||Aspen||
@delusionalteeth.bsky.social
Edsky | 29 | Agender | They/Them | Disabled | Mentally ill | Chronic Pain |Schizoaffective | BPD | EDNOS | High Sw
Love animals, reading, video games, and mythology!
Pro Recovery, Not Fatphobic.
Dni if you are under 18 or are not apart of edsky
Love animals, reading, video games, and mythology!
Pro Recovery, Not Fatphobic.
Dni if you are under 18 or are not apart of edsky
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||Aspen||
@delusionalteeth.bsky.social
· Jan 27
Redoing my intro.
Name: Aspen
Age: 28
Pronouns: they/them(agender)
Ed: diagnosed OSFED and BED
Height: 5’
Starting bmi:48 😬
(Current)UGbmi:20.5 (about 105lbs)
Likes: anime, horror movies, animals, crochet, reading(horror,dark stalker romance, dark romantasy)
Dni: nonedky, under 18 yrs old
Name: Aspen
Age: 28
Pronouns: they/them(agender)
Ed: diagnosed OSFED and BED
Height: 5’
Starting bmi:48 😬
(Current)UGbmi:20.5 (about 105lbs)
Likes: anime, horror movies, animals, crochet, reading(horror,dark stalker romance, dark romantasy)
Dni: nonedky, under 18 yrs old
Gotta stop listening for tonight cuz its 2:30 am and I gotta be up at 9 lmao
I am in the middle of like… 3 different audiobooks currently. Troy, Circe, and TSoA(for like the 5-6th time this year). Listening to Circe rn. I always listed at 1.4x speed cuz I’m able to pay closer attention with faster talking and less likely to get tired.
December 18, 2025 at 8:30 AM
Gotta stop listening for tonight cuz its 2:30 am and I gotta be up at 9 lmao
I am in the middle of like… 3 different audiobooks currently. Troy, Circe, and TSoA(for like the 5-6th time this year). Listening to Circe rn. I always listed at 1.4x speed cuz I’m able to pay closer attention with faster talking and less likely to get tired.
December 18, 2025 at 6:59 AM
I am in the middle of like… 3 different audiobooks currently. Troy, Circe, and TSoA(for like the 5-6th time this year). Listening to Circe rn. I always listed at 1.4x speed cuz I’m able to pay closer attention with faster talking and less likely to get tired.
My big hyperfixation is Greek Mythology and while it has been super intense for like the past year, it started back in my early 20’s i wanna say? Anyway. I subject my friends to many ‘fun’ facts and stories anytime anything remotely related to it lmao
December 18, 2025 at 4:06 AM
My big hyperfixation is Greek Mythology and while it has been super intense for like the past year, it started back in my early 20’s i wanna say? Anyway. I subject my friends to many ‘fun’ facts and stories anytime anything remotely related to it lmao
Def think my social anxiety is getting worse, ugh
December 18, 2025 at 3:41 AM
Def think my social anxiety is getting worse, ugh
Idk why but iam having a hard time staying awake today. Cant keep eyes open, so wxhausted
December 17, 2025 at 8:30 PM
Idk why but iam having a hard time staying awake today. Cant keep eyes open, so wxhausted
I hate looking at pics of me from a year or two ago, or like basically any time in the past. Cuz I have felt ugly and gross basically my whole life, I always hated how I look, and i still do. But i look back at a pic 2 years ago and its just like…i was so pretty then.
December 17, 2025 at 10:01 AM
I hate looking at pics of me from a year or two ago, or like basically any time in the past. Cuz I have felt ugly and gross basically my whole life, I always hated how I look, and i still do. But i look back at a pic 2 years ago and its just like…i was so pretty then.
