24 year old schizo with horrid anxiety and apparently OCD
My diary and vent space lies below
HW:198 SW:185 CW: 155 GW: 93
Getting today out of the way early last night was an alcohol binge and this morning I recovery binged like 2k in breakfast. Me and my demons be like
Getting today out of the way early last night was an alcohol binge and this morning I recovery binged like 2k in breakfast. Me and my demons be like
My doctor added an iron supplement so fingers crossed that helps, and I just narrowly stayed under another 1.4k day
My doctor added an iron supplement so fingers crossed that helps, and I just narrowly stayed under another 1.4k day
I’m adding a new rule I’m only allowed fucking 8 reindeer on this chart because if I eat more than Santa’s sleigh I will kms
I’m adding a new rule I’m only allowed fucking 8 reindeer on this chart because if I eat more than Santa’s sleigh I will kms
Fucking pleb, eating like I don’t even have an ED
Fucking pleb, eating like I don’t even have an ED
Not pictured 227kcal of purple cow ice cream from the binge of mostly Taco Bell
Not pictured 227kcal of purple cow ice cream from the binge of mostly Taco Bell
The junkorexia is loud with this one.
The junkorexia is loud with this one.
Perogie party with enough vodka to get drunk.
Perogie party with enough vodka to get drunk.
Popeyes binge is all I can say, really should’ve just stopped there for the day.
Popeyes binge is all I can say, really should’ve just stopped there for the day.
I cannot pick between them, Angelina Jolie because we have similar builds and Felicity Fawn because she’s so ghoulish (honorable mention of Alison Harvard and Lily Rose Depp the models of my dreams)
I cannot pick between them, Angelina Jolie because we have similar builds and Felicity Fawn because she’s so ghoulish (honorable mention of Alison Harvard and Lily Rose Depp the models of my dreams)
God I’m so back I’ve been in such a bad slump with eating, I feel so bloated and disgusting and the scale and the measurements keeep getting smaller but I can’t see it
God I’m so back I’ve been in such a bad slump with eating, I feel so bloated and disgusting and the scale and the measurements keeep getting smaller but I can’t see it
My fiancé wanted to make dinner and is destroying my meal plan, ignore the total cause I’m also having a glass of apple cherry juice with his dinner he made. So about 1,650 kcal in reality.
My fiancé wanted to make dinner and is destroying my meal plan, ignore the total cause I’m also having a glass of apple cherry juice with his dinner he made. So about 1,650 kcal in reality.
I will from now on be waiting till morning cause fuck I fucked up AGAIN and fell asleep without my sticky bun (totally fine btw) but new emoji fresh start lets see how this goes.
1,085kcal
I will from now on be waiting till morning cause fuck I fucked up AGAIN and fell asleep without my sticky bun (totally fine btw) but new emoji fresh start lets see how this goes.
1,085kcal
This month will be spent working towards the habits I will bring into the new year, this will be my thread holding myself accountable. Hopefully this will motivate me towards my goals.
This month will be spent working towards the habits I will bring into the new year, this will be my thread holding myself accountable. Hopefully this will motivate me towards my goals.
…yet
…yet