song lan suffering hours
@tilwesink.bsky.social
rachel, she/her, 30's. gay murder boy enthusiast. mostly mdzs (yi city sun, xiyao moon) and other BLs
https://archiveofourown.org/users/tilwesink/works
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occasionally someone at gay bar karaoke will ask me if i sing professionally and i’m gonna need everyone to stop doing that because i don’t need that kind of ego and i also don’t need to get it into my head that i should actually try making music again
December 3, 2025 at 4:14 AM
occasionally someone at gay bar karaoke will ask me if i sing professionally and i’m gonna need everyone to stop doing that because i don’t need that kind of ego and i also don’t need to get it into my head that i should actually try making music again
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If you’re finishing up your exchange gift and have some free time, or wishing you signed up this year, please consider signing up to be a pinch hitter!
We have one hit open and tend to get a couple more right towards the end of the exchange.
The form can be found here: forms.gle/Njx2jy713buq7bNr8
We have one hit open and tend to get a couple more right towards the end of the exchange.
The form can be found here: forms.gle/Njx2jy713buq7bNr8
December 2, 2025 at 11:26 PM
If you’re finishing up your exchange gift and have some free time, or wishing you signed up this year, please consider signing up to be a pinch hitter!
We have one hit open and tend to get a couple more right towards the end of the exchange.
The form can be found here: forms.gle/Njx2jy713buq7bNr8
We have one hit open and tend to get a couple more right towards the end of the exchange.
The form can be found here: forms.gle/Njx2jy713buq7bNr8
#MusicAdvent looks fun, let's see if I remember to actually post every day. The theme is alphabetical order by band name, but I am adding a secondary theme of songs that were heavy on the writing playlists this year (and if there is a fic attached I'll say so). Let's gooooo
December 2, 2025 at 12:53 AM
#MusicAdvent looks fun, let's see if I remember to actually post every day. The theme is alphabetical order by band name, but I am adding a secondary theme of songs that were heavy on the writing playlists this year (and if there is a fic attached I'll say so). Let's gooooo
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Hi! Hello! #MusicAdvent starts tomorrow, which all about sharing songs with your social media friends. This year's no-pressure, low-stress theme, is: Alphabetical Order By Band Name. You can go ABBA, Bach, CCR or you can go Apples in Stereo, Beastie Boys, Sabrina Carpenter. Or a secret third way!
December 1, 2025 at 3:15 AM
Hi! Hello! #MusicAdvent starts tomorrow, which all about sharing songs with your social media friends. This year's no-pressure, low-stress theme, is: Alphabetical Order By Band Name. You can go ABBA, Bach, CCR or you can go Apples in Stereo, Beastie Boys, Sabrina Carpenter. Or a secret third way!
i can’t even tell y’all what songs are on my sxx exchange playlist because every one of them is a spoiler for [redacted]
November 30, 2025 at 2:57 AM
i can’t even tell y’all what songs are on my sxx exchange playlist because every one of them is a spoiler for [redacted]
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#MDZSTimeWarp works are revealed! Check out the collection and give our creators some love!
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Time Warp - Works | Archive of Our Own
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November 25, 2025 at 12:17 AM
#MDZSTimeWarp works are revealed! Check out the collection and give our creators some love!
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I GOT 11k of LESBIANS :elmofire: archiveofourown.org/collections/...
November 25, 2025 at 12:31 AM
I GOT 11k of LESBIANS :elmofire: archiveofourown.org/collections/...
i don't talk about my job for reasons but part of the lore is that when i was 22ish i went on a road trip that lasted until I ran out of money/friends to stay with. i sometimes forget i did that
November 23, 2025 at 4:13 AM
i don't talk about my job for reasons but part of the lore is that when i was 22ish i went on a road trip that lasted until I ran out of money/friends to stay with. i sometimes forget i did that
once again i have completely forgotten until this moment that I ALSO get a gift in the time warp exchange and I can't wait to find out what my gifter did because my prompts had the potential to be insane lol
November 22, 2025 at 4:11 PM
once again i have completely forgotten until this moment that I ALSO get a gift in the time warp exchange and I can't wait to find out what my gifter did because my prompts had the potential to be insane lol
Xue Yang white chocolate, Song Lan dark chocolate, Xiao Xingchen milk chocolate. Is that anything
November 20, 2025 at 3:39 AM
Xue Yang white chocolate, Song Lan dark chocolate, Xiao Xingchen milk chocolate. Is that anything
journey of chongzi was an insane show but i think the most insane plot point is that the love interest killed her, put her soul in an orb, put that orb into a baby, NAMED HER CHONGZI, and when she came to the immortals looking exactly like her with her name he was like "that's not her, how dare you"
November 19, 2025 at 6:08 PM
journey of chongzi was an insane show but i think the most insane plot point is that the love interest killed her, put her soul in an orb, put that orb into a baby, NAMED HER CHONGZI, and when she came to the immortals looking exactly like her with her name he was like "that's not her, how dare you"
once again how does one have hobbies and a social life at the same time. i went to my friend’s birthday party 2nite and got invited to another thing tomorrow and another friend is hosting a fundraiser on friday and i got invited to another party on saturday
