Pearl•caterpillarsky•edbsky
@ghostesswtmostess.bsky.social
Adult•EDNOS/OSFED•non edbsky dni• I don’t fb minors or those who post sh
5’8”
Hw: 220
Cw: 143
Gw: 99
5’8”
Hw: 220
Cw: 143
Gw: 99
Update: the friend who was trying to be best Ana to me earlier just texted and said she got fast food so I already know she ate more calories in that one meal than I’ve had today despite her whole “I didn’t eat all day” thing she was doing earlier
December 16, 2025 at 5:33 AM
Update: the friend who was trying to be best Ana to me earlier just texted and said she got fast food so I already know she ate more calories in that one meal than I’ve had today despite her whole “I didn’t eat all day” thing she was doing earlier
And like the thing is when it comes to my ED shit with my irls I am very considerate and I don’t constantly feel the need to tell people when I’m restricting or losing because I don’t want to make them feel bad about themselves but then there’s that one person who’s always like
December 16, 2025 at 12:58 AM
And like the thing is when it comes to my ED shit with my irls I am very considerate and I don’t constantly feel the need to tell people when I’m restricting or losing because I don’t want to make them feel bad about themselves but then there’s that one person who’s always like
And obviously I’m not thin either but I’ve lost so much since my hw and I have been underweight and diagnosed with anorexia in the past. I will reclaim my title lol.
December 16, 2025 at 12:55 AM
And obviously I’m not thin either but I’ve lost so much since my hw and I have been underweight and diagnosed with anorexia in the past. I will reclaim my title lol.
I hate when someone I know irl knows about my ED and they constantly try to be best Ana. Like sorry not to be a bitch but you weigh 100lbs more than me and you’re always trying to claim you don’t eat…we both know that’s not true. Even if she does skip some meals, she winds up in a surplus
December 16, 2025 at 12:49 AM
I hate when someone I know irl knows about my ED and they constantly try to be best Ana. Like sorry not to be a bitch but you weigh 100lbs more than me and you’re always trying to claim you don’t eat…we both know that’s not true. Even if she does skip some meals, she winds up in a surplus
Already had 434 calories and I feel like I’ve hardly eaten anything because it was just some fruit and chia seeds -.- haven’t weighed myself since the last time when I saw I was down to 143 after going back up to 148 after Thanksgiving. I need to weigh in tomorrow. Gonna keep it around 1k today.
December 12, 2025 at 5:53 PM
Already had 434 calories and I feel like I’ve hardly eaten anything because it was just some fruit and chia seeds -.- haven’t weighed myself since the last time when I saw I was down to 143 after going back up to 148 after Thanksgiving. I need to weigh in tomorrow. Gonna keep it around 1k today.
I was taking bodycheck pics and even though I’m smaller than I was over the summer and way smaller than than my hw I have such an unfortunate build and still look huge. Fattest bmi 21 to exist. Linebacker shoulders and fat arms and thighs. Like cool I can fit into shorts that didn’t fit me at
December 11, 2025 at 3:02 AM
I was taking bodycheck pics and even though I’m smaller than I was over the summer and way smaller than than my hw I have such an unfortunate build and still look huge. Fattest bmi 21 to exist. Linebacker shoulders and fat arms and thighs. Like cool I can fit into shorts that didn’t fit me at
One thing that sucks about having previously been obese is that losing weight to a weight you’ve been before doesn’t look the same as it would had you never been obese. I’m fortunate that I don’t have any hanging loose skin but I am a lot softer and don’t looks as taut as I did before the
December 9, 2025 at 7:05 PM
One thing that sucks about having previously been obese is that losing weight to a weight you’ve been before doesn’t look the same as it would had you never been obese. I’m fortunate that I don’t have any hanging loose skin but I am a lot softer and don’t looks as taut as I did before the
Finally started losing weight again. Thanksgiving week really stalled me out but my life has no meaning so it’s been easier to not eat as much. My weight went up to 148 post Thanksgiving, now I’m down to 143. Officially bmi 21’s. I was just bmi 24’s in September after that bad binge cycle.
