Owava
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Owava
@owava.bsky.social
· Sep 21
I could have hundreds of people who say they care about me, but none of them would message me until I disappeared.
In all honesty, being so broken mentally that you go to sleep, and wake up every day crying, is pretty draining
November 23, 2025 at 7:51 AM
In all honesty, being so broken mentally that you go to sleep, and wake up every day crying, is pretty draining
Might be doing a 12 hour stream for my bday next thursday, would be starting probably around noon EET (Finland time)
Now, I might need ideas on what to do, or something, I don't know; it's not my first 12 hours, but I am still kinda lost with the idea :D
Now, I might need ideas on what to do, or something, I don't know; it's not my first 12 hours, but I am still kinda lost with the idea :D
November 22, 2025 at 9:37 PM
Might be doing a 12 hour stream for my bday next thursday, would be starting probably around noon EET (Finland time)
Now, I might need ideas on what to do, or something, I don't know; it's not my first 12 hours, but I am still kinda lost with the idea :D
Now, I might need ideas on what to do, or something, I don't know; it's not my first 12 hours, but I am still kinda lost with the idea :D
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well just another starving (literally) artist making a post about trying to sell their art
i am in much need of money... i'm behind on bills and cannot afford food this month either... T^T
links to my vgen and other donation links will be in the replies... feck me
i am in much need of money... i'm behind on bills and cannot afford food this month either... T^T
links to my vgen and other donation links will be in the replies... feck me
November 19, 2025 at 6:41 AM
well just another starving (literally) artist making a post about trying to sell their art
i am in much need of money... i'm behind on bills and cannot afford food this month either... T^T
links to my vgen and other donation links will be in the replies... feck me
i am in much need of money... i'm behind on bills and cannot afford food this month either... T^T
links to my vgen and other donation links will be in the replies... feck me
New thought puke on blog squiwwel.blogspot.com/2025/11/lone...
Loneliness, caused by social anxiety, caused by depression, caused by.....
Note: This post is puke of thoughts, not structured correctly, and not proof-read. I don't even know anymore what caused what... I want to...
squiwwel.blogspot.com
November 15, 2025 at 7:26 PM
New thought puke on blog squiwwel.blogspot.com/2025/11/lone...
3 nights of crying uncontrollably for hours until falling asleep, just because of anxiety and depression hits hard... And the fact that people who would possibly care, are never there. Because I suck at communicating, and make people not want to communicate with me. Fun times
November 13, 2025 at 11:03 PM
3 nights of crying uncontrollably for hours until falling asleep, just because of anxiety and depression hits hard... And the fact that people who would possibly care, are never there. Because I suck at communicating, and make people not want to communicate with me. Fun times
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GIVEAWAY ALERT!!!!
I have decided to do a giveaway for a full body 2D vtuber model!!
How to enter:
-Like & repost
-Follow
-Comment your OC or if you dont have one just comment <3
Ends December 10
samples of the art i've done (rigging showcase to come)
I have decided to do a giveaway for a full body 2D vtuber model!!
How to enter:
-Like & repost
-Follow
-Comment your OC or if you dont have one just comment <3
Ends December 10
samples of the art i've done (rigging showcase to come)
November 13, 2025 at 7:06 AM
GIVEAWAY ALERT!!!!
I have decided to do a giveaway for a full body 2D vtuber model!!
How to enter:
-Like & repost
-Follow
-Comment your OC or if you dont have one just comment <3
Ends December 10
samples of the art i've done (rigging showcase to come)
I have decided to do a giveaway for a full body 2D vtuber model!!
How to enter:
-Like & repost
-Follow
-Comment your OC or if you dont have one just comment <3
Ends December 10
samples of the art i've done (rigging showcase to come)
Saddest thing about being lonely, is the fact that you know you would have a chance to change that, but you are too scared to do it, because what if those people will just get annoyed at you... because whilst they always say "you can join", they never come to talk to me anywhere, unless i start
November 5, 2025 at 12:16 AM
Saddest thing about being lonely, is the fact that you know you would have a chance to change that, but you are too scared to do it, because what if those people will just get annoyed at you... because whilst they always say "you can join", they never come to talk to me anywhere, unless i start
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Please don't ask me about my hobbies.
