quantum mechanics is scary enough
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yea just chip status update and programming torture hell
change and self-acceptance you say,, whereve i heard that one before,,
would it hurt if someone said it to my face that they hate me? of course, its all but human nature. but like, its okay if the people i chased after bc i saw signs in *my own head* that they might be "the one", my saving grace, that i forgot these are real, often flawed and incompatible, People too.
cus like, ive seen so many friends from past stages of my life move on and im finding out i dont really fit in w a lot of the ppl ik irl even if we met specifically bc were all homeschooled (which ive found to be my main source of loneliness,) that i realised, its Okay if people dont like me.
honestly i think i can attribute at least 40% of the last few days to the fact i realised. i dont Owe anyone connection and nobody owes me anything either. do i still crave it? yea, i dont think i ever wont, and thats okay as long as i dont act out because of it (because thoughts do not define me.)
oooh alright then peak:3 agreed tbh chem is just a layer of abstraction off physics (even if a useful one) so i think its just generally more prone to be confusing. its a little better for bio since you cant really feasibly math into bio stuff but the fact its like Visible helps a lot methinks:3
chemistry haters unite,,,🤝 important question does this (hating chem and being Distrustful of phys) mean you like bio or are the sciences just not for you /lh
you somehow managed to chemistry-ify the only cognitive function that doesnt have a direct chemical element counterpart and i cant say im not impressed/gen
and honestly so what if i crash off this like, sugarhigh soon. im still going to have Felt this, its still going to have changed me . its not even about making memories, its about how theyre going to shape the, *my* future. its beautiful.
im just like. calm. ive been actively reminding myself that i can do and remember what i want and Think without arguing with myself. its a huge weight off my chest really im just like happy??? it feels like i grew up tbh. like i accepted stuff some ppl tell me & filtered what i need to believe. :3
anyways yea im like in bed rn supposed to be sleeping (early ik) but im thinking thoughts instead:3
the lion no longer concerns himself with life having a plot because the lion has decided experience is the most human thing one can do . which is ironic. because lion .
i mean this so nicely i did not even know the alligator existed until know. the more you knwo~
by my logic from earlier today fortran and f# are the only fun languages. i have made a severe and continuous lapse in my judgement
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adding finishing touches (editing out all the jokes and adding an alpha symbol to the logo (im the nyalpha im the weader nya-im the one to twust!!!) to the hell project rn!!! deployment tomorrow Sigh
ooh peak,,, i might try it over break it honestly seems really fun !!
nevermind i decided security is not a social construct uh,m,,, at least itll keep the css torture at bay for a while :3
adding finishing touches (editing out all the jokes and adding an alpha symbol to the logo (im the nyalpha im the weader nya-im the one to twust!!!) to the hell project rn!!! deployment tomorrow Sigh
i NEED to learn to sew bro i tried when i was likeeeeeeeee eight or nine i think but my parents said i had no fucking talent so uhm . but i NEED to learn to sew plushies can you image how based thatd be + i know basic differential geometry now that helps right !!
idk what the etiquette to agreeing would be here but yk what,,, real,,,
its the insatiable desire to be the first person another thinks about when a small detail is mentioned i fear Hi,