ciela
@aetereina.bsky.social
23 | she/her | 🇨🇦 | 🏳️⚧️
hiiii haiii hello :333 this is mah blueskyyyyyy where i post things and be epic
pfp and background is from cave story
hiiii haiii hello :333 this is mah blueskyyyyyy where i post things and be epic
pfp and background is from cave story
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ciela
@aetereina.bsky.social
· Sep 26
hello, i'm ciela.
i'm a disabled transfem from "canada" born in 2002
i have a tumblr!: tumblr.com/sijela
if i followed you randomly, it's either because i like the shit you do or i know you from a time long past (discord or google+)
i'm a disabled transfem from "canada" born in 2002
i have a tumblr!: tumblr.com/sijela
if i followed you randomly, it's either because i like the shit you do or i know you from a time long past (discord or google+)
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if "kids can't consent to sex with adults because adults hold a power position over them" is tripping you up then i don't fucking trust you around them
even if you accept the imo flawed premise that alters are ethically equivalent to separate people, my syskids would be kids that objectively no longer exist under the oppressive systems of power that made our consent invalid at age 3.
February 1, 2026 at 12:29 AM
if "kids can't consent to sex with adults because adults hold a power position over them" is tripping you up then i don't fucking trust you around them
me when i wing it: i wing it, im winging it, i know very little of this topic or task
January 30, 2026 at 10:37 AM
me when i wing it: i wing it, im winging it, i know very little of this topic or task
its the most difficult thing when you see people you like (or have liked) crashing out when you know they're in the wrong like objectively
like girl, sure, go off if you want to, just be aware you're digging an even bigger hole
like girl, sure, go off if you want to, just be aware you're digging an even bigger hole
January 30, 2026 at 5:16 AM
its the most difficult thing when you see people you like (or have liked) crashing out when you know they're in the wrong like objectively
like girl, sure, go off if you want to, just be aware you're digging an even bigger hole
like girl, sure, go off if you want to, just be aware you're digging an even bigger hole
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Trans girl fashion is fine actually, you just hate gay ppl
January 26, 2026 at 8:32 PM
Trans girl fashion is fine actually, you just hate gay ppl
"music to regress to playlist" but instead its just a series of tape recordings of orchestral music like pachebels canon in d
January 26, 2026 at 3:37 PM
"music to regress to playlist" but instead its just a series of tape recordings of orchestral music like pachebels canon in d
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Being reminded that “puppies don’t speak” while I’m halfway through a sentence to the barista and being forced to bark in front of everyone
January 25, 2026 at 4:17 AM
Being reminded that “puppies don’t speak” while I’m halfway through a sentence to the barista and being forced to bark in front of everyone
y'know if you call someone cute and they smile and blush and indicate as such you can actually keep calling them cute
thats wild to me like wdym i can genuinely just tell you the truth about how youre affecting me and youll get flustered and turned on youre gonna make me bite you
thats wild to me like wdym i can genuinely just tell you the truth about how youre affecting me and youll get flustered and turned on youre gonna make me bite you
January 22, 2026 at 6:53 PM
y'know if you call someone cute and they smile and blush and indicate as such you can actually keep calling them cute
thats wild to me like wdym i can genuinely just tell you the truth about how youre affecting me and youll get flustered and turned on youre gonna make me bite you
thats wild to me like wdym i can genuinely just tell you the truth about how youre affecting me and youll get flustered and turned on youre gonna make me bite you
my past is telling me flannels, but my future seems destined for boho auntie status
January 22, 2026 at 4:09 AM
my past is telling me flannels, but my future seems destined for boho auntie status
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avoidance is a form of rumination. if you are trying to avoid & repress specific stress in your life, then you’re still fixating on it.
displacing that into wrath towards people who are self-actualizing instead of addressing your own desires will only make you more anxious, isolated, & miserable.
displacing that into wrath towards people who are self-actualizing instead of addressing your own desires will only make you more anxious, isolated, & miserable.
