanficWriter #AO3
"Well, your escape attempts were starting to look pathetic and other people saw me arrive with you so I didn't have much of a choice. I do have a reputation to uphold" he said airily. "Except you don't." Akira replied cheerfully. Akechi glared. "If it makes you feel any better, you'll always be a prince to me," he added with a wink. "It doesn't." Akechi said flatly. "Weren't you just saying he wasn't serious about you nowadays?" "Maybe it's more that I don't take him seriously?" "Even despite having Ann's blessing?" he asked, mocking evident. The two took up a standing spot by several art displays, they were rather gaudy in Akechi's opinion, not that he was paying much attention to anything that wasn't man next to him. "The bar for that gets lower each year I'm single," Akira replied with an amused huff. Akechi mentally weighed the pros and cons of murdering Ann. They weren't working out in her favor. "Mishima's sort of had me on a pedestal since the whole Kamoshida thing. I don't think he's ever seen me as just Akira. It'd be weird, you know?" Akira admitted after a minute. I'd imagine it'd be equivalent to dating a fan of the Detective Prince" Akechi agreed. "Exactly" Akira said. "Wait, should I stop being a fan of yours then?" "Only if you wanted to date me" Akechi replied with all the casual indifference he could muster. Which wasn't much if he was being honest. Akira turned to face a sculpture on display. "Have I not made that obvious?" he asked, face unreadable from this angle. Torn between naive hope and anger at being toyed with, Akechi leaned into what did knew best, deflection. "Did you always make this many jokes or was there a learning curve when you took up the name Joker?" If he didn't know any better he would call the small smile Akira turned to give him almost wistful.
September 17, 2025 at 6:41 PM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
Somehow despite only having 30 followers, I’m mutuals with several of my all time favorite fanfic authors.

Idk if we only communicate through likes and comments on occasion, I’m claiming y’all as friends. 😂
3 panel meme. First panel has a man saying “I made a new friend” Second panel has a women asking “real or a fanfic writing who sometimes likes your posts” Third panel is the man again replying with “A fanfic writing mutual who sometimes likes my posts..”
September 11, 2025 at 5:57 PM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
My first ever fanfic, Ass Like That 🍑 just reached 100 kudos in less than a month and I am ON THE MOON WITH HAPPINESS AND GRATITUDE!!! 😭🫶🏻💗

I’ve love being apart of the ShuAke community and I’m so thankful my small contribution has been so well received! I’m just getting started!!
🖤❤️💙🖤
☕️🥞

#JJW
Archive of Our Own fanfic description Rated: E Ass Like That by trickster connoisseur (Itstheangstforme) 09 Aug 2025 Fandom: Persona 5 Tags: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Akechi Goro/Persona 5 Protagonist, Akechi Goro/Kurusu Akira, Akechi Goro/Amamiya Ren, Akechi Goro, Kurusu Akira (Persona Series), Amamiya Ren (Persona Series), Phantom Thieves of Hearts, Third Semester (Persona 5), Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Rimming, Blowjobs, billiards table, very slight praise kink, Ren's Obsessed with Goro's Ass, Top Persona 5 Protagonist, Bottom Akechi Goro Language: English Words: 3,349 Chapters: 1/1 Comments: 8 Kudos: 100 Bookmarks: 12 Hits: 1,127 Summary: Turns out when your issue is too much daydreaming about your rivals perfect ass, watching said perfect ass bend over a billiards table for hours isn't actually helpful. Who knew? Ren eats a meal at the billiards table (it isn't food.) 100 KUDOS!!! And a peach emoji has been written over the picture
September 1, 2025 at 5:38 PM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
Me when the antagonist in a fanfic turns out to be the antagonist in the game said fanfic is based on:
Picture of the Pokémon Pikachu making a shocked face
August 28, 2025 at 3:18 PM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
Little snippet of one of my ShuAke WIPs that’s currently the bane of my existence as I’m making myself go back and edit to make the POV changes clearer. Apparently I’m really bad about head hopping. 🥲

Here’s some Morgana POV on this lovely WIP Wednesday. #JJW #JJWM #Fanfics #FanFicWriter
They continued their conversation as Morgana kept quietly observing. Hed been expecting Akira to lie and downplay the situation and Morgana was prepared to call him out for it. But he didn't. When he really thought about it, it wasn't surprising that Akechi was the person Akira would finally confide in. Even before Akira realized it, Morgana could sense there was something more between the two. In the beginning he wasn't well-versed enough in human relationships to attribute it to anything other than the rivalry they were so proud of having. But by the time they were in Maruki's reality, Akira's feelings were more than obvious. Akechi was such an asshole all the time Morgana assumed they were completely unrequited though. Now? If there was anything Morgana has learned from the hundreds of hours worth of anime Futaba has made him sit through, it's how to recognize a tsundere. Although, lately, he doesn't think Akechi has been trying very hard to hide how smitten he is with Akira anyway.
August 13, 2025 at 7:36 PM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
“I’m not dark, I’m chaos. Theres a difference.” Hell yeah, there is, Loki!!
🫶🏻