November 19, 2025 at 6:41 AM
once again how does one have hobbies and a social life at the same time. i went to my friend’s birthday party 2nite and got invited to another thing tomorrow and another friend is hosting a fundraiser on friday and i got invited to another party on saturday
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i think my sxx exchange fic is going to be immediately obvious to every single person who knows me a;lskdhga
November 17, 2025 at 5:30 PM
i think my sxx exchange fic is going to be immediately obvious to every single person who knows me a;lskdhga
the host of tonight’s drag show: “support your local queer bar. you could find your next throuple here. they can never take that away from us”
i feel like the text does not convey the proper intonation
i feel like the text does not convey the proper intonation
November 17, 2025 at 5:07 AM
the host of tonight’s drag show: “support your local queer bar. you could find your next throuple here. they can never take that away from us”
i feel like the text does not convey the proper intonation
i feel like the text does not convey the proper intonation
who in mdzs would be who in a kpop demon hunters au, go
November 16, 2025 at 6:12 PM
who in mdzs would be who in a kpop demon hunters au, go
officially submitted my summaries to the problematic big bang so if you wanna get in on Homewrecker SXX Xue Yang fucking around and finding out OR haunted by the horrors of your past southern gothic 3zun, I'm just saying, artist and beta sign ups are open
November 16, 2025 at 6:06 PM
officially submitted my summaries to the problematic big bang so if you wanna get in on Homewrecker SXX Xue Yang fucking around and finding out OR haunted by the horrors of your past southern gothic 3zun, I'm just saying, artist and beta sign ups are open
high key this was the exact moment i fell in love with wei wuxian. look at his little “i am about to cause problems on purpose” face
November 16, 2025 at 2:17 PM
high key this was the exact moment i fell in love with wei wuxian. look at his little “i am about to cause problems on purpose” face
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🔥 Problematic Big Bang Artist Sign Ups close November 17th! We're looking for artists of all mediums and with minimum requirements to help dead dove writers! 🔥
#deaddove #proship #multifandomevent
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#deaddove #proship #multifandomevent
forms.gle/W9VT5vohQpxf...
November 14, 2025 at 3:13 PM
🔥 Problematic Big Bang Artist Sign Ups close November 17th! We're looking for artists of all mediums and with minimum requirements to help dead dove writers! 🔥
#deaddove #proship #multifandomevent
forms.gle/W9VT5vohQpxf...
#deaddove #proship #multifandomevent
forms.gle/W9VT5vohQpxf...
I still have 2 more fics coming out before the end of the year, but I'm thinking about what I've written in 2025 and honestly, I think this one is one of my faves. It got very little attention because it's a f/f rare pair that no one's checking for and does NOT have a happy ending but hey I LIKED IT
For @mdzsrbb.bsky.social! Featuring incredible art embedded & linked in the fic.
Black & Gold
Jiang Yanli/Qin Su | E | 6.3k
🛸 Psychological horror!
🛸 What's the difference between a nightmare and a dream?
🛸 Is there a word for a bad miracle?
archiveofourown.org/works/67328839
Black & Gold
Jiang Yanli/Qin Su | E | 6.3k
🛸 Psychological horror!
🛸 What's the difference between a nightmare and a dream?
🛸 Is there a word for a bad miracle?
archiveofourown.org/works/67328839
Black & Gold - tilwesink - 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
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November 12, 2025 at 3:28 PM
I still have 2 more fics coming out before the end of the year, but I'm thinking about what I've written in 2025 and honestly, I think this one is one of my faves. It got very little attention because it's a f/f rare pair that no one's checking for and does NOT have a happy ending but hey I LIKED IT
when you are a discovery writer and you realize that you made a fatal wrong turn and you have to go back to the first plot point and rewrite from scratch
November 8, 2025 at 2:09 AM
when you are a discovery writer and you realize that you made a fatal wrong turn and you have to go back to the first plot point and rewrite from scratch
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cql lwj does not look at song lan retreating all alone with such profound sadness for us not to understand he is painfully aware it could have been him
November 6, 2025 at 10:48 PM
cql lwj does not look at song lan retreating all alone with such profound sadness for us not to understand he is painfully aware it could have been him
i am excited for the scum villains today, i will join you in excitement in approximately seven to sixty-seven business days when i finally get around to reading the things
November 4, 2025 at 3:58 AM
i am excited for the scum villains today, i will join you in excitement in approximately seven to sixty-seven business days when i finally get around to reading the things
i wanna be so clear i love wei wuxian as a character, he is The character of all time maybe, he's a DELIGHT, but my god the way some fans will excuse every single thing he did and turn around and say "but this character who did the same exact thing (or LESS actually) should die forever" like WHAT
November 4, 2025 at 3:28 AM
i wanna be so clear i love wei wuxian as a character, he is The character of all time maybe, he's a DELIGHT, but my god the way some fans will excuse every single thing he did and turn around and say "but this character who did the same exact thing (or LESS actually) should die forever" like WHAT