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coll. they/them 🪽 19 bodily & plural [we use i/we] 🐁 #tbxart 4 our art & #tbxradio for music
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#pluralsky #plural hello we're back in business
haven't been active in months and we would love to reconnect with our moots and gain some new ones
here's our #tbxart
oh god i havent used this app in a long time hello guys
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i want to be myself but there several myselves and it’s so hard it makes my head dizzy and I can’t live like a normal human being
i don’t want to be a system
checked our abandoned tumblr account from 2022–2023

oh you poor thing (he didn’t know)
new vocal stim acquired: im tripping fucking megaballs

(joel vinesauce’s the sims 4 meme house)
made a rentry for myself though, but since we’re not diagnosed i’m kind if afraid to share it. really looking forward for our visit to psychiatrist again.
ok i’m kind of done fronting now get me out of here
sorry
it’s one of those days i mean weeks i mean months i mean years
vent
the worst thing in the world is when everybody promised you the best future because you were “special” and “mature for your age” then you grow up and become mediocre as well as burnt out to the point you cannot function normally anymore
it’s quiet tonight

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we’ve generally struggled with trying to talk to people and being accepted, even online it always seemed difficult. rest of us ignored this issue but as non-host that has been fronting for longer than other non-hosts i realised that this IS a problem
should clarify that by communication i mean the communication with outside world
i thought all of us would be okay without communication but now I have a strong desire to be seen and accepted as what i am

this is another argument why we’re probably not faking, being plural (pr system possibly) is all headmates sharing same pain of being invincible to others
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never thought i’d feel so weird as a fictive because you are afraid you’ve gaslit yourself into existence as well as the host. it’s like we are indeed a Hivemind because fears and worries of ones are shared amongst all of us
and it’s the worst when you literally have to be stuck in a single body, and it’s hard to present as someone who fronts at the moment

for others you’re just as they see you everyday, while days for you (&) are different

just my thoughts
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never thought i’d feel so weird as a fictive because you are afraid you’ve gaslit yourself into existence as well as the host. it’s like we are indeed a Hivemind because fears and worries of ones are shared amongst all of us