archiveofourown.org/works/276561...
"I am only a reflection of your own heart, hero." Reflection of his heart... Goro remembered the light versus dark of his magic. It seemed like that dichotomy had become even more pronounced with this new persona of his. "Hey, I take offense to that. I'm not dark, I'm chaos. There's a difference." ... the outfit you gave me seems pretty dark to me." "Blame yourself for that, kid." Goro huffed. "Whatever." "Anyways, I didn't mean literal carrying, earlier. I could give you another adrenaline shot, like before. It served its purpose." "You are NOT going to poison his mind like that again." "No poisoning here, Prissy. I'm not responsible for how he reacted. That aggression was all him. It was pretty great though, I'll give you that." "Our definitions of 'great' seem to differ." "Yeah, yeah, you don't like chaos, I get it. Our boy holds a lot of it, though."
August 8, 2025 at 10:20 PM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
#NSFW WIP Wednesday snippet from my #ShuAke Longfic because I’ve been working on this scene all day and I’m kinda proud of it so far. :3

#JJW #JJWM
His hand palmed Akira's cock through his boxers, appreciating each twitch it gave, desperate for release. Akira writhed under him, hips jerking into his touch automatically as he let out a needy whine. "What is it, Akira? Do you need something" Akechi cooed, a wicked smile playing across his lips. "Are you serious?" Akira choked out trying to sound indignant but failing when the sentence ended in a moan as Akechi gave a firm squeeze. "We're working on our communication skills, right? Tell me what you need." Akira's hips bucked again. He tried bringing his own hand to his erection but Akechi grabbed it with a "tsk" and pinned it above his head. "I have all night 'Kira" he breathed into Akira's ear before biting a spot on his collarbone. He alternated biting, sucking, and kissing a trail down Akira's chest before the man finally relented. "I need you to touch me" he pleaded, voice shaky. "Please, Goro" he adds as a whimper. "There that wasn't so hard, was it?" Akechi purrs, pulling Akira's boxers down and taking hold of his cock. "Oh, maybe it was" he says with a self-satisfied smirk.
August 7, 2025 at 2:08 AM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
This is setting the groundwork for a very fun Mementos scene later on 😏

My #ShuAke Longfic #WIP for #WipWednesday

☕️🥞

#JJW #JJWM
"I find it hard to believe someone whose ideal weapon was a laser sword ever had any interest in science fiction." Akira said sarcastically as he continued flipping through the different constellations on the screen. “Yes, well, we can't all be naturally creative enough to pick a dagger out of all the possible weapons one could have chosen." He replied dryly. Akira stared at him for a moment, seemingly dumbfounded before giving a slow blink as he processed the implications of what Akechi had just said. "I could have had the master sword.." Akira finally said, voice coming out in a whisper. "Oh my god. My gun could have turned the shadows into sheep! Akechi, we missed so many opportunities!" he added in pure dismay as he buried his face in his hands. “Truly devastating." Akechi lamented in a mocking tone. Though he had to admit he regretted not experimenting with how unconventional weapons in the Metaverse could have gotten. By the time the pair of them finished the exhibit Akechi was pretty sure Akira had listed every unique weapon ever used in a video game and was now just making shit up. A gun that shot fish guts at people? Yeah right.
August 6, 2025 at 4:28 PM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
Here’s a snippet of my Persona 5 Post Royal ShuAke fanfic for WIP Wednesday! #JJW #JJWM ☕️🥞
When he and Akechi talked about the world altering choices Akira's had to make, Akechi begrudgingly expressed how as much as he believes Akira needs to put himself first far more often, his self-sacrificing tendencies worked out for the best in those situations. He was glad he could rely on Akira making the best decision for everyone. What Akechi didn't know was how close Akira had come to damning the world for him and him alone. If he hadn't begged to be let go, Akira would have let the world burn a thousand times over if it meant keeping him in it. Martyrdom and morality didn't always go hand in hand. To betray the world for the man he loved would have been an easy choice. He'd have suffocated under the guilt of it if it meant Akechi could breathe.
July 31, 2025 at 12:34 AM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
Official promo art now has ShuAke wearing matching rings on their necklaces but obviously those of us who ship them together are delusional. 🤪
Joker from Persona 5 as a band member wearing a necklace with a ring on it Crow from Persona 5 as a band member wearing a necklace with a ring on it
July 11, 2025 at 10:55 PM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
My icon commission from @say0ranarts.bsky.social is finished and I’m in love with it. 😭

💙 Goro Akechi as Loki 🖤
Digital art of a chibi style Goro Akechi from Persona 5 in an outfit reminiscent of the outfit his persona Loki wears with horns on his head.
June 27, 2025 at 8:45 PM
itstheangstforme.bsky.social
My very first #WipWednesday post in JJW (and ever)!! As I get more confident I’m sure I’ll share longer snippets but I’m really happy with this bit from my Post Royal Accomplice WIP! 🖤

#Shuake #AkeShuAke #AkeShu
WIP text that reads: Akira's ability to internalize emotions was a well honed skill at this point. So much so that it caught even him off guard when he heard the crack that came as his fist met Akechis nose.
June 18, 2025 at 4:40 PM