無機カメラ
camera-inorganic.bsky.social
無機カメラ
@camera-inorganic.bsky.social
peer, 22 y.o., any pronouns
rus/eng/日本語勉強中
🔞 my art is sfw, but reposts can be nsfw.
this account has a lot of yaps and reposts.
https://peerkartosh.neocities.org/
the thing about scarecest is that they're weird and incompatible. all my ships have to be weird and incompatible otherwise it's all character dynamic slop that i hate
December 3, 2025 at 3:18 PM
the car analogy is my favorite one because it does feel like it. it feels like a part of me is going crazy but another is just there, and if it really needs to it can be there to functional normally (like if i have to respond to a DM in the middle of a breakdown or something).
November 30, 2025 at 9:11 PM
moral of the story/tldr: ultimately artists online are just normal people, they have flaws and strengths, and if you get close to them you will witness both. also don't tell me i'm a cool or interesting person because i will explode.
November 30, 2025 at 9:06 PM
so i end up stuck in a cycle where i post art without talking too much about personal stuff -> people think i'm cool and tell me i'm cool -> i feel weird anxious dread over it
November 30, 2025 at 9:04 PM
i don't have super mega trauma or whatever but i do struggle with thoughts of others becoming disappointed in me over time. at the same time i really do not want to overshare publically to give others a taste of who i am as a person, that's impulsive and silly. it never goes well.
November 30, 2025 at 9:04 PM
by the way, by 'shortcuts' i mean something akin to 'easy way to draw a complicated thing'.
look at the way i draw collars, for example. you can tell it's a collar even though it's super stylized. i draw almost every collar the same way because it's quick and it works.
November 30, 2025 at 6:34 PM
thankfully once you nail it, it becomes super satisfying. i like drawing different characters in my style.
in the past i didn't have a developed style, but now that i have a firmer grasp on shapes, lines, and art shortcuts, i feel like the way i draw characters is usually distinct in a fun way.
November 30, 2025 at 6:29 PM