Carmilla is Beautifully Unwell and Spoiling AMC’s TVL
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Carmilla is Beautifully Unwell and Spoiling AMC’s TVL
@carmillamurray.bsky.social
(she/her/they/them) aegosexual
I used to have a personality. & then IWTV Tv show happened. unlikely to be spoiler free.
CW: I do write about recovery from binge eating disorder & my health journey & I am bad about tagging cause it’s my life & it happens
I gotta think if it makes my top 10 but it’s probably close…
November 10, 2025 at 10:36 PM
Bonus
November 10, 2025 at 9:42 PM
Honestly mine too…
November 10, 2025 at 6:22 PM
That bathroom… do not bring a black light in there… whooo boy…
a black background with a lot of colorful spots on it
ALT: a black background with a lot of colorful spots on it
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November 10, 2025 at 6:20 PM
Reposted by Carmilla is Beautifully Unwell and Spoiling AMC’s TVL
And now I'm having a related thought about how a lot of dark romance takes moral complexity and turns it into simply "He's evil, but he's hot and he loves me." As though that's revelatory and subversive compared to "He's good, and he's hot and he loves me."
November 10, 2025 at 4:31 PM
It’s still weird sometimes when I think about it even now. I still struggle to ask for help.

But it has been a lot easier for my family to understand that [now] when I’m saying something it’s not hyperbole at that point. I’ve reached the point where it’s beyond me.
November 10, 2025 at 3:40 PM
I had too big a thing blow up in my life and had no choice but to ask for help and I got it.

And only now almost two years later have I admitted to my mom how low I was and she admitted she knew.

But these idiots helped keep me alive (literally) and they will probably never know it.
November 10, 2025 at 3:28 PM
It’s so hard…
And when you’re trying to hide how hard it is to ask for help because we have a culture that praises “self sufficiency” even though that’s not actually how it ever worked until recently…
November 10, 2025 at 3:18 PM