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this is my alt
there will be messy stuff
NO REPOSTS PLEASE
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25 || they/it || sXe || MDNI & NSFWDNI
this is my alt
there will be messy stuff
NO REPOSTS PLEASE
UNINVITED FOLLOWS WILL BE BLOCKED
25 || they/it || sXe || MDNI & NSFWDNI
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if I took a shower rn I'd feel better if I took a shower rn I'd feel better if I took a sh-
December 23, 2025 at 9:24 AM
if I took a shower rn I'd feel better if I took a shower rn I'd feel better if I took a sh-
severe depression isn't some shallow dip you pull yourself out of with a hop and I wish people would believe others when they say they aren't just 'sad'
December 23, 2025 at 8:04 AM
severe depression isn't some shallow dip you pull yourself out of with a hop and I wish people would believe others when they say they aren't just 'sad'
and idk if people realise how infuriatingly frustrating it actually is to have people basically BEG you to open up to them but you CAN'T because you don't know how to other than to sound like a passively suicidal broken record until someone hands you over to the feds (psychiatry)
it's irritating to have depression because most of the time you don't even know what's wrong. people keep going "you can talk to me about it" but i don't even know what "it" is...I have no idea...I am just miserably sad and unable to pinpoint the things I could do to make it better
December 23, 2025 at 7:55 AM
and idk if people realise how infuriatingly frustrating it actually is to have people basically BEG you to open up to them but you CAN'T because you don't know how to other than to sound like a passively suicidal broken record until someone hands you over to the feds (psychiatry)
it's irritating to have depression because most of the time you don't even know what's wrong. people keep going "you can talk to me about it" but i don't even know what "it" is...I have no idea...I am just miserably sad and unable to pinpoint the things I could do to make it better
December 23, 2025 at 7:52 AM
it's irritating to have depression because most of the time you don't even know what's wrong. people keep going "you can talk to me about it" but i don't even know what "it" is...I have no idea...I am just miserably sad and unable to pinpoint the things I could do to make it better
I don't think I'm ever merry jolly around my birthday but this year it's...rough...and I'm sad about it
December 23, 2025 at 7:49 AM
I don't think I'm ever merry jolly around my birthday but this year it's...rough...and I'm sad about it
I'm 26 in two days and I genuinely want to die about it
December 22, 2025 at 9:35 AM
I'm 26 in two days and I genuinely want to die about it
me when no messages from roomf all day:
a black and white cat is laying in a tree .
Alt: a black and white cat is hunched over a black white and orange kitty in a bed of leaves. the kitty vanishes slowly (fade out)
media.tenor.com
December 16, 2025 at 9:33 PM
me when no messages from roomf all day:
the feelings i am suddenly feeling certainly are feelings
December 15, 2025 at 8:03 PM
the feelings i am suddenly feeling certainly are feelings
we need to teach people PATIENCE again
WE NEED TO TEACH PEOPLE HOW TO HAVE PATIENCE AND HOW TO BE BORED
WE NEED TO TEACH PEOPLE HOW TO HAVE PATIENCE AND HOW TO BE BORED
December 14, 2025 at 11:57 AM
we need to teach people PATIENCE again
WE NEED TO TEACH PEOPLE HOW TO HAVE PATIENCE AND HOW TO BE BORED
WE NEED TO TEACH PEOPLE HOW TO HAVE PATIENCE AND HOW TO BE BORED
"I live my life inside of this cocoon, and I'll die here"
December 13, 2025 at 7:17 PM
"I live my life inside of this cocoon, and I'll die here"
sometimes I wonder if the guilt and despair would follow me if I left
December 13, 2025 at 3:32 PM
sometimes I wonder if the guilt and despair would follow me if I left
just secured the best @ in existence on upscrolled (@ furry)
December 13, 2025 at 7:18 AM
just secured the best @ in existence on upscrolled (@ furry)
can't numb nose ? alright I'll numb everything else including me and the world around me
December 12, 2025 at 7:36 PM
can't numb nose ? alright I'll numb everything else including me and the world around me
I can never feel okay for more than 3 hours can i
December 12, 2025 at 7:02 PM
I can never feel okay for more than 3 hours can i
not feeling very good
of course I'm not...I had two good(ish) days...
of course I'm not...I had two good(ish) days...
December 12, 2025 at 4:55 PM
not feeling very good
of course I'm not...I had two good(ish) days...
of course I'm not...I had two good(ish) days...
people on the internet do say anything ever... don't we
December 11, 2025 at 6:55 PM
people on the internet do say anything ever... don't we
maybe I'm just really really good at being annoying and/or boring people so much they go away
December 10, 2025 at 11:22 PM
maybe I'm just really really good at being annoying and/or boring people so much they go away
if I could get PAID that would be SWEET....
December 10, 2025 at 9:25 PM
if I could get PAID that would be SWEET....
if i could stop feeling like an empty floating shell and simultaneously the heaviest boulder ever, that would be super nice...
December 10, 2025 at 8:01 PM
if i could stop feeling like an empty floating shell and simultaneously the heaviest boulder ever, that would be super nice...
not fond of what we call living
December 10, 2025 at 8:50 AM
not fond of what we call living
it's already 4pm and I've done fuckall and I feel the utmost pathetic about it
December 9, 2025 at 3:08 PM
it's already 4pm and I've done fuckall and I feel the utmost pathetic about it
for some reason, I've been thinking about this mildly traumatic childhood experience of mine every day lately and like...I don't exactly remember any of it clearly but I remember it was something that would happen more or less regularly and ever since people have pointed out it's not something +
December 9, 2025 at 9:11 AM
for some reason, I've been thinking about this mildly traumatic childhood experience of mine every day lately and like...I don't exactly remember any of it clearly but I remember it was something that would happen more or less regularly and ever since people have pointed out it's not something +
I wish people who misgender other people on purpose a very fucking choke on air you pos
December 9, 2025 at 7:54 AM
I wish people who misgender other people on purpose a very fucking choke on air you pos