♡ riteru ♡🔞
@riteru.bsky.social
🩵 18+ no minors
🩵 here to post what i want
🩵 10.24.1993
🩵 she/her
🩵 espresso depresso posting
🩵 here to post what i want
🩵 10.24.1993
🩵 she/her
🩵 espresso depresso posting
i should talk to someone about my struggles but matter of fact is, it feels like no ones listening to me. so im stuck complaining on this acc.
i’ll just sleep this off.
i’ll just sleep this off.
December 3, 2025 at 3:10 AM
i should talk to someone about my struggles but matter of fact is, it feels like no ones listening to me. so im stuck complaining on this acc.
i’ll just sleep this off.
i’ll just sleep this off.
i wish i didnt feel so lonesome.
December 3, 2025 at 2:55 AM
i wish i didnt feel so lonesome.
i know i’ve contemplated on quitting vtubing, or at the very least, stream a lot less often.
but i think this past year ive seen the most growth.
it sucks that lately it just doesnt feel like it. moreso im losing support on twitch.
but i think this past year ive seen the most growth.
it sucks that lately it just doesnt feel like it. moreso im losing support on twitch.
December 2, 2025 at 10:17 PM
i know i’ve contemplated on quitting vtubing, or at the very least, stream a lot less often.
but i think this past year ive seen the most growth.
it sucks that lately it just doesnt feel like it. moreso im losing support on twitch.
but i think this past year ive seen the most growth.
it sucks that lately it just doesnt feel like it. moreso im losing support on twitch.
i miss my boyfriend so much.
i want him to be physically here. all the time. i wanna spoil him and make him feel at home with me…….
i want him to be physically here. all the time. i wanna spoil him and make him feel at home with me…….
December 2, 2025 at 9:56 PM
i miss my boyfriend so much.
i want him to be physically here. all the time. i wanna spoil him and make him feel at home with me…….
i want him to be physically here. all the time. i wanna spoil him and make him feel at home with me…….
my VOD from last stream got fucked.
initially I had to defean. but then they were heard in game bickering and arguing. so i had to mute my game & then muted my stream, only thing you could hear was my mic.
i almost ended stream too. i shouldve just ended.
initially I had to defean. but then they were heard in game bickering and arguing. so i had to mute my game & then muted my stream, only thing you could hear was my mic.
i almost ended stream too. i shouldve just ended.
December 2, 2025 at 2:09 PM
my VOD from last stream got fucked.
initially I had to defean. but then they were heard in game bickering and arguing. so i had to mute my game & then muted my stream, only thing you could hear was my mic.
i almost ended stream too. i shouldve just ended.
initially I had to defean. but then they were heard in game bickering and arguing. so i had to mute my game & then muted my stream, only thing you could hear was my mic.
i almost ended stream too. i shouldve just ended.
my boyfwiend got me horny and now im laying in bed, post nut clarity, i wish he was here 😔😭
December 1, 2025 at 11:28 PM
my boyfwiend got me horny and now im laying in bed, post nut clarity, i wish he was here 😔😭
not rly enjoying this “double date” tbh. it started off on a weird situation on those two & for the most part i’m silent.
December 1, 2025 at 9:16 AM
not rly enjoying this “double date” tbh. it started off on a weird situation on those two & for the most part i’m silent.
that bit was a jab to my partner for 1: not talking to his friends about them embarrassing and being an asshole to me, and 2: his friends coming around while we’re hanging out to hang out with them instead of me & he basically didnt do shit.
November 27, 2025 at 7:47 PM
that bit was a jab to my partner for 1: not talking to his friends about them embarrassing and being an asshole to me, and 2: his friends coming around while we’re hanging out to hang out with them instead of me & he basically didnt do shit.
im super tempted to make a new acc and all for a different oc.
i just need to design said oc, make them completely unrelated to myself.
i was thinking like a puppy girl character tbh. a cute doggo. maybe. who knows.
i just need to design said oc, make them completely unrelated to myself.
i was thinking like a puppy girl character tbh. a cute doggo. maybe. who knows.
November 27, 2025 at 6:20 PM
im super tempted to make a new acc and all for a different oc.
i just need to design said oc, make them completely unrelated to myself.
i was thinking like a puppy girl character tbh. a cute doggo. maybe. who knows.
i just need to design said oc, make them completely unrelated to myself.
i was thinking like a puppy girl character tbh. a cute doggo. maybe. who knows.
