not even five seconds after posting this turns out i lied fuck

Really do appreciate it ;-; hope your doing well too by the way

It's fine. It's all over with now and I'm like 90% sure in back to normal mentally so it all works out for md

This whole thing has been so irritating my brain added a whole new guy to the rotation of ocs that my brain turns me into sometimes. Shits irritating and now I gotta deal with feeling like there's something on my face until I revert this is annoying

I was supposed to go to work today but I guess not at this rate. I'm just lucky that my supervisors are all nice to me cause this kind of thing normally never happens but man am I going to catch so much shit tomorrow for all this

Trip back wasn't even that good cause the whole thing was rushed last minute so everyone was scrambling constantly to make flights and we still didn't make it back till close to midnight man. Thank god for late night fast food cause I was fucking starving the whole time

> Be me
> On work trip
> "Hey we're sending you and a few of the others back early to set things up back home"
> Ok cool when do we leave?
> Tomorrow :) be awake by 6
> Fuck
> Pack my bags
> Realize I left my apartment key behind
> Spare is in my locked apartment
> Fuck my life

Rips off my jacket to reveal my "I love twin peaks shirt". God this shows so good I gotta rewatch it

Sometimes I wish I could reach into my brain and general nervous system and reconnect whatever wires got disconnected when I was developing and see what an actual human bodily experience is like some days

Like the disconnect that comes with autism when it comes to body signals truly is insane sometimes. Not to mention my appetite in general is just fucked. I rarely feel transitional phases to being hungry or full it's either "I'm going to vomit" or "if I so much as think of eating I will explode"

Anyways look at Marx in a top hat. His head empty light out vibes intrigue me