Noo no nooooooo not PI what the hell.. oh honey *hugs*

to be pain free but yeah that's a dream. I domt want to go be seen but most likely will. Seeing doctors is not my idea of a good time. Mainly due to them always saying loose weight ya feel better then.. news flash i have lost weight and I am hurting more.. so bleh..

Id rather take boxing day lol I've heard stories!

Yes its down here turkey time.. gobblers are on many folks mind.. I just want to mainly hide due to the following day madness..

Im so sorry hon *hugs* please try to have a nice bday. May your friend be at peace aswell.

Can I come it all sounds amazing .. may the day be wonderful and everyone enjoy your nummy foods. Please share pics if your willing.

twins basically. Just Stormy was slightly lighter in color while Smokey was the dark one but even then it was kinda hard to go wait which one are you ooh yeah when I'd get headbutt in the face. I'm glad I got blessed by him and have his brother. Gonna settle down now and crash I guess night folks

sorry for rambling on nonsense I'm just trying to not cry nonstop. I see Stormy and hug him when I'm in the living room. He got the other furkids to hang with. I normally see him in the cat tree snoozing with everyone. It hard not looking for Smokey or mistaking Stormy for him seeing as they were

sleep to that i guess.. cause the channel is watch that has the ghost stories is doing ufos and frankly I dont want to listen about little green men and such.. I mean some would not want to hear screaming teenagers vs Jason.. guess I'm weird? I mean Wolfen play earlier was nice to see again. Also

*HUGS* Well im glad you didn't hope everything is okay

But I am trying to keep myself from going deeper into depression.. I just cant believe there not out there to get anymore.. o.O

For the hell of it Im gonna post the missing pencils lol.. well images of them at least.

Its like xmas kinda when you find it lol.. its like yes!! Then how the hell it get there in the first place what was I doing..

Yes I had misplaced set it in a pencil storage and forgot where I placed it for 5 years lol.. it was safely on my desk.. Sadly the other pencils I know are somewhere in a pencil box somewhere I cant figure out. Cause roomie and sister help clean the house and I blank on where went where..

Again, I'm sorry I just god feel horrorable and worthless at this time.. please forgive me..

today till I return home and break down cause Im running on fumes.. if anyone wants to donate funds toward human food or more cat food (Sammy still needs uti canned food stocked piled) or funds for art supplies acrylic markers Ive been thinking of trying.. www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...

numb.. this is not how I wanted to wake up to.. thank you to the folks that donated it was able to pay for his ashes and will be waiting for them to return home. This isn't the outcome I wanted.. though its sometimes how life happens. I may bury my feelings for awhile and just push myself through