Sorry to hear.

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I genuinely hated oz for twenty years because of watching that film alone as a child

That's a banana that had a lot of direct sun but its freaking me out

I mean its all cray cray and I'd refuse to give my id to the tech bros anyway

I think they're specifically prohibited from asking for personal info which is cray cray

And social media companies don't even follow their own community guidelines in most cases they're hardly likely to get this right

In theory it sounds like a good idea as someone who grew up unsupervised on the internet but when you find out who and why and what they're getting out of it and the "ai tool" they're launching off the back of their lobbying you know its a dirty deal...

I have to let go now because there isn’t anything I can do… she won’t listen, she won’t be helped I can’t keep her alive this time

I have to let go

She insists she’s fine to drink, that she’s allowed to (they told her no) that it isn’t a problem and that her liver tests are fine… but they won’t be, at some point they’re not going to be. She chooses to socialise in the same ways with the same people as before.

NZ felt far enough away yet close enough, and kept me alive those 6 months

I’ve known for over a year we were going to end up here, two months ago she screamed at me that I wouldn’t let her have another dog, wouldn’t let her breed quail in my house and wouldn’t let her drink - this was inevitable

OFMD is really tied up in my journey here as well, I watched it in April after we were allowed to come home post transplant and it was amazing just to relax, and then at six months later when I was allowed to hand back her medical stuff I went to NZ for a holiday while s2 was filmed

I’m not going to respond to most of this right now as it feels familiar and I doubt I can express myself properly - but kidneys function can bounce and stablise so I will hold good thoughts for you on that

Every chance and a few extra… I’ve been repeating that this wasn’t my choice but it’s cold comfort.

The customer is only right in matters of taste

It’s just really difficult to know your mother cares more about drinking alcohol than having a relationship with you or a place to live

I would literally burn my house down at this point, I will not stand by again and watch her destroy another liver. It’s that simple, if she wants to do so she does it out of my house and out of my life. She acknowledged she knew I was serious and still chose to get drunk