Ellian Azazel
LightNews LightNews
banner
ellianazazel.bsky.social
Ellian Azazel
@ellianazazel.bsky.social
700 followers 240 following 2.3K posts
(She/Her/They/Heyyouwiththeface)

Peace, love, and all that jazz. 🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵

'90's kid, not sure I ever grew up.
(i.e. not a minor)
(minors dni)
Posts Replies Media Videos
ellianazazel.bsky.social
You've just died.
The 6th picture in your phone gallery is what killed you. NO CHEATING!

I interpreted this as camera gallery (though it seems plenty of people are just sending whatever random pic they saved).

It could've been food, the ocean, a truck... but nah, it's me, and that's... realistic.
Selfie of me giving sending a serious glare. That is all.
November 27, 2025 at 6:05 PM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
Of all the trans women here, I've gotta be an outlier on this. 😅

I'm monogamous by my own nature and, to my defense, any "limits" I have with a partner I also have for myself.
Non-Monogamy Compass Results from relationship-compass.com Four quadrant graph results. Top Left: biblical patriarch Top Right: #tradlife Bottom Left: polycule slutcloud Bottom Right: practical progressive The red dot marking my results landed in the mid-upper right of #tradlife.
November 22, 2025 at 6:08 PM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
lol they couldn't handle getting called out on their bullshit. 😆
Clearsky screenshot of my profile showing a user who just blocked me
November 20, 2025 at 8:58 AM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
lmfao wut??
definition of "endogamy": 1. The custom of marrying within a particular social or cultural group in accordance with custom or law. 2. Reproduction by the fusion of gametes of similar ancestry, as in self-pollination or inbreeding. 3. Marriage only within the tribe; a custom restricting a man in his choice of a wife to the tribe to which he belongs; -- opposed to exogamy. The American Heritage Dictionary of the English Language, 5th Edition
November 20, 2025 at 8:52 AM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
Sure looks like ICE/CBP.

Fuck 'em all. They're fucking terrorists.
Zoomed in still of the video showing the frame where the presumed ICE/CBP terrorist is visible spraying paper spray out their truck window into the car of a family with their toddler child as they drive by.
November 10, 2025 at 4:23 AM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
In short... yes.
I had a recurring dream 3 times that progressed each time. I was 9 for the first and 12 for the last. I was madly in love with a beautiful blonde woman. We were 17-19. We both came from poor families. Her mother had left or passed when she was young, and her father was abusive. We wanted to marry, but her father wouldn't allow it. We decided we were going to elope. (End dream 1) A couple years later I had the dream againb and this time we were making our escape. We were waiting at a bus stop when her father came driving down the road in his rusted orange hover truck, yelling drunkenly and brandishing a shotgun. I grabbed her hand and we ran into the jungle behind us. The trees were towering and the shrubs provided cover. We hid as he drove through the brush looking for us. We thought he'd given up and rose from our hiding place, but her father grabbed her arm and dragged her into his truck. I don't remember if he kicked me, shot at me, or both, but I ran after the truck as long as I could. (End dream 2) A couple years later, the dream played out again. In all my desperation I'd become lost in this jungle. There was no road, no tracks. I don't know how long I wandered. I knew her father would take her far away. I'd never see her again. Distraught, I stumbled into a large stone pyramid. Its dark, weathered stone was covered in moss and shrubs, the roots of trees crawling up over its edges. A giant arch at the top seemed to call to me. I walked steadily up the steps, sunlight beaming through the trees and through the arch ahead of me. When I reached the top I felt hesitant, like I was about to leave something behind... There was nothing beyond it, just more jungle, but as I stepped through the stone doorway there was a blinding flash. My perspective broke as if the light pushed me back into third person. I saw my silhouette, consumed in light, and awoke. I never did have that dream again, but once, at the other end of a hallway in school, I thought I saw her.
November 9, 2025 at 2:30 PM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
If you see this, Post one image from your device without explanation.
Night. A gravel driveway leading up to a garage with windows above it and a bright light. Grass lawn to the left, some shrubs and a walkway to the right, cast in shadow. The strong lens flare from the garage light splits through the image diagonally.
November 9, 2025 at 12:58 PM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
Uhm... is it even legal for them to bring guns into a fucking DAYCARE???

