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itstheangstforme.bsky.social
elle | trickster connoisseur
@itstheangstforme.bsky.social
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Fanfic Writer | 🔞
ShuAke ☕️🔁🥞 | AkuRoku 🔥✨ | Seiner 🏏🛹
31 | Queer | They/Them
🎮 Currently playing: #Persona3Reload & #BloomTown

https://itstheangstforme.straw.page
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Here's my contribution to the 2025 AkeShuAke Tanabata Big Bang! I was lucky enough to partner with @prinxieko.bsky.social! They added the gorgeous artwork in my fic!

Please enjoy the least angsty thing I've ever written! lol
🥞🖤☕

@akeshuakeevents.bsky.social
Soft Reset - ItsTheAngstForMe - Persona 5 [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
Hear me out, The Cruel Prince AU for ShuAke.

Tell me this Cardan line isn’t exactly what Akechi would say:

“Most of all, I hate you because I think of you. Often. It's disgusting, and I can't stop.”

Y’ALL.
December 9, 2025 at 1:25 PM
Reposted by elle | trickster connoisseur
I think my favorite part of Shuake is that they were literally fated to be against each other and yet every time Akechi sees Joker he’s all ‘wow we must’ve been fated to meet here amazing’
Oh, right. I guess Shujin was in this direction too... Still, I wouldn't have expected to run into you at this time. Perhaps it really is fate...
December 9, 2025 at 3:58 AM
I can’t believe a TV show with autistic representation about gay rivals having hot sex has been airing for 3 entire weeks already and I’m just now hearing about it.

That’s my entire brand??
December 8, 2025 at 3:42 AM
The way Ilya pushed his finger into Shane’s mouth completely unprompted only for Shane to IMMEDIATELY start sucking on it.. my next 3 fridays will be dedicated to #Hollanov, thank you. 🙏🏻
December 8, 2025 at 3:32 AM
Whenever I start to worry I’m writing AkiRen or Goro to be TOO oblivious, I think about how in college, I legitimately thought a “new friend” only came over to watch Frozen with me because he hadn’t seen it yet.
December 8, 2025 at 3:11 AM
Get On Your Knees, Alter My Genes (EXPLICIT, PWP, Exhibitionism)

🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/74476881

@shuakeweek.bsky.social Free Day!!
December 7, 2025 at 3:47 PM
I Swear, I Don’t Care (5+1 fic)

🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/75305066

@shuakeweek.bsky.social Free Day!
December 7, 2025 at 3:42 PM
Not Agreeable, But Comfortable All The Same (short poem, dissociation, identity, Goro-centric)

🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/75361601

@shuakeweek.bsky.social Free Day!
December 7, 2025 at 3:39 PM
Question for fanfic authors: Is it generally considered offensive if someone offers to clean up your text for free? Only grammar/typos, not altering the story at all!

I’ve had several fics I’ve read I would totally be down to edit, but I mentioned it to my friend, and she said it’s considered rude?
December 6, 2025 at 4:01 PM
Why do so many fanfic writers apologize when they post long chapters? Why are you sorry for feeding us??
December 6, 2025 at 12:06 AM
Just finished my fic for ShuAke Week’s free day!

Tell me why my 11k big bang piece took me months to finish but I cranked out this 10k fic in like 2 weeks with no problem?
December 5, 2025 at 8:33 PM
Someone needs to draw AkiRen as Joker and Akechi as Harlequin.
December 5, 2025 at 5:38 PM
Soooo uhhhh I’ve read 65,600,000 words on AO3 since April.. that’s not including the dozens of rereads I’ve done of downloaded fics OR the majority of the AkuRoku fics I’ve devoured on FF net..

Out of the 1,623 fics on AO3:
196 were Kingdom Hearts
16 were Stucky
And all of the rest were ShuAke
December 5, 2025 at 1:58 AM
Goro, genuinely confused:
What do you mean you’re not supposed to follow a hate declaration up by listing all of the things you admire most about the person?
December 2, 2025 at 10:13 PM
1000%
this is shuake to me
December 2, 2025 at 8:27 PM
Reposted by elle | trickster connoisseur
My deal is that shuake altered my brain so hard I need the switches energy. So now when I try to write SD I can't write subs to save my life.

I'm sorry everyone's a switch with issues and they beat the shit out of each other until one drops so the other has to be responsible despite their grudges
December 1, 2025 at 11:57 PM
🖤Chapter 4 of my ShuAke / AkeShuAke Fic is out! 🖤

💫Can We Make This Something Good?
🕵🏼 Post-Canon — Reunions — Getting Together
📝 Rated M

🔗
archiveofourown.org/works/74969881
December 1, 2025 at 7:02 PM
Which Deadly Sin would you assign each of the Phantom Thieves?

1/6
December 1, 2025 at 3:49 PM
ShuAke Week Day 1: Interrogation Room!
🥞🖤☕️

🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/74969881
December 1, 2025 at 3:23 PM
I have decided I will never write professionally. I was briefly considering it because of how much I’ve come to l enjoy writing this year but then I mentioned to my mom that I wrote 30k words this month a HUGE accomplishment for me, and the first thing she asked was if I got paid for it. 🙃
November 29, 2025 at 8:56 PM
As of 3:30pm on November 29th, I have officially met my Jazz Jin Writers Months word count goal of 30,000 words!!! 🎉

#JJW #JJWM
November 29, 2025 at 8:53 PM
I need to come up with names for 2 new fics and synopses for 3 before ShuAke week.

I’ve been trying to think of them for daysssss. 😬

Least favorite part of writing, hands down!
😭
November 29, 2025 at 12:25 AM
I have tried to write Ren topping while looking smug multiple times now but he just keeps ending up overwhelmed and desperate. 🥲
In order to reach world peace we need more porn where we can see the top’s face and instead of looking smug they look overwhelmed and desperate 🥴
November 26, 2025 at 9:39 PM
Me writing while actively shutting off my emotions:

Look at theses two idiots avoiding how they feel! Time to force them to confront things!!
November 26, 2025 at 5:50 PM
I haven’t reread A Tale Of Two Tricksters by @mintcookie.bsky.social in months in preparation for the end being posted and I’m having serious withdrawals. 😭 It’s honestly my favorite fic ever. I want to get the quote “you can have all my tomorrows” tattooed next year when I do my ShuAke tattoo.
November 25, 2025 at 11:33 PM