WHY DO I KEEP ASKING TLDHDLDHD
LIZZIE
HE’S JUST NOT GOING TO SEE YOU ANYMORE
HE KEEPS
DODGING THE QUESTION
UGH
LIZZIE
HE’S JUST NOT GOING TO SEE YOU ANYMORE
HE KEEPS
DODGING THE QUESTION
UGH
November 26, 2025 at 6:21 PM
WHY DO I KEEP ASKING TLDHDLDHD
LIZZIE
HE’S JUST NOT GOING TO SEE YOU ANYMORE
HE KEEPS
DODGING THE QUESTION
UGH
LIZZIE
HE’S JUST NOT GOING TO SEE YOU ANYMORE
HE KEEPS
DODGING THE QUESTION
UGH
genuinely feels like we arent dating 🫠
he doesnt DM me, he DMs group chats im in
he doesnt want to see me again
he isnt trying
it just
idk
i’m close to doing fansly again
at least horny dudes care for me more than my partner
he doesnt DM me, he DMs group chats im in
he doesnt want to see me again
he isnt trying
it just
idk
i’m close to doing fansly again
at least horny dudes care for me more than my partner
November 23, 2025 at 11:59 AM
genuinely feels like we arent dating 🫠
he doesnt DM me, he DMs group chats im in
he doesnt want to see me again
he isnt trying
it just
idk
i’m close to doing fansly again
at least horny dudes care for me more than my partner
he doesnt DM me, he DMs group chats im in
he doesnt want to see me again
he isnt trying
it just
idk
i’m close to doing fansly again
at least horny dudes care for me more than my partner
it sucks i HAVE to mention the part of asking him less for “collabs” (even tho its his idea) on alt than main. people on main would be so confused.
but also people on main follow for my silly doodles so its not like they’ll care
but also people on main follow for my silly doodles so its not like they’ll care
November 21, 2025 at 3:38 PM
it sucks i HAVE to mention the part of asking him less for “collabs” (even tho its his idea) on alt than main. people on main would be so confused.
but also people on main follow for my silly doodles so its not like they’ll care
but also people on main follow for my silly doodles so its not like they’ll care
if you’re here i’m going to try twitch streaming without my partner.
im getting super hesitant to ask for him to hang out and almost every time he wants to stream.
also the fact that he said he’d hangout with me only for me to find out he already had plans with someone else pisses me the guck off
im getting super hesitant to ask for him to hang out and almost every time he wants to stream.
also the fact that he said he’d hangout with me only for me to find out he already had plans with someone else pisses me the guck off
November 21, 2025 at 3:37 PM
if you’re here i’m going to try twitch streaming without my partner.
im getting super hesitant to ask for him to hang out and almost every time he wants to stream.
also the fact that he said he’d hangout with me only for me to find out he already had plans with someone else pisses me the guck off
im getting super hesitant to ask for him to hang out and almost every time he wants to stream.
also the fact that he said he’d hangout with me only for me to find out he already had plans with someone else pisses me the guck off
i guess either he’s been offline or just avoidant
maybe he’ll be with his friends tonight ….. again.
anyway im gonna be around friends tonight again.
maybe he’ll be with his friends tonight ….. again.
anyway im gonna be around friends tonight again.
November 21, 2025 at 1:39 AM
i guess either he’s been offline or just avoidant
maybe he’ll be with his friends tonight ….. again.
anyway im gonna be around friends tonight again.
maybe he’ll be with his friends tonight ….. again.
anyway im gonna be around friends tonight again.
i could literally say “everyone who nutted inside me dont give a shit”
maybe i’m just enough to fuck and leave. thats it. i’m gonna die alone. but at least i wont die a virgin like i thought i would
maybe i’m just enough to fuck and leave. thats it. i’m gonna die alone. but at least i wont die a virgin like i thought i would
November 20, 2025 at 7:50 PM
i could literally say “everyone who nutted inside me dont give a shit”
maybe i’m just enough to fuck and leave. thats it. i’m gonna die alone. but at least i wont die a virgin like i thought i would
maybe i’m just enough to fuck and leave. thats it. i’m gonna die alone. but at least i wont die a virgin like i thought i would
i guess since i’m feeling rather super down and demotivated, i’m VERY tempted to pull a reckless move.
it’s been a year or so since i posted irl lewds 🫠
it’s been a year or so since i posted irl lewds 🫠
November 20, 2025 at 7:43 PM
i guess since i’m feeling rather super down and demotivated, i’m VERY tempted to pull a reckless move.