December 9, 2025 at 5:30 PM
Finally started losing weight again. Thanksgiving week really stalled me out but my life has no meaning so it’s been easier to not eat as much. My weight went up to 148 post Thanksgiving, now I’m down to 143. Officially bmi 21’s. I was just bmi 24’s in September after that bad binge cycle.
Been eating low 1000’s past couple days. It makes me feel physically better so I can function during the day but obviously slower weight loss and I still get hungry when I’m in bed at night which makes it hard for me to sleep. Then I try to drink a bunch of tea with stevia which makes me have to go
November 25, 2025 at 3:24 AM
Been eating low 1000’s past couple days. It makes me feel physically better so I can function during the day but obviously slower weight loss and I still get hungry when I’m in bed at night which makes it hard for me to sleep. Then I try to drink a bunch of tea with stevia which makes me have to go
It feels so good to remove foods from mfp that you had pre logged because you never ended up eating them 😇
November 22, 2025 at 9:10 PM
It feels so good to remove foods from mfp that you had pre logged because you never ended up eating them 😇
All I need to do is lose ONE MORE pound to reach my goal for the month which is 5 pounds lost. You wouldn’t think it would be so hard to lose one additional pound but this last one refuses to go. I bounce around between 145.2 to 145.8. And I only set a 5lb goal because it feels more achievable
November 22, 2025 at 3:30 PM
All I need to do is lose ONE MORE pound to reach my goal for the month which is 5 pounds lost. You wouldn’t think it would be so hard to lose one additional pound but this last one refuses to go. I bounce around between 145.2 to 145.8. And I only set a 5lb goal because it feels more achievable
This is really disappointing because I thought for sure my weight would be dow considering yesterday I weighed myself after I ate and it was this same weight. I even waited to take my meds and drink anything so my weight would be accurate today so now I’m thirsty for no reason. Fuck.
November 22, 2025 at 3:19 PM
This is really disappointing because I thought for sure my weight would be dow considering yesterday I weighed myself after I ate and it was this same weight. I even waited to take my meds and drink anything so my weight would be accurate today so now I’m thirsty for no reason. Fuck.
My weight was still exactly the same. And I don’t want anyone saying that I’m eating more than I’m tracking because I’m not. Normal non disordered people would lose after only having 1 bowl of soup for an entire day. There’s something that makes me hold onto weight.
November 22, 2025 at 3:17 PM
My weight was still exactly the same. And I don’t want anyone saying that I’m eating more than I’m tracking because I’m not. Normal non disordered people would lose after only having 1 bowl of soup for an entire day. There’s something that makes me hold onto weight.
I forgot I had a bsky 💀 anyway I had 825 today and I think my weight should be down tomorrow. I weighed myself this afternoon after eating before my bath and my weight was the same as my morning weight from a couple days ago so I think it will be down tomorrow!
November 22, 2025 at 1:39 AM
I forgot I had a bsky 💀 anyway I had 825 today and I think my weight should be down tomorrow. I weighed myself this afternoon after eating before my bath and my weight was the same as my morning weight from a couple days ago so I think it will be down tomorrow!
“Just a reminder that recovery is possible” *insert emaciated body pic and current body pic* “just don’t forget that I was emaciated!” “Remember how emaciated I was” “yes I’m aware recovery before and afters help no one and reduce the complexities of an ED down to a weight disorder but how else
November 19, 2025 at 6:55 PM
“Just a reminder that recovery is possible” *insert emaciated body pic and current body pic* “just don’t forget that I was emaciated!” “Remember how emaciated I was” “yes I’m aware recovery before and afters help no one and reduce the complexities of an ED down to a weight disorder but how else
Um yeah so when I say non ed accounts dni that includes you, weird porn accounts. Keep that shit on your own side of bsky.