“being transmed is when you take medicine for your endocrine disorder & the more medicine you take the more transmed you are”
January 21, 2026 at 7:36 AM
avoidance is a form of rumination. if you are trying to avoid & repress specific stress in your life, then you’re still fixating on it.
displacing that into wrath towards people who are self-actualizing instead of addressing your own desires will only make you more anxious, isolated, & miserable.
displacing that into wrath towards people who are self-actualizing instead of addressing your own desires will only make you more anxious, isolated, & miserable.
low key i did start using cannabis to cope with the aftermath of attempting to die and losing my only close friend because of things related to it
i just wanted to feel anything other than what i was feeling at the time. it helped me get through it. that was back in october
i just wanted to feel anything other than what i was feeling at the time. it helped me get through it. that was back in october
January 21, 2026 at 2:43 AM
low key i did start using cannabis to cope with the aftermath of attempting to die and losing my only close friend because of things related to it
i just wanted to feel anything other than what i was feeling at the time. it helped me get through it. that was back in october
i just wanted to feel anything other than what i was feeling at the time. it helped me get through it. that was back in october
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dude i’m so fucking tired of this i just want to learn how to jack off and all the people in the instruction videos keep calling me a faggot, do you know if linus tech tips made one i could watch?
January 19, 2026 at 7:25 AM
dude i’m so fucking tired of this i just want to learn how to jack off and all the people in the instruction videos keep calling me a faggot, do you know if linus tech tips made one i could watch?
i stay true to myself and myself is honestly an idiot so if you do call me a dumbass fair enough
January 19, 2026 at 6:31 PM
i stay true to myself and myself is honestly an idiot so if you do call me a dumbass fair enough
very few understand but sometimes its just best to pull out the apex 2015 salty suite chillindude post match quote
January 19, 2026 at 6:20 AM
very few understand but sometimes its just best to pull out the apex 2015 salty suite chillindude post match quote
i wanna look like a gal who lives in the basement but in like, a cool way
January 18, 2026 at 12:58 AM
i wanna look like a gal who lives in the basement but in like, a cool way
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i woke up from my nap and there’s not soft kisses on my neck,, why should i even be awake
January 17, 2026 at 11:52 PM
i woke up from my nap and there’s not soft kisses on my neck,, why should i even be awake
people do understand that the "not just ___ but, ___" type bullshit that people use to suss out LLM usage is just a trope that had like, large usage before being sucked into LLMs, right?
January 17, 2026 at 11:14 PM
people do understand that the "not just ___ but, ___" type bullshit that people use to suss out LLM usage is just a trope that had like, large usage before being sucked into LLMs, right?
y'know im ngl this is my peak photo i cant get better than this
January 17, 2026 at 5:33 PM
y'know im ngl this is my peak photo i cant get better than this
idk if this is a hot take but i am asking certain people to be chill and not give the baby trans gals brain worms about not dressing femme in the right way
January 11, 2026 at 12:22 AM
idk if this is a hot take but i am asking certain people to be chill and not give the baby trans gals brain worms about not dressing femme in the right way
i think calling the sexy bits/genitals "sex" despite how old fashioned/fanfiction pilled it is is really cute and kinda hot
in writing and irl
and its nonspecific, it could be literally anything, any presentation of genitalia whatsoever and i think thats cool :)
in writing and irl
and its nonspecific, it could be literally anything, any presentation of genitalia whatsoever and i think thats cool :)
January 10, 2026 at 3:47 AM
i think calling the sexy bits/genitals "sex" despite how old fashioned/fanfiction pilled it is is really cute and kinda hot
in writing and irl
and its nonspecific, it could be literally anything, any presentation of genitalia whatsoever and i think thats cool :)
in writing and irl
and its nonspecific, it could be literally anything, any presentation of genitalia whatsoever and i think thats cool :)
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girls who use ":3" are interested in cuddling up by a fireplace with some hot cocoa and freaky rough sex
January 10, 2026 at 3:05 AM
girls who use ":3" are interested in cuddling up by a fireplace with some hot cocoa and freaky rough sex
being yours isnt a simple idle thing, its something i take with a great degree of care. feeling your lips on mine, intoxicated by your touch, im reminded of my purpose.
joy. happiness. pleasure.
joy. happiness. pleasure.
January 10, 2026 at 3:21 AM
being yours isnt a simple idle thing, its something i take with a great degree of care. feeling your lips on mine, intoxicated by your touch, im reminded of my purpose.
joy. happiness. pleasure.
joy. happiness. pleasure.
wild how i went from closeted to coming out to moaning full volume mid day in discord vc all while still inside of my dads house
im sorry i cant control my voice when im bottoming 🥺
im sorry i cant control my voice when im bottoming 🥺
January 8, 2026 at 9:43 PM
wild how i went from closeted to coming out to moaning full volume mid day in discord vc all while still inside of my dads house
im sorry i cant control my voice when im bottoming 🥺
im sorry i cant control my voice when im bottoming 🥺