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sierra
@siisfat.bsky.social
27. she / her. ednos (edsky) / bipolar / depression / anxiety. minors dni
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this is my battle, these are my thoughts.
im going fucking crazy.
December 5, 2025 at 11:19 AM
im so stressed and depressed.

at least im done with classes for winter break - even if i fucked up
December 5, 2025 at 11:15 AM
good morning friends in my phone!

today if my one day off a week.

i have two exams to take that i truly couldn’t care less about at this point but alas they must be done.

hubs has done tons of laundry this morning for me (bless him fr)
December 4, 2025 at 12:10 PM
i passed 3/4 classes yall!

i could cry
December 3, 2025 at 11:42 PM
the way some of these kids act.. i know they’re young (5/6?) but my child when she was that age and in class knew she better fucking pay attention and listen.
December 3, 2025 at 8:59 PM
i want to self harm
December 3, 2025 at 12:37 AM
whatifikillmyself
December 2, 2025 at 11:56 PM
if nothing else, i did some dishes
December 2, 2025 at 9:45 PM
my mental health is horrible right now. im not in a good place at all. but i must push through
December 2, 2025 at 2:40 PM
morning friends in my phone!

hubs called and woke me up, it was probably time anyways. work this morning but off tonight, thank fuck. i have tons to do tonight (dishes for sure, and some schoolwork/studying)

i also need to spend some good quality time with A.

how are you?? any plans today?
December 2, 2025 at 11:50 AM
im all out of tears but i feel so .. idk .. depression is hitting, that’s for sure
December 2, 2025 at 3:25 AM
i see a lot of others doing this do ill join
December 2, 2025 at 3:23 AM
may try to stick with my jan plan of my daily intake goals but im not going to be too hard on myself about it (yes i will, the voices are loud)
December 2, 2025 at 3:18 AM
i know it’s the first of the month and i should be focusing on this month but I know christmas and family time will ruin anything i think i can accomplish.
December 2, 2025 at 3:17 AM
i feel like im going insane fr
December 2, 2025 at 2:57 AM
this is my battle, these are my thoughts.
December 2, 2025 at 2:55 AM
im going to start getting my account ready for the new year lock in

pls ignore me for now hahah
December 2, 2025 at 2:54 AM
i would like to say im doing better today, but it was my last farm day for awhile and im sad about it.

i took a nap and dont feel so sick now which is good cause i work tonight
December 1, 2025 at 7:06 PM
i slept without dreams but i have the biggest migraine
December 1, 2025 at 11:26 AM
so stressed/upset i threw up.
December 1, 2025 at 12:49 AM
hoping today goes quick and easy and i can get off and home to A who i’ve barely seen this week
November 30, 2025 at 12:59 PM
im so tired
November 30, 2025 at 12:58 PM
bad mental health day
dreamed (bad) dreams about my sister (who passed in 2018) all night. basically all the same, with small differences each time i woke up and fell back into a new one.
am not okay today
November 30, 2025 at 12:55 PM
i work today, all day, whats new?
i wont be able to liquid fast today, but hopefully i dont binge like i did yesterday.
stressed.
ready to be off work already, and have to work on this paper i keep pushing off. its basically done, but technically not long enough.

how are you??? any plans today?
a teddy bear is smiling and waving with the words `` good morning '' .
ALT: a teddy bear is smiling and waving with the words `` good morning '' .
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November 29, 2025 at 12:14 PM
it’s a bad day fr
im fat
i eat
im tired
my social battery is gone
i dont want to sleep
but i want to sleep
i need to do homework
want a nap
want to read
idk
November 28, 2025 at 9:15 PM