and now im so far behind in work for classes idk how im gonna catch up

i struggle to connect with people in other ways though

this sounds like something I'd do but i don't remember in such specificity

its such a pain i say innocuous things and want to apologize

added, meow

talks talks

I'd like to talk to more people but i just don't really think about doing it much

thanks for letting me know about grandpa while taking forever to deliver the important details, giving a 20 minute account of how you couldn't find your car in a parking garage, and lecturing me about how you after i transfer you want me working food service during the semester to prove i have grit

yeahg

im cooked

its kind of like flirting w someone if you pay verbal acknowledgement to the concept of flirting while in their presence right

same but when i try i think i fuck it up

maybe it is a bad thing
born to toil under a middle manager ass psychology

this isn't even a bad thing i just need to stick with it until i can swim on my own without flailing and drowning it won't be that much longer