Demoness Faye 💜🏳️⚧️
@demonessfaye.bsky.social
Thirty-something amateur writer and peddler of lewdities. 🔞 Minors DNI | Trans Crazy Cat Lady | Profile by @silververity.bsky.social | Banner artwork by @pureschiinachan.bsky.social
Am I allowed to add two more?
December 23, 2025 at 12:26 AM
Am I allowed to add two more?
Oh fuck you XD
December 23, 2025 at 12:03 AM
Oh fuck you XD
Oh hell yes. I'll be happy to run the Mile High services for you 💜
December 22, 2025 at 8:56 PM
Oh hell yes. I'll be happy to run the Mile High services for you 💜
Ew... I'm sorry, Kara.
December 21, 2025 at 10:01 PM
Ew... I'm sorry, Kara.
Oddly this heavily reminds me of a TTRPG character I played in the past... Admittedly in that I was a camper van performing combos on people, but still.
It's grand to see something like this being worked on 💜
It's grand to see something like this being worked on 💜
December 21, 2025 at 9:58 PM
Oddly this heavily reminds me of a TTRPG character I played in the past... Admittedly in that I was a camper van performing combos on people, but still.
It's grand to see something like this being worked on 💜
It's grand to see something like this being worked on 💜
I do in fact own this, and have still yet to get around to reading it.
December 21, 2025 at 11:50 AM
I do in fact own this, and have still yet to get around to reading it.
Not true at all. So much of what I see you do is exceptional 💜
December 21, 2025 at 11:48 AM
Not true at all. So much of what I see you do is exceptional 💜
Oh that sounds so hype 💜
December 21, 2025 at 11:45 AM
Oh that sounds so hype 💜
A) Every other act with an acronym like this wouldn't include the "The" as part of it, so even charitably this would be the RUMP AMEIRICA ACT
B) Why did they include Act twice? Did they not notice they put it before and after the abbreviation?
C) This feels more like a bad Deadpool storyline...
B) Why did they include Act twice? Did they not notice they put it before and after the abbreviation?
C) This feels more like a bad Deadpool storyline...
December 19, 2025 at 10:04 PM
A) Every other act with an acronym like this wouldn't include the "The" as part of it, so even charitably this would be the RUMP AMEIRICA ACT
B) Why did they include Act twice? Did they not notice they put it before and after the abbreviation?
C) This feels more like a bad Deadpool storyline...
B) Why did they include Act twice? Did they not notice they put it before and after the abbreviation?
C) This feels more like a bad Deadpool storyline...
Well. That's my vent. This footer is intended to allow those encountering it from below to avoid it. I'm hoping it's easy enough to hide the entire thread.
I don't want people ambushed with my low mood if they need to keep away from such things for their own state of mind.
Stay safe.
17/17
I don't want people ambushed with my low mood if they need to keep away from such things for their own state of mind.
Stay safe.
17/17
December 19, 2025 at 8:43 PM
Well. That's my vent. This footer is intended to allow those encountering it from below to avoid it. I'm hoping it's easy enough to hide the entire thread.
I don't want people ambushed with my low mood if they need to keep away from such things for their own state of mind.
Stay safe.
17/17
I don't want people ambushed with my low mood if they need to keep away from such things for their own state of mind.
Stay safe.
17/17
So yeah... I'm grateful to those who keep trying to pull me along even as my brain keeps buckling in on itself. I'll keep trying to stream on Wednesdays. I'll keep trying to be the weird and silly demoness as best I can.
I just... Can't really promise anything.
I'm sorry.
16/17
I just... Can't really promise anything.
I'm sorry.
16/17
December 19, 2025 at 8:43 PM
So yeah... I'm grateful to those who keep trying to pull me along even as my brain keeps buckling in on itself. I'll keep trying to stream on Wednesdays. I'll keep trying to be the weird and silly demoness as best I can.
I just... Can't really promise anything.
I'm sorry.
16/17
I just... Can't really promise anything.
I'm sorry.
16/17
I just also know if I was on the outside of my own head, trying to comfort someone in my position, I wouldn't want them to feel shame or self-disgust at wanting to be open about their state of mind. I'd likely councel caution... But I wouldn't want them feeling trapped and alone.
15/?
15/?
December 19, 2025 at 8:43 PM
I just also know if I was on the outside of my own head, trying to comfort someone in my position, I wouldn't want them to feel shame or self-disgust at wanting to be open about their state of mind. I'd likely councel caution... But I wouldn't want them feeling trapped and alone.
15/?
15/?
I know how exhausting it can be to see someone vent. Especially if you feel an urge to try and help, but you don't know how. Doubly so if you know there isn't anything that can be done.
That's why I feel ashamed of writing this. Because I don't think anyone can help me right now. I'm sorry.
14/?
That's why I feel ashamed of writing this. Because I don't think anyone can help me right now. I'm sorry.
14/?
December 19, 2025 at 8:43 PM
I know how exhausting it can be to see someone vent. Especially if you feel an urge to try and help, but you don't know how. Doubly so if you know there isn't anything that can be done.
That's why I feel ashamed of writing this. Because I don't think anyone can help me right now. I'm sorry.
14/?
That's why I feel ashamed of writing this. Because I don't think anyone can help me right now. I'm sorry.
14/?