FUCK ICE
A zoomed in still shot of the recording in which a holstered gun can be seen at the hip of one of the ice agents. The gun has been circled in red.
November 6, 2025 at 12:56 AM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
Well, there wasn't much exciting on my local ballot, but this is one thing I am very happy to see in early results: the anti-trans school district director candidate is getting absolutely demolished.
Early local election results for schools director. Pro-Trans candidate with 69.53% (19,184 votes) Transphobe candidate with 30.47% (8,408 votes)
November 5, 2025 at 6:15 AM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
My neighbors are pretty cool

#NoKings
A large "NO KINGS IN AMERICA" flag fully unfurled in the breeze, flying high on a flagpole above the rooftops. A American flag star-spangled wind-sock with red and white stripe streamers flies just beneath it on the same flagpole. A background mostly filled with huge coniferous trees, a gray overcast sky, a powerpole and enectrical lines, and the roofs of a couple houses just visible.
November 2, 2025 at 7:55 PM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
Halloween Highlights:

I worked all evening (lame, I know) but I was accurately gendered 3 times! Which was every time!

I held the door for a disabled man with crutches who said "thank you, beautiful" (which 100% counts).

I was accidentally blocking a man's way who said "excuse me, ma'am." /1
Bathroom mirror selfie of Natalie (aka Ellian) wearing a deep purple jacket with her earthy brown hair—parted just off-center—cascading over her shoulders in natural waves. Her head turned slightly, she looks toward the mirror with a sweet smile through her black-rimmed glasses. Natalie's super cute floral jeans! They're a light faded creamy color with pale pink roses, small lavender flowers, and assorted leaves and stems branching out in a lovely display. Only her crossed legs are visible as she lays back in bed, with the ugly wall and plain door in the background.
November 1, 2025 at 7:45 AM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
Such a neat collection! I don't have much variety, but I collected a bunch of bones from a cattle ranch I was doing environmental restoration at and used some of them for this Halloween costume years ago! (I still scatter the bones around the yard and walkway on Halloween)
An old pic of Natalie on Halloween in front of a large red backdrop with a painted black pentagram. She is dressed in a black robe wearng a cow skull mask, a cow bone amulet in the shape of an inverted cross, and holding a "bloody" cow jaw scythe (with some teeth still in and a smudged "blood" pentagram).
October 27, 2025 at 9:03 AM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
Oooh that's cool! I have another old coworker (from the same job) and she started doing something similar and making bone jewelry, but using water maceration to clean the bones (with a little pre-cleaning help from the local vultures).
A deer skull submerged in a clear plastic bin of murky water.
October 24, 2025 at 6:39 PM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
If you don't mind sharing, how are your E levels looking at trough with that dose? It seems like they would be highl elevated. UCSF recommends 4mg/wk initial and 20mg/wk max, but according to this handy-dandy simulator even your trough levels should be like... 2x what's recommended.

estrannai.se
Injectable estradiol simulator graph showing estimated estrogen levels for 8.4mg/5d in orange and 12mg/wk in pink, with a gray bar showing the target range of 100-300pg/ml for trans women who are also taking an antiandrogen to suppress testosterone. Source: estrannai.se
October 23, 2025 at 3:09 AM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
"They say that any society is three meals away from revolution."

– Second Technician Arnold J. Rimmer, BSc, SSc
Red Dwarf (Season 3 Episode 2, Marooned, 15:43-15:47)
Arnold Rimmer standing with arms folded looking smugly at Dave Lister who is sitting wearing a puffy coat with fur trim and holding a stack of books, ready to burn them to stay warm and stay alive. Yellow text caption: "They say that any society is three meals away from revolution." – Second Technician Arnold J. Rimmer, BSc, SSc Red Dwarf (Season 3 Episode 2, Marooned, 15:43-15:47) Source: https://archive.org/details/red-dwarf-s-13-e-01-the-promised-land-pt-1/Red+Dwarf+S03E02+Marooned.mp4
October 22, 2025 at 4:59 AM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
Idk what's going on in 4+, but bro should go read the 3.5 Dungeon Master's Guide cover to cover.

