sarah
@sarahxelizvbeth.bsky.social
trans || lesbian || leftist || musician
bands: analecta, Chin Up!, ITAOD
(she/her)
mdni 🔞
discord: same username
bands: analecta, Chin Up!, ITAOD
(she/her)
mdni 🔞
discord: same username
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sarah
@sarahxelizvbeth.bsky.social
· Oct 28
get to know me post i can pin to my profile?
i suppose i may as well.
i play music. i’ve been in bands for years.
some very active ones.
but never as a career, despite attempts.
been transitioning a long time.
basically i’m a middle aged artist brained lesbian.
i suppose i may as well.
i play music. i’ve been in bands for years.
some very active ones.
but never as a career, despite attempts.
been transitioning a long time.
basically i’m a middle aged artist brained lesbian.
ok. time to get up and spend some time around a bunch of furries.
surprise!
going to MFF for a few hours today.
surprise!
going to MFF for a few hours today.
December 6, 2025 at 3:09 PM
ok. time to get up and spend some time around a bunch of furries.
surprise!
going to MFF for a few hours today.
surprise!
going to MFF for a few hours today.
to everybody still following me who hasn’t muted me because of…my posting.
thanks for sticking around.
i’m trying to rebrand from the sad (depression) girl posting.
trying to focus more on…
well mainly the thing i’ve spent most of my life focusing on: music.
it won’t be perfect.
but i’m trying
thanks for sticking around.
i’m trying to rebrand from the sad (depression) girl posting.
trying to focus more on…
well mainly the thing i’ve spent most of my life focusing on: music.
it won’t be perfect.
but i’m trying
December 5, 2025 at 7:34 PM
to everybody still following me who hasn’t muted me because of…my posting.
thanks for sticking around.
i’m trying to rebrand from the sad (depression) girl posting.
trying to focus more on…
well mainly the thing i’ve spent most of my life focusing on: music.
it won’t be perfect.
but i’m trying
thanks for sticking around.
i’m trying to rebrand from the sad (depression) girl posting.
trying to focus more on…
well mainly the thing i’ve spent most of my life focusing on: music.
it won’t be perfect.
but i’m trying
you know what are two underrated bands, imo, in the world of “very heavy”…
i don’t know any other bands that quite embody the sound of a sonic sledgehammer to the chest as much as:
• LLNN
• BodyVoid
it’s not slam heavy. or brutal death.
or sludge or doom really.
they’re kind of their own thing.
i don’t know any other bands that quite embody the sound of a sonic sledgehammer to the chest as much as:
• LLNN
• BodyVoid
it’s not slam heavy. or brutal death.
or sludge or doom really.
they’re kind of their own thing.
December 5, 2025 at 6:04 PM
you know what are two underrated bands, imo, in the world of “very heavy”…
i don’t know any other bands that quite embody the sound of a sonic sledgehammer to the chest as much as:
• LLNN
• BodyVoid
it’s not slam heavy. or brutal death.
or sludge or doom really.
they’re kind of their own thing.
i don’t know any other bands that quite embody the sound of a sonic sledgehammer to the chest as much as:
• LLNN
• BodyVoid
it’s not slam heavy. or brutal death.
or sludge or doom really.
they’re kind of their own thing.
ok.
i should probably stop working now and eat... dinner.
and yes, i know it's rapidly approaching 1 am. but ... this is just how i operate.
eat.
test an outfit for this weekend.
bed.
get up.
pack for a couple days.
make sure the cats have food and water.. and hit the road.
i should probably stop working now and eat... dinner.
and yes, i know it's rapidly approaching 1 am. but ... this is just how i operate.
eat.
test an outfit for this weekend.
bed.
get up.
pack for a couple days.
make sure the cats have food and water.. and hit the road.
December 5, 2025 at 5:47 AM
ok.
i should probably stop working now and eat... dinner.
and yes, i know it's rapidly approaching 1 am. but ... this is just how i operate.
eat.
test an outfit for this weekend.
bed.
get up.
pack for a couple days.
make sure the cats have food and water.. and hit the road.
i should probably stop working now and eat... dinner.
and yes, i know it's rapidly approaching 1 am. but ... this is just how i operate.
eat.
test an outfit for this weekend.
bed.
get up.
pack for a couple days.
make sure the cats have food and water.. and hit the road.
ahh yes, the GOOT
Greatest Of Owl Time.
Greatest Of Owl Time.
December 4, 2025 at 8:24 PM
ahh yes, the GOOT
Greatest Of Owl Time.