My wife is doing all she can to keep me going. It's keeping me here. That's all I can really commit to right now.
I wish I knew what to do. I really do. I'm just at a loss.
I've written and deleted this thread multiple times over the last few weeks. I loathe myself for writing it.
13/?
I wish I knew what to do. I really do. I'm just at a loss.
I've written and deleted this thread multiple times over the last few weeks. I loathe myself for writing it.
13/?
December 19, 2025 at 8:43 PM
My wife is doing all she can to keep me going. It's keeping me here. That's all I can really commit to right now.
I wish I knew what to do. I really do. I'm just at a loss.
I've written and deleted this thread multiple times over the last few weeks. I loathe myself for writing it.
13/?
I wish I knew what to do. I really do. I'm just at a loss.
I've written and deleted this thread multiple times over the last few weeks. I loathe myself for writing it.
13/?
I'm sorry that I'm not coping. I'm sorry that I'm showing all of this in a public space. I'm sorry that I don't know what to do to make it better.
I don't want this to make people feel bad. I don't want this to read like an attack, for anyone to feel like I'm angry or aiming this at them.
12/?
I don't want this to make people feel bad. I don't want this to read like an attack, for anyone to feel like I'm angry or aiming this at them.
12/?
December 19, 2025 at 8:43 PM
I'm sorry that I'm not coping. I'm sorry that I'm showing all of this in a public space. I'm sorry that I don't know what to do to make it better.
I don't want this to make people feel bad. I don't want this to read like an attack, for anyone to feel like I'm angry or aiming this at them.
12/?
I don't want this to make people feel bad. I don't want this to read like an attack, for anyone to feel like I'm angry or aiming this at them.
12/?
This is why I'm not responding to DMs. This is why I can't even bear to look at message inboxes right now.
The best I seem able to do is go into Twitch chat and make a few terrible jokes to try and lighten my mood.
I miss having a family. I miss my closest friends.
11/?
The best I seem able to do is go into Twitch chat and make a few terrible jokes to try and lighten my mood.
I miss having a family. I miss my closest friends.
11/?
December 19, 2025 at 8:43 PM
This is why I'm not responding to DMs. This is why I can't even bear to look at message inboxes right now.
The best I seem able to do is go into Twitch chat and make a few terrible jokes to try and lighten my mood.
I miss having a family. I miss my closest friends.
11/?
The best I seem able to do is go into Twitch chat and make a few terrible jokes to try and lighten my mood.
I miss having a family. I miss my closest friends.
11/?
I don't feel safe around other people. Every connection I have with others feels tenuous, and I don't have the strength to try and maintain things as I am. The proverbial floor I stand on feels unstable, and I fear anything or anyone I rely on will just inevitably leave me shaken further.
10/?
10/?
December 19, 2025 at 8:43 PM
I don't feel safe around other people. Every connection I have with others feels tenuous, and I don't have the strength to try and maintain things as I am. The proverbial floor I stand on feels unstable, and I fear anything or anyone I rely on will just inevitably leave me shaken further.
10/?
10/?
I'm currently unemployed, having lost my job for the first time in my life. Attempts at finding work is proving difficult, given current economic circumstances and with my specialties being eaten up by the terrifying monolith of AI.
Also my state of mind makes selling my skills... Difficult.
9/?
Also my state of mind makes selling my skills... Difficult.
9/?
December 19, 2025 at 8:43 PM
I'm currently unemployed, having lost my job for the first time in my life. Attempts at finding work is proving difficult, given current economic circumstances and with my specialties being eaten up by the terrifying monolith of AI.
Also my state of mind makes selling my skills... Difficult.
9/?
Also my state of mind makes selling my skills... Difficult.
9/?
My physical isolation has grown to new extremes, with me losing friend groups that I'd come to rely on for face to face company.
I struggle with leaving the house, often only being able to if I plan for months ahead of time or if I effectively ambush myself with an impulsive goal.
8/?
I struggle with leaving the house, often only being able to if I plan for months ahead of time or if I effectively ambush myself with an impulsive goal.
8/?
December 19, 2025 at 8:43 PM
My physical isolation has grown to new extremes, with me losing friend groups that I'd come to rely on for face to face company.
I struggle with leaving the house, often only being able to if I plan for months ahead of time or if I effectively ambush myself with an impulsive goal.
8/?
I struggle with leaving the house, often only being able to if I plan for months ahead of time or if I effectively ambush myself with an impulsive goal.
8/?
My physical health has deteriorated pretty significantly this year, in concert with my mental health.
I don't get much sleep, and what sleep I do get tends to leave me with severe joint pain.
My wrists have grown weaker, such that typing and gaming for long stretches just aren't possible.
7/?
I don't get much sleep, and what sleep I do get tends to leave me with severe joint pain.
My wrists have grown weaker, such that typing and gaming for long stretches just aren't possible.
7/?
December 19, 2025 at 8:43 PM
My physical health has deteriorated pretty significantly this year, in concert with my mental health.
I don't get much sleep, and what sleep I do get tends to leave me with severe joint pain.
My wrists have grown weaker, such that typing and gaming for long stretches just aren't possible.
7/?
I don't get much sleep, and what sleep I do get tends to leave me with severe joint pain.
My wrists have grown weaker, such that typing and gaming for long stretches just aren't possible.
7/?