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Cooperstreaming ♿️
@cooperstreaming.bsky.social
♿️ The most overly confident disabled woman in America.

Mark Hamill once told me I had pretty eyes and I'll never shut up about it.

As seen in Buzzfeed, The BBC, New York Magazine, & most forebodingly, TMZ


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Wow, that is INFURIATING.

My aunt recently had her gallbladder out & they found cancer during the surgery. Maybe that info will prompt them to actually look.
November 17, 2025 at 10:08 AM
like that to exist within. The way I see it, dude is doing his very best, often from the trenches with some bottom of the barrel insurance & extremely vulnerable patients. A good dude in my experience.

But once I'm out of his hands good fucking luck. I only have Medicare. that doesn't help.
November 17, 2025 at 8:51 AM
a level of accountability if someone didn't do what they were supposed to, because she actually had a team of people whose job it was to literally manage my care & look at me holistically.

I lost that when I had to move out of the city, & my current Dr, while I really like him, has no framework
November 17, 2025 at 8:51 AM
But a big part of the issue is that anytime something is wrong with me I have to be referred out to the specialist.

I used to be in the UCLA system that I had this great female PCP there, & part of the benefit of the system was that she could heavily advocate for me within the system & there was
November 17, 2025 at 8:51 AM
My general practitioner is actually a good dude and there is a lot of evidence that he really cares about people.

He chooses to take very low pain insurance for instance, I know he sees a lot of patience from group homes and he doesn't have to do that. It's clear to me he cares, I'm lucky for that
November 17, 2025 at 8:51 AM
*excorcised

Gd voice to text.
November 17, 2025 at 8:47 AM
because they don't believe me?

Or will they bother to look?
November 17, 2025 at 8:46 AM
And there are tests! Multiple tests!

I feel like there's a level of skepticism because apparently these tests could also be explained by alcoholism. But I feel like there would be other signs and symptoms?

I'm not an alcoholic. I'm not even a drinker.

So the question is, will they let me suffer
November 17, 2025 at 8:46 AM
me to once I need a specialist that's the issue.

HE will take a second look at me. HE will usually take me seriously.

But then when it is serious he refers me out and I might as well be invisible or Pinocchio to these ppl cuz they either do not give a shit or they don't believe me.
November 17, 2025 at 8:46 AM
What's crazy is I have a really good general practitioner who I like a lot and who goes out of his way to treat people from group homes and people with poor insurance. And he doesn't have to. It's clear to me he cares. And he knows & remembers me.

It's getting care from literally anyone he refers
November 17, 2025 at 8:46 AM
Non fatty liver disease, thyroid issues, and various cancers run in the family so... Good times.
November 17, 2025 at 8:41 AM
And one of the things that popped up as a possibility was gallbladder stuff.

There's so much wrong with me already that they have a lot of trouble tracking down what is actually happening and what could potentially be a side effect of all the stuff they give me.

But this is weird. And prolonged
November 17, 2025 at 8:41 AM
I'm so sorry.

I've been looking up gallbladder stuff as well because I'm trying to account for what's going on in my liver when I know that I don't have hepatitis and I very rarely drink (I don't go anywhere and I am usually on medication, so it's more of a Christmas/Birthday thing these days)
November 17, 2025 at 8:40 AM
I need to move back to the north east where this would be golden
November 17, 2025 at 7:36 AM
She's literally perfect 😭❤️❤️❤️
November 17, 2025 at 7:36 AM
I'm sorry

I hate this for all of us
November 17, 2025 at 7:35 AM
I just really enjoyed referring to Christina Aguilera as a band.

The word trolling did not exist either so without a way to verbalize these concepts it was more difficult for people to catch on to what I was doing.

Particularly because avg young men do not see young women as human beings.
November 17, 2025 at 7:34 AM
It's so funny to me because I was also a loser and I exercised those demons by playing Dungeons and Dragons like a normal person
November 17, 2025 at 7:33 AM
She is really really testing my feminism.

Don't get me wrong feminism doesn't mean I have to support for a proof of this woman but I feel like it does mean I can't just call someone "a dumb bitch" even if they're acting like a dumb bitch
November 17, 2025 at 7:32 AM
Poetry
November 17, 2025 at 7:31 AM
Sometimes I wonder if they're going to kill me.

If one day whatever's wrong will start eating me alive, and it'll be too late.
November 17, 2025 at 7:30 AM
I find sometimes... Honestly oftentimes, when I think I'm depressed, the lethargy, brain fog, & listlessness turns out to be physical. It's not emotional. It never was.

But I'm a girl.

So I can have 20 tests tell you something's wrong, but it's not wrong "enough" to look into it.
November 17, 2025 at 7:30 AM
She's a lovely person who I am lucky to know, & as a bonus she occasionally has a hilarious club story about a stupid man.

Sometimes she brings over other attractive dancers.

Life could be worse.
November 17, 2025 at 7:21 AM
Idk, it's mixed with all that nazi "no nut November" shit & I just tune out
November 17, 2025 at 7:19 AM