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siisfat.bsky.social
sierra
@siisfat.bsky.social
27. she / her. ednos (edsky) / bipolar / depression / anxiety. minors dni
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this is my battle, these are my thoughts.
annnd i work 7:30-2ish tomorrow then have to go to the blue w store for an oil change and new tire and i am not used to this. i hate this. i hate that i need the money so bad.
December 7, 2025 at 3:36 AM
7:30-1:45 work
1:45-2:45 home for an hour
3:15-9:30 work
12 hours on my feet with a quick hour break in between has my feet throbbing fr. they hurt so bad
December 7, 2025 at 3:35 AM
exhausted is not even the word for it at this point. im overwhelmed by how tired my body and mind is. im definitely not used to working the way i have this week, and i still have tomorrow morning to go.
December 7, 2025 at 3:33 AM
im so sleepy and have the longest day ahead
jobs 1 7:30-2:30
job 2 3:30-10ish
December 6, 2025 at 11:21 AM
im going fucking crazy.
December 5, 2025 at 11:19 AM
im so stressed and depressed.

at least im done with classes for winter break - even if i fucked up
December 5, 2025 at 11:15 AM
good morning friends in my phone!

today if my one day off a week.

i have two exams to take that i truly couldn’t care less about at this point but alas they must be done.

hubs has done tons of laundry this morning for me (bless him fr)
December 4, 2025 at 12:10 PM
i passed 3/4 classes yall!

i could cry
December 3, 2025 at 11:42 PM
the way some of these kids act.. i know they’re young (5/6?) but my child when she was that age and in class knew she better fucking pay attention and listen.
December 3, 2025 at 8:59 PM
i want to self harm
December 3, 2025 at 12:37 AM
whatifikillmyself
December 2, 2025 at 11:56 PM
if nothing else, i did some dishes
December 2, 2025 at 9:45 PM
my mental health is horrible right now. im not in a good place at all. but i must push through
December 2, 2025 at 2:40 PM
morning friends in my phone!

hubs called and woke me up, it was probably time anyways. work this morning but off tonight, thank fuck. i have tons to do tonight (dishes for sure, and some schoolwork/studying)

i also need to spend some good quality time with A.

how are you?? any plans today?
December 2, 2025 at 11:50 AM
im all out of tears but i feel so .. idk .. depression is hitting, that’s for sure
December 2, 2025 at 3:25 AM
i see a lot of others doing this do ill join
December 2, 2025 at 3:23 AM
may try to stick with my jan plan of my daily intake goals but im not going to be too hard on myself about it (yes i will, the voices are loud)
December 2, 2025 at 3:18 AM
i know it’s the first of the month and i should be focusing on this month but I know christmas and family time will ruin anything i think i can accomplish.
December 2, 2025 at 3:17 AM
i feel like im going insane fr
December 2, 2025 at 2:57 AM
this is my battle, these are my thoughts.
December 2, 2025 at 2:55 AM
im going to start getting my account ready for the new year lock in

pls ignore me for now hahah
December 2, 2025 at 2:54 AM
i would like to say im doing better today, but it was my last farm day for awhile and im sad about it.

i took a nap and dont feel so sick now which is good cause i work tonight
December 1, 2025 at 7:06 PM
i slept without dreams but i have the biggest migraine
December 1, 2025 at 11:26 AM
so stressed/upset i threw up.
December 1, 2025 at 12:49 AM
hoping today goes quick and easy and i can get off and home to A who i’ve barely seen this week
November 30, 2025 at 12:59 PM