||Aspen||
@delusionalteeth.bsky.social
Edsky | 29 | Agender | They/Them | Disabled | Mentally ill | Chronic Pain |Schizoaffective | BPD | EDNOS | High Sw
Love animals, reading, video games, and mythology!
Pro Recovery, Not Fatphobic.
Dni if you are under 18 or are not apart of edsky
Love animals, reading, video games, and mythology!
Pro Recovery, Not Fatphobic.
Dni if you are under 18 or are not apart of edsky
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||Aspen||
@delusionalteeth.bsky.social
· Jan 27
Redoing my intro.
Name: Aspen
Age: 28
Pronouns: they/them(agender)
Ed: diagnosed OSFED and BED
Height: 5’
Starting bmi:48 😬
(Current)UGbmi:20.5 (about 105lbs)
Likes: anime, horror movies, animals, crochet, reading(horror,dark stalker romance, dark romantasy)
Dni: nonedky, under 18 yrs old
Name: Aspen
Age: 28
Pronouns: they/them(agender)
Ed: diagnosed OSFED and BED
Height: 5’
Starting bmi:48 😬
(Current)UGbmi:20.5 (about 105lbs)
Likes: anime, horror movies, animals, crochet, reading(horror,dark stalker romance, dark romantasy)
Dni: nonedky, under 18 yrs old
Oh, had a friend bring up my obsession with time (checking the time constantly, timing every little thing, being extremely anxious when people aren’t on time and so anxious about being late that I make us leave way too early so we are like an hour early) so I gotta talk to my psych about it ig 1/2
December 14, 2025 at 8:39 AM
Oh, had a friend bring up my obsession with time (checking the time constantly, timing every little thing, being extremely anxious when people aren’t on time and so anxious about being late that I make us leave way too early so we are like an hour early) so I gotta talk to my psych about it ig 1/2
This wouldn’t be much for most people but when I tell you this is more than I’ve done for in months, I’m not kidding. My house is way past messy. Past dirty. It’s trashed and disgusting. And I just come home and rot in bed, because I…don’t care. Have no motivation. But I’m trying, I wanna do better
Today I also took the couch cushion covers off and washed them, and washed my bed sheets. If I’m feeling up for it tomorrow I may start picking up the living room floor.
December 14, 2025 at 8:17 AM
This wouldn’t be much for most people but when I tell you this is more than I’ve done for in months, I’m not kidding. My house is way past messy. Past dirty. It’s trashed and disgusting. And I just come home and rot in bed, because I…don’t care. Have no motivation. But I’m trying, I wanna do better
You guys will never believe it but I FINALLY got all my books put away :) all my mythology and dark romance books I had ordered through the year this year and have just had… sitting around on tables, in chairs, ect. I cleaned them up(dusted) and put them away on their designated shelves!!!
December 14, 2025 at 8:10 AM
You guys will never believe it but I FINALLY got all my books put away :) all my mythology and dark romance books I had ordered through the year this year and have just had… sitting around on tables, in chairs, ect. I cleaned them up(dusted) and put them away on their designated shelves!!!
Also had a breakdown last night so I went to bed cuz usually those just happen at night and I feel better in the morning. But I woke up not really feeling better, just feeling…apathetic i guess.
So now I’m doing that thing again where I’m not messaging any of my friends first, if they wanna 1/2
So now I’m doing that thing again where I’m not messaging any of my friends first, if they wanna 1/2
December 13, 2025 at 7:20 PM
Also had a breakdown last night so I went to bed cuz usually those just happen at night and I feel better in the morning. But I woke up not really feeling better, just feeling…apathetic i guess.
So now I’m doing that thing again where I’m not messaging any of my friends first, if they wanna 1/2
So now I’m doing that thing again where I’m not messaging any of my friends first, if they wanna 1/2
Attempting a liquid/drinks only d!et until at least thurs. Only rule I’m making is not fo0d, can have whatever to drink that I want.
December 13, 2025 at 7:16 PM
Attempting a liquid/drinks only d!et until at least thurs. Only rule I’m making is not fo0d, can have whatever to drink that I want.
For a nondisordered person, is taking 1-2 hours to eat a meal normal? I have always ate way too fast(can finish a big meal in less than 10 min) so I genuinely don’t know and would like others opinions
December 13, 2025 at 4:48 AM
For a nondisordered person, is taking 1-2 hours to eat a meal normal? I have always ate way too fast(can finish a big meal in less than 10 min) so I genuinely don’t know and would like others opinions
Sorry for the radio silence, haven’t been feeling great. But look at these earrings I got, I’m gonna wear them on Christmas eve at my friends familys house with my eye sweater :) I need to figure out something to do with my hair cuz its horrible rn.
December 12, 2025 at 8:08 PM
Sorry for the radio silence, haven’t been feeling great. But look at these earrings I got, I’m gonna wear them on Christmas eve at my friends familys house with my eye sweater :) I need to figure out something to do with my hair cuz its horrible rn.
I got home earlier this evening, but as usual on the days i go home a migraine started (stress of packing up and everything) so I’ve just been laying in bed. Just took my meds, got all the lights off, got my migraine ice head cap thing and my headphones on. Going to bed ✌🏼
December 9, 2025 at 6:17 AM
I got home earlier this evening, but as usual on the days i go home a migraine started (stress of packing up and everything) so I’ve just been laying in bed. Just took my meds, got all the lights off, got my migraine ice head cap thing and my headphones on. Going to bed ✌🏼
Friend was able to get my mail :)
December 6, 2025 at 9:48 PM
Friend was able to get my mail :)
Gma told me there is some carmex lip balm here so I found it and used it 👍🏼
Ugh my bottom lip has cracks in it that hurt 😒 it’s not even really dry, its just cuz I keep biting/chewing on it
December 6, 2025 at 4:32 PM
Gma told me there is some carmex lip balm here so I found it and used it 👍🏼
Okay, gonna start the day with an iced strawberry peach lacroix. Not gonna eat for as long as possible.
