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blackwolfrost.bsky.social
J.A.W.
@blackwolfrost.bsky.social
Artist, CareGiver to Mother, ruled by Shibas and Cats. I do my best to help other unwanted pets and souls the best I can.
I got Smokey's ashes back it hurts still and feels like its been forever yet I know it hasn't been.. *sighs*
November 22, 2025 at 12:06 AM
Woke up from a nap, Roomie asked if I wanted any food for dinner. I figured a sandwich might be safe to eat. I manged to eat 1 1/2 sandwiches for dinner. I pray I dont regret that choice frankly.. trying to get adjusted for night meds and sleep. Friday the 13th playing most of the series so will
November 20, 2025 at 10:07 AM
The hunt for mechanical pencils continues! Art is my release from stress for many years. Pencils are very dear to me, I've misplaced theses ones. They're from some of my fave animes sailormoon and pokemon.. I'd love to locate them to get again..cause I'm not sure if i can find mine. Silly I know
November 20, 2025 at 1:54 AM
Trying to keep my mind off things.. I shift to ooh look i managed to find one of my fave drawing pencils.. then also realize several others have been misplaced *sighs* my ocd went into overdrive.. but behold my hello kitty foodie pencil i think the charm alittle octopus sausage.. I adore pencils
November 20, 2025 at 1:33 AM
I want to say thank you again to the kindness words everyone said over Smokey passing.. it hurts alot I'm doing my best.. Sadly either I caught a cold or something up.. I wasn't able to hold food down. Everyone else is okay so gonna lay low awhile. So if I'm silent is why. Thank you all..
November 19, 2025 at 12:49 PM
Feeling like hell Im in that question what happened stage and I hate it... everyone been fed but humans no will to move or much of else.. dogs are velcro to me.. gonna force roomie to play resident evil 2 for maybe zoning.. or I dont know.. dont mind me I'm rambling..
November 18, 2025 at 5:14 AM
"My heart has joined the thousands for my friend has stopped running today.." Today I say goodbye to my beloved Lil'Smokey Joe. His kidneys totally shit down his body was going. My vet who knows I will give up everything for my cats it was for the best. His blood work was off the charts.. I am
November 17, 2025 at 7:35 PM
We are in need of 180 more to make the 300 price to get Smokey seen tomorrow. Im praying it will be enough and I wont need 500 or so.. if you can donate or spread the word help me get him seen.
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November 17, 2025 at 12:56 AM
Smokey hanging in there still we got him as comfy as we can. We got 50 out of the 300 to at least get him seen. I'm praying to hopefully get the rest. Though depending this could very well go higher..
Smokey isn't doing well, he not wanting to eat and acting if he may have a uti again. I'm asking for help to get him to the vet on Monday hopefully. To donate please 🙏 paypal.com/paypalme/bigba…

I am unable to get to a ER vet as I cant drive in the cities. Anxiety hits me
November 16, 2025 at 7:36 PM
Let's try again if you can donate to help me get Smokey to the Vet on Monday id be grateful 🙏

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November 16, 2025 at 5:41 AM
Smokey isn't doing well, he not wanting to eat and acting if he may have a uti again. I'm asking for help to get him to the vet on Monday hopefully. To donate please 🙏 paypal.com/paypalme/bigba…

I am unable to get to a ER vet as I cant drive in the cities. Anxiety hits me
November 16, 2025 at 4:20 AM
So got up did my morning routine (yes its 5:45pm) anyways im worried about one of my boys Jiji. his nose is pale and his eyes do look a bit more sunk in. Slight discharge from his nose aswell and he coughed as I pet him. I am 2-3 weeks out from funds again. I just dont know what I should do. Ideas?
November 14, 2025 at 11:48 PM
Not q00% sure but may of gotten a tummy bug while at the doctors.. or something my gut hurts and #2 is very watery.. sorry tmi but Im down for this week for sure.. got the chills aswell which is unusual for me.. I dont want to go back to be seen though.. hate hospitals..
November 14, 2025 at 4:27 PM
So to my surprise and roomies who pointed out I got to see the northern lights tonight.. faint pinks and greens in the sky with stars... it was breathtaking I've never seen them before.. wish I was further north. I could of seen them better! Also doctor was very happy how things are going for me
November 12, 2025 at 2:52 AM
Well got my driver id reissued 2 to 3 weeks yay... but I can drive with less stress now. Im waiting for my appointment to do blood this afternoon cause last night I had a major panic attack over well everything. 🙃 life just being bleh..
November 10, 2025 at 5:49 PM
NOOOOOOO I SEE WHITE STUFF FALLING FROM THE SKY!! damnit did a crack plane go boom cause noo nooooo its not the s-word.. I refuse to see it... I dont see it... make it stop...
November 9, 2025 at 9:46 PM
Anyone else got a velcro kitty? Mine became it seems Spyro Jr.. he will launch himself upon me from feels away demanding i love his furbutt or else.. he such a goofball.. I'm about to fall over due to a long day and pain.. I may take one of the relaxers I have to rest better..
November 8, 2025 at 5:45 AM
After a very long day of dealing with the hunt for cat food, human food and common sense.. I got pulled over cause I didnt see a cop by mistake.. I got a warning but I also got a shocker my driver id went walkabout.. so I get visit tje dmv Monday *sighs* I had a huge panicattack over this.. 🙃
November 8, 2025 at 4:59 AM
Okay my fellow artists what is the best white gel pen!? I need something that gonna work over markers, color pencil and so on.. I have had gellyroll but it refuses to even allow ink to flow which when doing art is a bad thing!
November 4, 2025 at 9:55 PM
So today I broke down crying over the stress of everything.. I am gonna try to take several days off the net to just collect myself.. its overwhelming, scary, depressing and frustrating.. I've had to fight my body from stress vomiting.. scare the nightmares will start again.. just uurrghhh..
November 4, 2025 at 9:12 PM
Waking up a bit too early.. yet to my dismay to a ad for Xmas gifts.. it just November for god sake... alot of us are not sure we'll have reverse halloween (turkey day/thanksgive/friendsgiving) and now we get showed you can get the perfect gifts at this store.. why do all the women get purses and
November 4, 2025 at 12:22 PM
Reposted by J.A.W.
After such a long and expensive kitten season, we are a little depleted and looking at a massive bill to get these kittens home to the little girls that love them so much.

Times are so hard right now and we know everyone needs additional help, but if you can, please donate at

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A small cat rescue in Eastern Maryland focused on TNR, Fostering, & Adoption
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November 4, 2025 at 3:33 AM
Well tonight I ate homemade tacos.. I feel good after eating them. Which is good cause dang it there little food I enjoy anymore. Roomie added rice to the beef and seasonings it honestly was way filling and good almost like a hamburger helper. I got a taco for lunch tomorrow so win win.
November 4, 2025 at 3:38 AM
Hope folks are well or similar well. I'm kinda falling apart back decided let's stay broken. So I'm icing it right now, roomie made a funny over my art demands blood as I gracefully cut my finger on a drawing pad.. I clean the cut and got it fixed up I bleed art for art!! Hmm there a idea...plots..
November 4, 2025 at 12:36 AM
A movie you've seen more than seven times with a gif.
November 3, 2025 at 3:05 PM