Greatest Of Owl Time.
currently listening to
Ameokama’s album on tape in a walkman style device. on bluetooth headphones.
i haven’t played a tape in years (no devices to do so)…& having bt capabilities now?
hell yes.
i have a BUNCH of tapes i can listen to now.
including eudaemon, thotcrime & @eversonpoe.bsky.social
Ameokama’s album on tape in a walkman style device. on bluetooth headphones.
i haven’t played a tape in years (no devices to do so)…& having bt capabilities now?
hell yes.
i have a BUNCH of tapes i can listen to now.
including eudaemon, thotcrime & @eversonpoe.bsky.social
December 4, 2025 at 3:39 AM
currently listening to
Ameokama’s album on tape in a walkman style device. on bluetooth headphones.
i haven’t played a tape in years (no devices to do so)…& having bt capabilities now?
hell yes.
i have a BUNCH of tapes i can listen to now.
including eudaemon, thotcrime & @eversonpoe.bsky.social
Ameokama’s album on tape in a walkman style device. on bluetooth headphones.
i haven’t played a tape in years (no devices to do so)…& having bt capabilities now?
hell yes.
i have a BUNCH of tapes i can listen to now.
including eudaemon, thotcrime & @eversonpoe.bsky.social
possibly the most “me” christmas sweater that has ever existed.
a humpback whale? come on.
that feels targeted.
a humpback whale? come on.
that feels targeted.
December 4, 2025 at 12:17 AM
possibly the most “me” christmas sweater that has ever existed.
a humpback whale? come on.
that feels targeted.
a humpback whale? come on.
that feels targeted.
apparently my best friends (they’re a married) five year old daughter really loves the new David Byrne record. so… gonna have to listen to that yet too.
December 3, 2025 at 10:15 PM
apparently my best friends (they’re a married) five year old daughter really loves the new David Byrne record. so… gonna have to listen to that yet too.
finally listening to new La Dispute.
a band i have a lot of history with. we used to play basements & diy spaces together. when their bassist joined (he was their 2nd one) he didn’t really know his gear at all & i used to tech for him at shows when things went wrong.
anyways… they got loud again?
a band i have a lot of history with. we used to play basements & diy spaces together. when their bassist joined (he was their 2nd one) he didn’t really know his gear at all & i used to tech for him at shows when things went wrong.
anyways… they got loud again?
albums i’m considering:
the world is…, hammock, agriculture, thrice, the acacia strain, the midnight, ameokama, massa nera, lucy dacus, deafheaven, dying wish, vianova, w o l f c l u b, dayseeker, sour, callous daoboys, moving mountains, eudaemon, purity ring
some of these are definite.
the world is…, hammock, agriculture, thrice, the acacia strain, the midnight, ameokama, massa nera, lucy dacus, deafheaven, dying wish, vianova, w o l f c l u b, dayseeker, sour, callous daoboys, moving mountains, eudaemon, purity ring
some of these are definite.
talk to me about your favorite albums this year!
i’m starting to think about my end of year list of best records and eps.
and i’m positive i’ve missed things i shouldn’t have.
i’m starting to think about my end of year list of best records and eps.
and i’m positive i’ve missed things i shouldn’t have.
December 3, 2025 at 9:03 PM
finally listening to new La Dispute.
a band i have a lot of history with. we used to play basements & diy spaces together. when their bassist joined (he was their 2nd one) he didn’t really know his gear at all & i used to tech for him at shows when things went wrong.
anyways… they got loud again?
a band i have a lot of history with. we used to play basements & diy spaces together. when their bassist joined (he was their 2nd one) he didn’t really know his gear at all & i used to tech for him at shows when things went wrong.
anyways… they got loud again?
skinny jeans and an oversized crew neck sweater.
hair up in a clip and…
actually, yeah. this is cute AF.
hair up in a clip and…
actually, yeah. this is cute AF.
December 3, 2025 at 8:53 PM
skinny jeans and an oversized crew neck sweater.
hair up in a clip and…
actually, yeah. this is cute AF.
hair up in a clip and…
actually, yeah. this is cute AF.
things i did not expect in the year 2025:
Hayley Williams turning the campy/schlocky song Discovery Channel by Bloodhound Gang into a soulful emotional almost ballad.
Hayley Williams turning the campy/schlocky song Discovery Channel by Bloodhound Gang into a soulful emotional almost ballad.
December 3, 2025 at 8:34 PM
things i did not expect in the year 2025:
Hayley Williams turning the campy/schlocky song Discovery Channel by Bloodhound Gang into a soulful emotional almost ballad.
