song lan suffering hours
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rachel, she/her, 30's. gay murder boy enthusiast. mostly mdzs (yi city sun, xiyao moon) and other BLs https://archiveofourown.org/users/tilwesink/works
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CHECK IT OUT @tilwesink.bsky.social wrote me a delightful, adorable fic based around a scribbling i made for the #songxue minibang!!

I LOVE YOUR WRITING!!!!! thank you so much for picking me and being so encouraging about my art!!! i love our collab ;_; <333

archiveofourown.org/works/72451006
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Doomed by the narrative #mdzs #songxiao
The backs of Song Lan and Xiao Xingchen. XXC is a spirit. Shanghua is strapped to SL’s back with Fuxue.
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to give you an idea of the energy, only a handful of the regulars are here for karaoke and we’re all sitting our asses down to sing instead of standing lmao
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maybe now i will have a chance to READ some FANFIC****

****(shoves all my other sign-ups out of view)
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my final songxue fic is in the moderation queue *collapses*
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rory i swear to god i thought they had been openly married for at least three years lmao
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got my sign up in last night HAVE YOU? SPECIFICALLY, YOU READING THIS DID U SIGN UP
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Signups Open for the Songxuexiao Exchange 2025. Fanart of Song Lan, Xue Yang and Xiao Xingchen on a wooden river boat. Song Lan is standing on the flat stern of the boat, sculling with a long pole. Xue Yang is standing next to him and holding onto Song Lan’s arm. He’s waving to someone offscreen with his left hand in the air, not wearing a glove, so his missing finger is visible. Xiao Xingchen, wearing simple white robes and a blindfold, is kneeling at the edge of the boat’s stern, reaching out to touch a white water lily. The mood is happy and peaceful. The graphic’s background is rippling river water and there are two big, white water lilies in the bottom corners.
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there's always treats too!! if you feel inspired to make something and have time!
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SongXue Mini Bang fic #2, inspired by art from Spicy!

Vampires Will Never Hurt You
E | 9k | SongXue

🩸 Xue Yang's new boyfriend has a secret
🩸 Vampire/human romance
🩸 this one's mostly just smut ok

archiveofourown.org/works/72422761
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idk we live in a society right now that's extremely flaky and people don't commit and don't show up or constantly cancel last minute, and I think it's so important to actually show up and be there in whatever way is possible for you, even if it's sometimes inconvenient or uncomfortable
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i have friends offline who are drag artists, musicians, rappers, fiber artists, cosplayers, photographers and it's a delight to be here and to be excited and hype up your friends. And I am including all of you too!! I followed many of you because I was a fan of your writing or art first!!
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there's just nothing better than being friends with artists. it's so much fun to love them as people and to be a fan of what they create and to see everything they put into it. and seeing their face light up when they see you in the audience?? SO GOOD I love being high on that feeling
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if she has one fan left, it’s me, if she has zero fans i’m dead, etc
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was at barricade for the big end of night pride drag show. i hear my name yelled. i look backstage. i see my best drag queen friend, shit eating grin on her face, middle finger up
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I think about this regularly because I can't imagine it's the only time this has ever happened (the police REGULARLY ignore evidence, don't bother talking to suspects, etc.) but this one was just so egregious. and that medical examiner fucked up SEVERAL cases to the point idk how he still had a job
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Her and her family's killers were eventually caught, with almost zero help from the local police, and the medical examiner changed the cause of death afterwards, but it was the most infuriating thing I've ever read and it has haunted me ever since I read about it. Fuck the police
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She and her family were found dead in their home in the '70s, and the police went "yep looks like she killed everybody and then herself" despite NO WEAPON ON THE SCENE and absolutely no evidence pointing to her as the culprit, like, AT ALL. The medical examiner also ruled it a suicide.
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CW: true crime, murder.

Now that the fic is live, I can tell you a thing that hinges the plot together is that the police and coroner declare Nie Zonghui's death a suicide despite there being no gun anywhere on the scene. This is, unfortunately, A Real Thing That Happened to Diana Wanstrath.
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thank you, i have two more 😭 mistakes were made in my writing schedule lol
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OH HELL YEAH
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this picture truly has everything lol. the catboy sweater really makes it
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My first contribution to the SongXue Mini Bang is LIVE!

Of All The Gin Joints In All The World
E | 11k

🔎Private Investigators SongXue
🔎Solving a murder with your situationship
🔎Pining while fucking
🔎and always remember ACAB

Featuring art by disasterising!

archiveofourown.org/works/72271981
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i JUST got home after being out for nearly 10 hours and tell me why my friend texted me "racheeelllll come to [xyz] the dollz are here" NO auntie is DEHYDRATED and my feet hurt i am not going to a FOURTH location to see the same 32 people I've been seeing all weekend 😭