The batteries fit! So the light in my bookshelf that was dead has new batteries and works again :) I also got the last of my TSoA books put away, and looked at the inside top of the shelf to see if i could possibly fit one of my little lights up there while still allowing the glass front to open 1/3
I also got the clean couch cushion covers back on the cushions and the cushions put back on the couch in the living room. I found some batteries so I’m gonna check to see if the lights in my bookshelf are AA or AAA, and gonna put my last TSoA book where it belongs in the bookshelf. 2/2
December 17, 2025 at 5:46 AM
The batteries fit! So the light in my bookshelf that was dead has new batteries and works again :) I also got the last of my TSoA books put away, and looked at the inside top of the shelf to see if i could possibly fit one of my little lights up there while still allowing the glass front to open 1/3
I cleaned a little bit of my room today, got 3 grocery bags of trash out, and my bedside table cleaned of all the empty cans and cups. Also got the chair in my bedroom cleaned of all the trash that was in it. Its not a huge noticeable difference, but any progress is good progress! 1/2
December 17, 2025 at 5:27 AM
I cleaned a little bit of my room today, got 3 grocery bags of trash out, and my bedside table cleaned of all the empty cans and cups. Also got the chair in my bedroom cleaned of all the trash that was in it. Its not a huge noticeable difference, but any progress is good progress! 1/2
Decorated my switch and switch case 👍🏼
December 16, 2025 at 8:42 PM
Decorated my switch and switch case 👍🏼
Also sorry for horrible pic, i was using sn@pch@t front camera, and I have short arms so reaching back like that is hard 😭
I have a haircut question! Especially to those with undercuts. Do you think my hair is long enough yet for an undercut?? I HATE the hair on my neck cuz I run hot, especially at night, and wake up sweating all the time :( this is the back of my head if thats not obvious lol
December 16, 2025 at 5:25 PM
Also sorry for horrible pic, i was using sn@pch@t front camera, and I have short arms so reaching back like that is hard 😭
I have a haircut question! Especially to those with undercuts. Do you think my hair is long enough yet for an undercut?? I HATE the hair on my neck cuz I run hot, especially at night, and wake up sweating all the time :( this is the back of my head if thats not obvious lol
December 16, 2025 at 5:16 PM
I have a haircut question! Especially to those with undercuts. Do you think my hair is long enough yet for an undercut?? I HATE the hair on my neck cuz I run hot, especially at night, and wake up sweating all the time :( this is the back of my head if thats not obvious lol
I got my friend what they told me they wanted for christmas, and then several other things pertaining to their interests. I know they got me a book I wanted (I was on the phone with them when they bought it lol) but I also sent them a couple bookshelf decor things I want/would like. 1/2
December 16, 2025 at 1:20 AM
I got my friend what they told me they wanted for christmas, and then several other things pertaining to their interests. I know they got me a book I wanted (I was on the phone with them when they bought it lol) but I also sent them a couple bookshelf decor things I want/would like. 1/2
Headache :( feels like a sinus headache i think cuz my nose and sinuses are burning and my headache is burning
December 16, 2025 at 1:12 AM
Headache :( feels like a sinus headache i think cuz my nose and sinuses are burning and my headache is burning
Eyelids are numb and swollen from crying. Emotions are also numb from crying. At least I’m not crying anymore, cuz I don’t feel anything. Emotions shut themselves off i guess
December 15, 2025 at 3:28 AM
Eyelids are numb and swollen from crying. Emotions are also numb from crying. At least I’m not crying anymore, cuz I don’t feel anything. Emotions shut themselves off i guess
I hate that I get so much worse and spiral at night. For no fucking reason either. I hate this, I hate feeling like im annoying and a burden and that my friends hate me. I hate crying, it hurts and burns my eyes. I hate being like this
December 15, 2025 at 3:20 AM
I hate that I get so much worse and spiral at night. For no fucking reason either. I hate this, I hate feeling like im annoying and a burden and that my friends hate me. I hate crying, it hurts and burns my eyes. I hate being like this
Nose is stuffy and sinuses burn 😭😭 i hate this cold weather!!!
December 15, 2025 at 1:15 AM
Nose is stuffy and sinuses burn 😭😭 i hate this cold weather!!!
I like that individual cups of cereal are an option, as it lets me enjoy cereal without worrying about b!ng!ng. Cereal has always been a BIG trigger for b!ng!ng for me so I never keep it in the house, but also I love it so much :( quick easy meal man.
December 14, 2025 at 8:11 PM
I like that individual cups of cereal are an option, as it lets me enjoy cereal without worrying about b!ng!ng. Cereal has always been a BIG trigger for b!ng!ng for me so I never keep it in the house, but also I love it so much :( quick easy meal man.
