I still feel bad and miss him but also he lowkey killed the vibe

So I unadded him everywhere bc it just seemed like he actually had sm built up anger and I lowkey did too bc he always would hold in all his emotions til the last second and would get mad that people didnt know he was upset

Like not an excuse but the last year I was switching meds every month and I had a lot of personality changes and missing memories and I explained that and truly I was sorry and wanted to do what I could but he was so dismissive and clearly just wanted to be mad at me ToT

About stuff-- plus he just seemed to have a searing resentment for me and when he called me to talk about it he said I needed to say more than sorry and I was like okay what do you need and he was like idk

Tbf I dont remember all the stuff I told her bc I just tell ppl about personal things bc it doesnt bother me and I didnt know he didnt want me to talk about it -- and when I was dating this girl I also didnt tell him bc he kept holding secret grudges and hiding things so I didnt feel safe talking

Tyyyy-- I was trying to do a lil chibi style hehe

Yoooo what is THAT

I also hate ketchup ToT but I could add it to salad dressing or something thats a good idea

Gummies might work -- ive tried mixing it and I legit cant handle the smell ToT

Youre the sweetest ever🥺🥰🥰🥰

Bless i eill try all this but I hate apple cider vinegar I cannot handle it-- it try to drink 2/3 water bottles a day

Ty 🥺🥺🥺I def dont feel tiny ur so kind