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carvedapotheosis.bsky.social
❆ apothy ❆
@carvedapotheosis.bsky.social
23 ☆ bpd & undiagnosed ed ☆ vent acc
cw: 40.95 kg ☆ gw: 40 kg ☆ ugw: 35 kg

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omg twinnnnn i can barely see from my left eye & i have super low (and still deteriorating) vision in general 🥲🥲
December 18, 2025 at 9:27 PM
❅ Day 18 ❅

sweet and savoury pastries will be my downfall istg 😭😭 i love them so much i incorporate them into my 0mads almost everyday
also instant noodles, dry or soupy, with eggs & kimchi 🤤🤤
December 18, 2025 at 9:03 PM
i think your eye makeup is incredible!!!! i couldn't do that good of a wing even if i sat for hours 😔😔
it may not mean much, but to me you look very feminine in this pic!! 🩷🩷🩷
also your hair is BOOOMB
December 18, 2025 at 8:51 AM
❅ Day 17 ❅

While my f00d habits & general thoughts about it and my body are pretty d1s0rd3r3d I wouldn't go so far as to say I have a proper 3d 😭😭 I was also never diagnosed with anything of that sort soooooo it can't be that bad 😐😐
December 17, 2025 at 5:25 PM
I've had my septum for a few years now and literally never had an issue blowing my nose what are they on 😭😭😭
December 17, 2025 at 12:46 PM
❅ Day 16 ❅

i think the first time was back when i was 18-19 and going through absolute HELL with my mh, i started šh-ing and my obsession with l0sing w3ight kicked in then. this is year 5/6 of my on and off d1s0rd3r3d 34t1ng journey lol
December 16, 2025 at 6:14 PM
the only good thing about this whole ordeal is that the stress made me completely throw out this experience out of my memory 😋👍
December 16, 2025 at 2:00 PM
❅ Day 15 ❅

Im not vegan/vegetarian, but i do find myself leaning more towards dishes that don't contain meat/dairy on the regular - though i can't say that it has helped me l0se w3ight faster tbh 😭😭
December 15, 2025 at 8:49 PM
nooooo i never asked for them 😭😭 they weren't in good shape anyway😔😔
December 15, 2025 at 7:33 PM
LETS GOOOOOOOOOO 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
December 15, 2025 at 2:32 PM