This is literally on page 8:
A section of page 8 of the 3.5 Dungeons & Dragons Dunegon Master's Guide book subtitled "Deep-Immersion Storytelling" which describes non-combat gameplay styles players may engage in through the framework of the D&D rules system and the storytelling and world-building prowess of their DM.
October 21, 2025 at 12:30 PM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
I miss you

youtu.be/s1tAYmMjLdY?...
A sailboat off the coast of Whidbey Island
October 19, 2025 at 4:17 AM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
Is... is this the intended subject?
A blurry twig with a what is possibly a blurry critter on it against a backdrop of beautiful light sand.
October 17, 2025 at 10:03 PM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
The proper answer:
Luigi from the game series Luigi's Mansion. Holding his Poltergust 3000 spirit vacuum and making a goofy face as it sucks up a Blue Twirler ghost. Image Credit: https://www.mariowiki.com/Poltergust_3000#/media/File%3ALM_Capturing_Blue_Twirler_Artwork.jpg
October 17, 2025 at 6:56 AM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
I'm glad I can feel like I've at least done something from my years in environmental restoration. I worked to restore riparian zones to improve water quality and salmon habitat, and worked alongside some local tribes on tribal property. I'm still using the water bottle one of the tribes gave us. 😊
9 year old water bottle. Black paint chipping off revealing bare metal. White decal of face and lettering of tribal insignia remain fully intact.
October 13, 2025 at 9:26 PM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
Can't forget the poleaxe! In a real pinch, the pickaxe! Or for the party bard, the musical axe!
Marceline the Vampire Queen from the animated show Adventure Time wearing a large sunhat and playing her axe bass as she sings. Image Source: https://images.wikia.com/adventuretimewithfinnandjake/images/e/e2/Marceline-with-axe-bass.jpg
October 9, 2025 at 12:50 AM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
I'm not big on country music (though there is some I enjoy), but I'm gonna make it a point to play some Zach Bryan. 🫡🏳️‍⚧️🇺🇸
Image of Zach Bryan smiling and playing an acoustic guitar, with a quote from his post on Twitter (aka X): "'I just think insulting trangender people is completely wrong because we live in a country where we can all just be who we want to be. It's a great day to be alive, I thought,' Bryan wrote on X at the time."
October 8, 2025 at 3:15 PM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
You know what would be streamlined? Approving adoption of an already approved curriculum framework voted on and approved for implemention over a 9 month period by your state legislators.

He just won't say "because trannies" as his reason for veto. They don't say gerrymandering is "because blacks".
https://blog.csba.org/budget-trailer-bill-2025-26/
October 8, 2025 at 7:10 AM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
You can still opt out of sex ed for your child. The bill would simply make the already approved health education framework the standard and require implementation of curriculum which follows it.
What does the law say about parent/guardian notification and consent for instruction? Parents or guardians must be notified by the school or district at the beginning of the school year (or at the time of enrollment) about planned instruction in comprehensive sexual health and HIV prevention education and research on student health behaviors and risks. The notice must advise parents/guardians that the written and audiovisual educational materials used in the comprehensive sexual health education and HIV prevention education course are available for inspection. The school district must also inform parents/guardians about whether the instruction will be provided by district personnel or outside consultants or guest speakers. Further, all instruction and materials from outside consultants or guest speakers must meet all tenets of the law. If instruction will be provided by outside consultants or guest speakers, the notice must include the name and organizational affiliation of the outside consultant or guest speaker and the date of the instruction. The notice must also inform parents/guardians of their right to request copies of Education Code §§ 51933, 51934, and 51938. If arrangements are made after the initial notification is sent out at the beginning of the year, districts must notify parents at least 14 days prior to the instruction via mail or another commonly used method. (EC § 51938(b).) In this notification, schools must advise parents/guardians that they have the right to excuse their child from comprehensive sexual health education and HIV prevention education and that in order to excuse their child they must state their request in writing to the school district. (EC § 51938(b)(4).) Schools may not require active consent (“opt-in”) for participation in comprehensive sexual health and HIV prevention education. Parents/guardians must request in writing that their child not participate in the instruction (passive consent, or “opt-out”). If the parent/guardi…
October 8, 2025 at 6:36 AM
ellianazazel.bsky.social
www.advocate.com/politics/new...
California Gov. Gavin Newsom has vetoed a bill that would require an inclusive view of gender in health education courses, causing some to further question his commitment to transgender equality. Republican leaders had urged Newsom to veto Assembly Bill 86, which would have required the adoption of curriculum materials for K-8 health education in keeping with the framework the state approved for public schools in 2019. Senate Minority Leader Brian Jones said the bill promoted “controversial gender theories” and that the framework itself was controversial. “For third grade students the framework states, ‘When providing instruction on sexual and reproductive organs, teachers can introduce the concept that gender does not always match the sexual and reproductive organs described,’” Jones wrote to Newsom in a letter dated September 26. “Teaching controversial gender theories to students as young as eight or nine years old is not a practice that most Californians support, nor want to see happening in our schools.”
October 8, 2025 at 6:16 AM