it’s been a year or so since i posted irl lewds 🫠
it’s been a year or so since i posted irl lewds 🫠
also i guess if money is there, i’m buying passes to a hentai con on april and telling NOBODY outside of here and a few friends.
he can make snide comments
about how much “fun i’ll have alone”, you didnt want to come and im not gonna bother. i want to relax for myself
he can make snide comments
about how much “fun i’ll have alone”, you didnt want to come and im not gonna bother. i want to relax for myself
November 20, 2025 at 7:41 PM
also i guess if money is there, i’m buying passes to a hentai con on april and telling NOBODY outside of here and a few friends.
he can make snide comments
about how much “fun i’ll have alone”, you didnt want to come and im not gonna bother. i want to relax for myself
he can make snide comments
about how much “fun i’ll have alone”, you didnt want to come and im not gonna bother. i want to relax for myself
big reason why im depressed is because im super convinced my bf doesnt want to see me anymore and that fucking sucks.
i dont wanna hang out with him anymore. he gets pissed with me, but with his other friends he’s not pissed off.
i dont wanna hang out with him anymore. he gets pissed with me, but with his other friends he’s not pissed off.
November 20, 2025 at 7:38 PM
big reason why im depressed is because im super convinced my bf doesnt want to see me anymore and that fucking sucks.
i dont wanna hang out with him anymore. he gets pissed with me, but with his other friends he’s not pissed off.
i dont wanna hang out with him anymore. he gets pissed with me, but with his other friends he’s not pissed off.
losing followers on twitch is already disheartening tbh.
im already stagnant on growth like. just out me back down under 700, i dont deserve to be over 700 follows.
im already stagnant on growth like. just out me back down under 700, i dont deserve to be over 700 follows.
November 19, 2025 at 8:08 PM
losing followers on twitch is already disheartening tbh.
im already stagnant on growth like. just out me back down under 700, i dont deserve to be over 700 follows.
im already stagnant on growth like. just out me back down under 700, i dont deserve to be over 700 follows.
i’m lowkey a lil upset my friends AND partner just dont tell me they wanna hangout and end up doing their own thing.
it feels like they just wait for an opportunity to stream when i hang out.
i’m a boring person to hang out with. /:
it feels like they just wait for an opportunity to stream when i hang out.
i’m a boring person to hang out with. /:
November 19, 2025 at 2:29 PM
i’m lowkey a lil upset my friends AND partner just dont tell me they wanna hangout and end up doing their own thing.
it feels like they just wait for an opportunity to stream when i hang out.
i’m a boring person to hang out with. /:
it feels like they just wait for an opportunity to stream when i hang out.
i’m a boring person to hang out with. /:
i shouldnt have kept going on vtubing. i dont see growth, i dont see anything. i dont see why i keep at it…..
i shouldve stuck to being an nsfw and antisocial artist.
i shouldve stuck to being an nsfw and antisocial artist.
November 19, 2025 at 12:41 PM
i shouldnt have kept going on vtubing. i dont see growth, i dont see anything. i dont see why i keep at it…..
i shouldve stuck to being an nsfw and antisocial artist.
i shouldve stuck to being an nsfw and antisocial artist.
not gonna bother anyone. plans werent solidified. i’m sure its okay. he’ll have more fun without me so i’ll just go back to bed
November 15, 2025 at 2:10 AM
not gonna bother anyone. plans werent solidified. i’m sure its okay. he’ll have more fun without me so i’ll just go back to bed
supposed to hang out with my bf but i legitimately think he doesnt remember about it. or forgot. we never solidified yesterday or today.
i past out yesterday and he didnt say anything about it. idk
gonna go back to bed soon, thats all i wanna do……
i past out yesterday and he didnt say anything about it. idk
gonna go back to bed soon, thats all i wanna do……
November 15, 2025 at 12:08 AM
supposed to hang out with my bf but i legitimately think he doesnt remember about it. or forgot. we never solidified yesterday or today.
i past out yesterday and he didnt say anything about it. idk
gonna go back to bed soon, thats all i wanna do……
i past out yesterday and he didnt say anything about it. idk
gonna go back to bed soon, thats all i wanna do……
i get yelled at for pointing out someone reposting a meme i post in a meme channel that’s literally 30 mins apart.
okay.
okay.
November 14, 2025 at 4:29 PM
i get yelled at for pointing out someone reposting a meme i post in a meme channel that’s literally 30 mins apart.
okay.
okay.