November 19, 2025 at 12:01 AM
Um yeah so when I say non ed accounts dni that includes you, weird porn accounts. Keep that shit on your own side of bsky.
The scale was down by .2 this morning. I’m still within the same 1 pound range. I always just count my weight as whatever the scale says without the ounces. So like I’m technically losing despite my last couple days of a higher intake but I’m also still the same weight lol.
November 19, 2025 at 12:00 AM
The scale was down by .2 this morning. I’m still within the same 1 pound range. I always just count my weight as whatever the scale says without the ounces. So like I’m technically losing despite my last couple days of a higher intake but I’m also still the same weight lol.
I need to post more here. Today was okay. I’m hungry but what’s new. Not weighing in again until Thursday so idk if I’m still losing or what. I think I still look huge.
November 18, 2025 at 3:03 AM
I need to post more here. Today was okay. I’m hungry but what’s new. Not weighing in again until Thursday so idk if I’m still losing or what. I think I still look huge.
I’m not weighing in again until Thursday so I still have time to correct myself and eat much much less. Last week I only lost 1 pound. I need to lose at least one more to meet my November goal. I set a goal for 5lbs each month so that way if I exceed it, awesome, but if not 5lbs is realistic.
November 16, 2025 at 1:19 AM
I’m not weighing in again until Thursday so I still have time to correct myself and eat much much less. Last week I only lost 1 pound. I need to lose at least one more to meet my November goal. I set a goal for 5lbs each month so that way if I exceed it, awesome, but if not 5lbs is realistic.
The fiber I took today put me slightly over my desired calorie intake but hopefully going to the bathroom for once will even it out??
November 16, 2025 at 1:18 AM
The fiber I took today put me slightly over my desired calorie intake but hopefully going to the bathroom for once will even it out??
Can’t wait until my weight is low again. Then everyone will be sorry for how they treated me when I was bigger. I hope it eats at them that they’re part of the reason I do this to myself.
November 15, 2025 at 10:03 PM
Can’t wait until my weight is low again. Then everyone will be sorry for how they treated me when I was bigger. I hope it eats at them that they’re part of the reason I do this to myself.
Got told I eat too much and I eat out of boredom so that’s fun. I’ve been eating less than 1200 a day but I need to cut down. This is why I still look obese and no one has noticed my weight loss.
November 15, 2025 at 9:23 PM
Got told I eat too much and I eat out of boredom so that’s fun. I’ve been eating less than 1200 a day but I need to cut down. This is why I still look obese and no one has noticed my weight loss.
Had some soup to start the day and get rid of the shakiness. Thanks for the follows. I fb p much anyone who is an adult on edbsky other than those who frequently post sh. It’s triggering to me and I haven’t sh in 5 years. The ed stuff is one thing because I am actively in relapse so yeah sry
November 15, 2025 at 6:35 PM
Had some soup to start the day and get rid of the shakiness. Thanks for the follows. I fb p much anyone who is an adult on edbsky other than those who frequently post sh. It’s triggering to me and I haven’t sh in 5 years. The ed stuff is one thing because I am actively in relapse so yeah sry
I’m so hungry but I’ve already eaten my allotted calories hours ago. I’ll just do what I do every night, wait for the feeling to pass and toss and turn until I can sleep.
November 15, 2025 at 3:47 AM
I’m so hungry but I’ve already eaten my allotted calories hours ago. I’ll just do what I do every night, wait for the feeling to pass and toss and turn until I can sleep.
Probably not using the right tags tbh and I know edsbky probably isn’t as active as edtwt but I cannot take the toxicity of that app and also how it leans so young. I don’t need some 13 y.o. who has had their ED for 6 minutes and doesn’t have a post puberty adult body trying to invalidate me.
November 14, 2025 at 8:42 PM
Probably not using the right tags tbh and I know edsbky probably isn’t as active as edtwt but I cannot take the toxicity of that app and also how it leans so young. I don’t need some 13 y.o. who has had their ED for 6 minutes and doesn’t have a post puberty adult body trying to invalidate me.