December 6, 2025 at 3:49 PM
Okay, gonna start the day with an iced strawberry peach lacroix. Not gonna eat for as long as possible.
Ugh my bottom lip has cracks in it that hurt 😒 it’s not even really dry, its just cuz I keep biting/chewing on it
December 6, 2025 at 3:40 PM
Ugh my bottom lip has cracks in it that hurt 😒 it’s not even really dry, its just cuz I keep biting/chewing on it
I think my best friend only stays my friend cuz if she didn’t she wouldn’t have any friends, and not because she actually likes me (she has said she has no other friends). I’ve been thinking about that a lot since we had the conversation about how I was scared people were only my friends out of 1/2
December 6, 2025 at 7:11 AM
I think my best friend only stays my friend cuz if she didn’t she wouldn’t have any friends, and not because she actually likes me (she has said she has no other friends). I’ve been thinking about that a lot since we had the conversation about how I was scared people were only my friends out of 1/2
A book is delivering tomorrow and I’m not gonna be home, cuz I’m at my gmas, so I gotta have my friend pick it up and. I hope no one steals the package before she can get it 😭😭😭 i hate that I have to worry about that
December 6, 2025 at 5:38 AM
A book is delivering tomorrow and I’m not gonna be home, cuz I’m at my gmas, so I gotta have my friend pick it up and. I hope no one steals the package before she can get it 😭😭😭 i hate that I have to worry about that
I wish I could enjoy winter cuz I love the snow and I use to love cold weather. But that was when I was a kid and young teen. When I became an older teen and then an adult, I developed chronic pain that just keeps getting worse. And the cold makes it even worse :(
December 6, 2025 at 12:34 AM
I wish I could enjoy winter cuz I love the snow and I use to love cold weather. But that was when I was a kid and young teen. When I became an older teen and then an adult, I developed chronic pain that just keeps getting worse. And the cold makes it even worse :(
For the past week and a half? I was SO full of energy, had to constantly move and literally could not stop talking. Like I was YAPPING man. I felt like…super good! And today- all that energy is gone, I can barely stay awake, and like, I don’t feel…bad? I don’t really feel anything tbh.
December 5, 2025 at 9:19 PM
For the past week and a half? I was SO full of energy, had to constantly move and literally could not stop talking. Like I was YAPPING man. I felt like…super good! And today- all that energy is gone, I can barely stay awake, and like, I don’t feel…bad? I don’t really feel anything tbh.
What if I started brushing the corners of my eyebrows up and just wore them like that, hmmmm 🤔
December 5, 2025 at 5:56 PM
What if I started brushing the corners of my eyebrows up and just wore them like that, hmmmm 🤔
Have to ice my jaw and temples before i get my botox lol. Ice water glove
December 4, 2025 at 9:47 PM
Have to ice my jaw and temples before i get my botox lol. Ice water glove
Got my clothes laid out for going to the doc and yarn shopping today, gonna get dressed closer to the time we leave. Washing my leggings and hoping and praying they are done by the time we leave cuz I forgot to wash them last night :,)
December 4, 2025 at 6:37 PM
Got my clothes laid out for going to the doc and yarn shopping today, gonna get dressed closer to the time we leave. Washing my leggings and hoping and praying they are done by the time we leave cuz I forgot to wash them last night :,)
Almost done present shopping, gotta get the yarn and rattle for the thing I’m gonna make for my cousins baby. I got everything for her other 2 boys, got everything for my best friend. If we go to the mall I may get another friend of mine something. And might see about getting another friend a book
December 3, 2025 at 7:56 PM
Almost done present shopping, gotta get the yarn and rattle for the thing I’m gonna make for my cousins baby. I got everything for her other 2 boys, got everything for my best friend. If we go to the mall I may get another friend of mine something. And might see about getting another friend a book
Oh btw i had a scary dream that I had a heart attack last night. Not fun. I think it was cuz my mom got picked up by an ambulance again last night for chest pain and we dont really know where she is rn
December 3, 2025 at 5:46 PM
Oh btw i had a scary dream that I had a heart attack last night. Not fun. I think it was cuz my mom got picked up by an ambulance again last night for chest pain and we dont really know where she is rn
I’m finally able to ship the heart monitor back today so i took it off charge and packed it up and taped the box and the heart monitor occasionally gives 1 audible beep and its stressing me out cuz i can hear it through the box :,)
December 3, 2025 at 5:12 PM
I’m finally able to ship the heart monitor back today so i took it off charge and packed it up and taped the box and the heart monitor occasionally gives 1 audible beep and its stressing me out cuz i can hear it through the box :,)
Think I will listen to The Song of Achilles audiobook again today
December 3, 2025 at 4:56 PM
Think I will listen to The Song of Achilles audiobook again today
I tried to post this earlier but?? Special version of my fav book that I preordered months ago came in today, this is my 4th different copy and I have another different copy coming at some point this month. Cuz I can’t like things normally lol. The book and shelf its gonna go on.
December 3, 2025 at 5:03 AM
I tried to post this earlier but?? Special version of my fav book that I preordered months ago came in today, this is my 4th different copy and I have another different copy coming at some point this month. Cuz I can’t like things normally lol. The book and shelf its gonna go on.
No one asked but here is my am@z0n music recap thingy
December 3, 2025 at 12:56 AM
No one asked but here is my am@z0n music recap thingy