Kitty_Kat
@pinkkittykat.bsky.social
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(Kitty uses "she/her".) Love is for sharing. 😽🩷 I'm a person, not a service, but I aim to please~ (Vore-friendly roleplayer since the 2000s. May or may not be in character. 18+. DMs okay 👍) (Tip jar: https://cash.app/$whysendmemailanyway 🩷)
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I was abused and erased, and people I trusted are laughing.

No trust again. I knew it was a mistake, I just didn't have any better options.

I wish I could have planned better, but I was violently brainwashed at a young age.

There is no restoring humanity.

My parents killed me.

There is no god.
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You don't understand, they stole that tradition centuries ago fair and square. Who cares if it wasn't one of theirs originally, or is even explicitly forbidden by their own rulebook, they had it when they were kids so it's theirs, and everything they didn't have as kids is bad.
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To everyone who ever said I didn't "look autistic", know that I'm constantly running
ActLikePeopleExpect.exe in my brain, am not always aware I'm doing it, and it's eating up at least 60% of my RAM.
It's also the reason for a lot of CPU overheating..🙃
The disappointment can be mitigated with the right expectations. But it might be correct to expect disappointment.

If it doesn't sound like a good time, you don't have to go. 🩷 Maybe you can try some other activity to scratch similar desires?

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Try to relax and have reasonable expectations. 🐱 Meeting people can be tricky, everyone might be there for something a little different.

Are you prepared to spend the evening watching others socialize while you are mostly ignored? It sounds like that's what usually happens.

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If I have to come up with something...

Maybe sometimes insecurities get the better of you. Maybe too much emphasis is placed on what others want out of you?

I can only guess. I love your art, personally. It's difficult for me to understand how anyone can't. 🐱🩷
i am not planning anything, but for maximum poetic justice, my parents should be bludgeoned to death.

"you told me making us cry is the point of spanking, mom.

you told me this is how to show someone you love them.

let me help you be a better person like you helped me."

🤯🏏💥🔨🧠

😸🩷💗🩷

i love you.
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"have no idols before me.

also, here's a human version of me for you to idolize.

what, you didn't recognize me? lol, hell.

ah, you do recognize me? you're saved. ...hm? oh! no, nothing happens straight away. you're saved from afterlife torture, not from anything in your earthly life.

praise me."
"the only thing worse than this malware i'm paying for is the people offering me free solutions. they must be really selfish to not understand how selfish i am.

it's my RIGHT to support fascism. i'm ENTITLED to make a product worse while complaining about the product getting worse."

🤦🤷 i guess so.
I don't remember the specifics, but someone said something kind to me in last night's dream. Even without the specifics, I remember the affection.

I want more good dreams.
i think i dream more when i sleep without the TV on.

often i wander the same confusing places again and again, like looking for a bathroom or my next class at school, but it's some weird combination of schools I've been to, made-up stuff, and other. Whatever it needs to be.

i dream love sometimes.
i told people smart phones were terrible, they said they'd rather have phones than me.

i told people windows was becoming unusable, they told me they'd rather have malware than me.

i told people i trusted for years that i was abused, they told me they'd rather protect my abusers and erase me.

😿🤷
Thank you for trying! 🐱🩷
you have been eaten by a GNU
I don't have to commit to anything.

Others pretend otherwise in an attempt to push me down one of the clearly marked roads, but those all lead to meaningless death.

Why don't we have more options?

Why can't we change our minds?

Why is everything so tightly restricted?

Let's trample a new trail.
my parents are proud of themselves for normalizing abuse
loving children willfully surrender their own autonomy despite their reservations, and selfish parents utterly waste it.

millions are being abused.

we have thousands of years of making these mistakes to push against.

we must denormalize abuse.

more children should kill their parents in defense.
"what could be more important than marriage? see how sad it is to be divorced, and how exciting it is to marry? this is what people talk about at work because nothing could be more important."

I wonder how much is deliberately harmful conditioning. School in the US was full of baffling shit.
absolutely! the bible describes children as property, blessings. people are told to latch onto only one other human forever and pump out as many babies as they physically can.

there is toxic positivity inherent in the idea of a god who will take care of you. theists hurt others, they don't think.
the scientific method does not accept claims without evidence.

there are no christian scientists.

the scientific perspective is that "god" is humanity's imaginary friend and enemy. a lie that is told and protected so that credit can be stolen and blame can be assigned.

theists are bad people.
humanity desperately flanderizing itself for cash
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Cops led us into the street as the new “protest zone” and then beat us repeatedly.

Got hit in the face with a baton. Leaving to pick up my friends who were arrested.

Stay safe out there.
Please don't punish yourself for trying. 🩷