Hayley Williams turning the campy/schlocky song Discovery Channel by Bloodhound Gang into a soulful emotional almost ballad.
albums i’m considering:
the world is…, hammock, agriculture, thrice, the acacia strain, the midnight, ameokama, massa nera, lucy dacus, deafheaven, dying wish, vianova, w o l f c l u b, dayseeker, sour, callous daoboys, moving mountains, eudaemon, purity ring
some of these are definite.
the world is…, hammock, agriculture, thrice, the acacia strain, the midnight, ameokama, massa nera, lucy dacus, deafheaven, dying wish, vianova, w o l f c l u b, dayseeker, sour, callous daoboys, moving mountains, eudaemon, purity ring
some of these are definite.
talk to me about your favorite albums this year!
i’m starting to think about my end of year list of best records and eps.
and i’m positive i’ve missed things i shouldn’t have.
i’m starting to think about my end of year list of best records and eps.
and i’m positive i’ve missed things i shouldn’t have.
December 3, 2025 at 7:59 PM
albums i’m considering:
the world is…, hammock, agriculture, thrice, the acacia strain, the midnight, ameokama, massa nera, lucy dacus, deafheaven, dying wish, vianova, w o l f c l u b, dayseeker, sour, callous daoboys, moving mountains, eudaemon, purity ring
some of these are definite.
the world is…, hammock, agriculture, thrice, the acacia strain, the midnight, ameokama, massa nera, lucy dacus, deafheaven, dying wish, vianova, w o l f c l u b, dayseeker, sour, callous daoboys, moving mountains, eudaemon, purity ring
some of these are definite.
ok. finally listening to the Hayley Williams record.
discovered yesterday there was a new Angelmaker and that distracted me for a bit.
yes.
i’m all over the place.
my most listened to artists this year were:
• The Midnight
• Washed Out
• Rotting In Dirt
• The Acacia Strain
• Lucy Dacus.
discovered yesterday there was a new Angelmaker and that distracted me for a bit.
yes.
i’m all over the place.
my most listened to artists this year were:
• The Midnight
• Washed Out
• Rotting In Dirt
• The Acacia Strain
• Lucy Dacus.
December 3, 2025 at 7:38 PM
ok. finally listening to the Hayley Williams record.
discovered yesterday there was a new Angelmaker and that distracted me for a bit.
yes.
i’m all over the place.
my most listened to artists this year were:
• The Midnight
• Washed Out
• Rotting In Dirt
• The Acacia Strain
• Lucy Dacus.
discovered yesterday there was a new Angelmaker and that distracted me for a bit.
yes.
i’m all over the place.
my most listened to artists this year were:
• The Midnight
• Washed Out
• Rotting In Dirt
• The Acacia Strain
• Lucy Dacus.
watched the recent joshua weisman video on japanese street food and…
i’m very excited to go back.
it’s been six years.
it’s time.
i’m very excited to go back.
it’s been six years.
it’s time.
December 3, 2025 at 7:30 PM
watched the recent joshua weisman video on japanese street food and…
i’m very excited to go back.
it’s been six years.
it’s time.
i’m very excited to go back.
it’s been six years.
it’s time.
damn my conservative christian upbringing in a church that believed dancing was … evil or bad or whatever. and then an adult life spent around metal and hardcore and scramz and diy music. which doesn’t lend to more formal gatherings at all.
should be in bed.
but... trying to figure out what the fuck to wear to a krampus ball this weekend.
and
uhm
i've never been to a ball. or a dance. or anything.
my HS didn't have a prom.
i'm way out of my depth.
you'd think, with my wardrobe this would be easy,
but it's proving... complicated.
but... trying to figure out what the fuck to wear to a krampus ball this weekend.
and
uhm
i've never been to a ball. or a dance. or anything.
my HS didn't have a prom.
i'm way out of my depth.
you'd think, with my wardrobe this would be easy,
but it's proving... complicated.
December 3, 2025 at 4:09 PM
damn my conservative christian upbringing in a church that believed dancing was … evil or bad or whatever. and then an adult life spent around metal and hardcore and scramz and diy music. which doesn’t lend to more formal gatherings at all.
fuck this country's lack of ... accessible/affordable healthcare. especially when it comes to trans care (surgery, mental health, hrt... everything).
[dear self: i know you feel stuck/stagnant, but... that's the straw you drew. so... deal.]
[dear self: i know you feel stuck/stagnant, but... that's the straw you drew. so... deal.]