Oh, had a friend bring up my obsession with time (checking the time constantly, timing every little thing, being extremely anxious when people aren’t on time and so anxious about being late that I make us leave way too early so we are like an hour early) so I gotta talk to my psych about it ig 1/2
December 14, 2025 at 8:39 AM
Oh, had a friend bring up my obsession with time (checking the time constantly, timing every little thing, being extremely anxious when people aren’t on time and so anxious about being late that I make us leave way too early so we are like an hour early) so I gotta talk to my psych about it ig 1/2
This wouldn’t be much for most people but when I tell you this is more than I’ve done for in months, I’m not kidding. My house is way past messy. Past dirty. It’s trashed and disgusting. And I just come home and rot in bed, because I…don’t care. Have no motivation. But I’m trying, I wanna do better
Today I also took the couch cushion covers off and washed them, and washed my bed sheets. If I’m feeling up for it tomorrow I may start picking up the living room floor.
December 14, 2025 at 8:17 AM
This wouldn’t be much for most people but when I tell you this is more than I’ve done for in months, I’m not kidding. My house is way past messy. Past dirty. It’s trashed and disgusting. And I just come home and rot in bed, because I…don’t care. Have no motivation. But I’m trying, I wanna do better
You guys will never believe it but I FINALLY got all my books put away :) all my mythology and dark romance books I had ordered through the year this year and have just had… sitting around on tables, in chairs, ect. I cleaned them up(dusted) and put them away on their designated shelves!!!
December 14, 2025 at 8:10 AM
You guys will never believe it but I FINALLY got all my books put away :) all my mythology and dark romance books I had ordered through the year this year and have just had… sitting around on tables, in chairs, ect. I cleaned them up(dusted) and put them away on their designated shelves!!!
Also had a breakdown last night so I went to bed cuz usually those just happen at night and I feel better in the morning. But I woke up not really feeling better, just feeling…apathetic i guess.
So now I’m doing that thing again where I’m not messaging any of my friends first, if they wanna 1/2
So now I’m doing that thing again where I’m not messaging any of my friends first, if they wanna 1/2
December 13, 2025 at 7:20 PM
Also had a breakdown last night so I went to bed cuz usually those just happen at night and I feel better in the morning. But I woke up not really feeling better, just feeling…apathetic i guess.
So now I’m doing that thing again where I’m not messaging any of my friends first, if they wanna 1/2
So now I’m doing that thing again where I’m not messaging any of my friends first, if they wanna 1/2
Attempting a liquid/drinks only d!et until at least thurs. Only rule I’m making is not fo0d, can have whatever to drink that I want.
December 13, 2025 at 7:16 PM
Attempting a liquid/drinks only d!et until at least thurs. Only rule I’m making is not fo0d, can have whatever to drink that I want.
For a nondisordered person, is taking 1-2 hours to eat a meal normal? I have always ate way too fast(can finish a big meal in less than 10 min) so I genuinely don’t know and would like others opinions
December 13, 2025 at 4:48 AM
For a nondisordered person, is taking 1-2 hours to eat a meal normal? I have always ate way too fast(can finish a big meal in less than 10 min) so I genuinely don’t know and would like others opinions
Sorry for the radio silence, haven’t been feeling great. But look at these earrings I got, I’m gonna wear them on Christmas eve at my friends familys house with my eye sweater :) I need to figure out something to do with my hair cuz its horrible rn.
December 12, 2025 at 8:08 PM
Sorry for the radio silence, haven’t been feeling great. But look at these earrings I got, I’m gonna wear them on Christmas eve at my friends familys house with my eye sweater :) I need to figure out something to do with my hair cuz its horrible rn.
I got home earlier this evening, but as usual on the days i go home a migraine started (stress of packing up and everything) so I’ve just been laying in bed. Just took my meds, got all the lights off, got my migraine ice head cap thing and my headphones on. Going to bed ✌🏼
December 9, 2025 at 6:17 AM
I got home earlier this evening, but as usual on the days i go home a migraine started (stress of packing up and everything) so I’ve just been laying in bed. Just took my meds, got all the lights off, got my migraine ice head cap thing and my headphones on. Going to bed ✌🏼