I used to have alphadeus dot com website a loooong time ago that I used to host mp3s of my music well before YouTube and Bandcamp. It wasn't very popular, so I stopped that.

When I wanted to start up a website again, some assholes grabbed the domain and wanted to sell for a high amount. No thanks.

My childhood friend Sergio put together the animated videos. I made the still image ones from before then :)

My Bandcamp goes back to 2009 I believe. I might have been uploading music to YouTube at the time as well. There was a breakdown, and I deleted the music off Bandcamp/YT in 2010 or so.

Happy Birthday :) hope you have a good one

I'm a poor, ignorant piece of garbage, and I deserve the worst fate possible. God forbid I try to rise above poverty, being as uneducated as I am, and only learning the hard way, that I don't belong on this planet.

I don't know what else to say. One of these days I'm just going to do it.

I'm going to take my favorite songs, redo them, most likely from scratch, and hopefully crank out some absolute gems.

I want this to be a new era for me. I may have new music out soon, but I'm taking my time learning the new software. It has some really neat quality-of-life features.

I pay around 25 or so a year to have my music on streaming services, which is a great deal. I'm not losing a ton of money.

Also I do want to look into removing all my music from Spotify, I think I have to contact support. It's a tall order, though, as there are a lot of albums.

We'll see.

To clarify, just general bullshit. I'm not super depressed.

Between the upcoming bone marrow tests, and accidentally opening up an old wound under my right arm, I just don't know.

Also the state of things outside the house, obviously.

I'm doing alright all things considered.

I still have not been playing any games, or watching any shows/movies lately. I have been messing with Cubase (music program), learning how to do stuff :) I hope to make my first song in Cubase very soon.

I've also been listening to a ton of new music.

My week was okay. I started learning a new DAW (program to write music). I've been using my existing DAW for over 20 years (it was discontinued long time ago), so it's taking some time to relearn how things work, and get used to the new features.

Other than that, next week will be bone marrow test

Happy birthday :) the more games, the more options of what to potentially play later :p

Sorry for your loss. I wish you and your loved ones the best. I'm not good with words. My heart is shattered.

I'm pretty sure NES is the most physical games I ever had at one time, I think 130 games.

SNES was around 60 cartridges.

I'm pretty much all digital now. I'm far too old to be getting up and changing discs all the time :p