December 3, 2025 at 10:06 AM
fuck this country's lack of ... accessible/affordable healthcare. especially when it comes to trans care (surgery, mental health, hrt... everything).
[dear self: i know you feel stuck/stagnant, but... that's the straw you drew. so... deal.]
[dear self: i know you feel stuck/stagnant, but... that's the straw you drew. so... deal.]
should be in bed.
but... trying to figure out what the fuck to wear to a krampus ball this weekend.
and
uhm
i've never been to a ball. or a dance. or anything.
my HS didn't have a prom.
i'm way out of my depth.
you'd think, with my wardrobe this would be easy,
but it's proving... complicated.
but... trying to figure out what the fuck to wear to a krampus ball this weekend.
and
uhm
i've never been to a ball. or a dance. or anything.
my HS didn't have a prom.
i'm way out of my depth.
you'd think, with my wardrobe this would be easy,
but it's proving... complicated.
December 3, 2025 at 8:56 AM
should be in bed.
but... trying to figure out what the fuck to wear to a krampus ball this weekend.
and
uhm
i've never been to a ball. or a dance. or anything.
my HS didn't have a prom.
i'm way out of my depth.
you'd think, with my wardrobe this would be easy,
but it's proving... complicated.
but... trying to figure out what the fuck to wear to a krampus ball this weekend.
and
uhm
i've never been to a ball. or a dance. or anything.
my HS didn't have a prom.
i'm way out of my depth.
you'd think, with my wardrobe this would be easy,
but it's proving... complicated.
in other words,
i will forever be a Masshole.
i will forever be a Masshole.
despite over two decades in the midwest,
i will always be an east coast girl.
specifically a new englander.
i often miss the coast. and the smell of the atlantic.
i will always be an east coast girl.
specifically a new englander.
i often miss the coast. and the smell of the atlantic.
December 3, 2025 at 4:03 AM
in other words,
i will forever be a Masshole.
i will forever be a Masshole.
despite over two decades in the midwest,
i will always be an east coast girl.
specifically a new englander.
i often miss the coast. and the smell of the atlantic.
i will always be an east coast girl.
specifically a new englander.
i often miss the coast. and the smell of the atlantic.
December 3, 2025 at 3:59 AM
despite over two decades in the midwest,
i will always be an east coast girl.
specifically a new englander.
i often miss the coast. and the smell of the atlantic.
i will always be an east coast girl.
specifically a new englander.
i often miss the coast. and the smell of the atlantic.
ok. well. i settled on freezer pizza. i try to always keep them around for this.
added vegan chicken, bacon and feta. and extra seasonings. because why do it stock?
now we wait.
added vegan chicken, bacon and feta. and extra seasonings. because why do it stock?
now we wait.
trying to figure out what to eat when you live alone is the worst.
i need dinner but don’t even know what to make.
i need dinner but don’t even know what to make.
December 3, 2025 at 3:55 AM
ok. well. i settled on freezer pizza. i try to always keep them around for this.
added vegan chicken, bacon and feta. and extra seasonings. because why do it stock?
now we wait.
added vegan chicken, bacon and feta. and extra seasonings. because why do it stock?
now we wait.
trying to figure out what to eat when you live alone is the worst.
i need dinner but don’t even know what to make.
i need dinner but don’t even know what to make.
December 3, 2025 at 2:44 AM
trying to figure out what to eat when you live alone is the worst.
i need dinner but don’t even know what to make.
i need dinner but don’t even know what to make.
four years of absolute chaos.
December 3, 2025 at 1:20 AM
four years of absolute chaos.
talk to me about your favorite albums this year!
i’m starting to think about my end of year list of best records and eps.
and i’m positive i’ve missed things i shouldn’t have.
i’m starting to think about my end of year list of best records and eps.
and i’m positive i’ve missed things i shouldn’t have.
December 3, 2025 at 12:02 AM
talk to me about your favorite albums this year!
i’m starting to think about my end of year list of best records and eps.
and i’m positive i’ve missed things i shouldn’t have.
i’m starting to think about my end of year list of best records and eps.
and i’m positive i’ve missed things i shouldn’t have.
why are people arguing about OS’s now?
i have opinions. but i might just keep them to myself.
i have opinions. but i might just keep them to myself.
December 2, 2025 at 11:13 PM
why are people arguing about OS’s now?
i have opinions. but i might just keep them to myself.
i have opinions. but i might just keep them to myself.
depends on what “this” is…
being breedable isn't going to get you out of this one
December 2, 2025 at 9:14 PM
depends on what “this” is…