Like, I don't know, bro... anxiety?
Overthinking?
Snacking on cheese?
Like, I don't know, bro... anxiety?
Overthinking?
Snacking on cheese?
November 4, 2025 at 9:33 PM
Please don't ask me about my hobbies.
Like, I don't know, bro... anxiety?
Overthinking?
Snacking on cheese?
Like, I don't know, bro... anxiety?
Overthinking?
Snacking on cheese?
✨Physics✨ - Part of my (pending) top 7 full any% run, and (pending) top 3 single level run of Descenders
October 31, 2025 at 1:36 AM
✨Physics✨ - Part of my (pending) top 7 full any% run, and (pending) top 3 single level run of Descenders
Someone asked me if anyone has ever told me how much I mean to them.... No... At least not in last 5 years... At least not without me starting a conversation... At least not by any person's own initiative...
October 29, 2025 at 9:04 PM
Someone asked me if anyone has ever told me how much I mean to them.... No... At least not in last 5 years... At least not without me starting a conversation... At least not by any person's own initiative...
When you are an overthinker and people pleaser, every time you get ignored, even by accident (as they usually are), you will blame yourself and think you've done something wrong... and it drains... especially when it is happening on regular basis
October 29, 2025 at 9:35 AM
When you are an overthinker and people pleaser, every time you get ignored, even by accident (as they usually are), you will blame yourself and think you've done something wrong... and it drains... especially when it is happening on regular basis
How to find back that old me that could just randomly join voice chats, could just randomly be social with people... Because now I can't even do that with my closest friends... Because what if everyone hates me... Or worse, I will make someone hate me... I hate my brain
October 27, 2025 at 9:17 AM
How to find back that old me that could just randomly join voice chats, could just randomly be social with people... Because now I can't even do that with my closest friends... Because what if everyone hates me... Or worse, I will make someone hate me... I hate my brain
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-aZ... Everytime... perfect... lyrics....
Citizen Soldier - Dead Butterflies (Official Lyric Video)
YouTube video by Citizen Soldier
www.youtube.com
October 22, 2025 at 11:05 PM
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-aZ... Everytime... perfect... lyrics....
www.twitch.tv/videos/25978... #11 in the world... by 0.3 seconds out of top 10; grind is real now
Descenders Any% PB 16:00.469 - owava on Twitch
owava went live on Twitch. Catch up on their Descenders VOD now.
www.twitch.tv
October 21, 2025 at 8:02 PM
www.twitch.tv/videos/25978... #11 in the world... by 0.3 seconds out of top 10; grind is real now
🎉 TwitchCon $200 Giveaway
👑 We're excited to be at TwitchCon this year! To kick things off, we're giving away $200 in gifts!
🎁 To Enter
QT this post with your Throne link for a chance to receive $200 in gifts from us!
You have 48 hours ⏰
Don't miss out! ✨
👑 We're excited to be at TwitchCon this year! To kick things off, we're giving away $200 in gifts!
🎁 To Enter
QT this post with your Throne link for a chance to receive $200 in gifts from us!
You have 48 hours ⏰
Don't miss out! ✨
October 16, 2025 at 7:24 PM
Why.. in the time when you are already in worst place mentally in years, the universe has to put even more shit on you..
My laptop decided to stop charging.. now that wouldn't be a big issue if it wasn't technically my whole life I have on there and on the internet.. and if my life budget wasn't 0
My laptop decided to stop charging.. now that wouldn't be a big issue if it wasn't technically my whole life I have on there and on the internet.. and if my life budget wasn't 0
October 6, 2025 at 11:45 PM
Why.. in the time when you are already in worst place mentally in years, the universe has to put even more shit on you..
My laptop decided to stop charging.. now that wouldn't be a big issue if it wasn't technically my whole life I have on there and on the internet.. and if my life budget wasn't 0
My laptop decided to stop charging.. now that wouldn't be a big issue if it wasn't technically my whole life I have on there and on the internet.. and if my life budget wasn't 0