Lightnews — Scholar-powered news

I made my bed and I lie in it

@manicarny.bsky.social

400 followers 330 following 2K posts

Genderfluid (they/them, etc) / 20 / Eng / Plural digital artist; aspiring graphic designer and comic maker https://manicarny.carrd.co/ fandom alt: @manicore.bsky.social shop: https://ko-fi.com/manicarnygraphics

manicarny.carrd.co

Posts Media Videos Starter Packs

Pinned

I made my bed and I lie in it @manicarny.bsky.social · Apr 19

quick intro, currently I'm working on a handful of projects:

- Dawn of Revolution, my first full-fledged comic based on Half-Life;
- a Radiohead video reviewing every song;
- a 3D parody animation also based on Radiohead;
- and a Minecraft mod that recreates KAM Exhibition within Minecraft limits

1 7

I made my bed and I lie in it @manicarny.bsky.social · 2h

I've had several health concerns over the course of around two month's time and it's getting very intrusive.

Every now and then, usually for a week or two, I will get extremely tired and weak, and I have to stay sitting or lying down for extended periods of time.

It's made my productivity plummet and I'm unhappy about it.

I don't think it's anything that will bring me to the hospital but I am a little worried that I could reach that point.

I'm sorry, I hate being unproductive, but I am physically struggling to type this right now.

Well wishes are appreciated /not forcing.

I made my bed and I lie in it @manicarny.bsky.social · 2d

I might stop using socials besides Discord for a little while, but even then I'm not super active there right now, I'm sorry, maybe you can catch me in a roblox game or something

I made my bed and I lie in it @manicarny.bsky.social · 2d

I could cut myself off from the internet until I feel back to normal but I have no clue how long that could be

I made my bed and I lie in it @manicarny.bsky.social · 2d

I can't say I don't struggle with this myself but I've found simply just projecting your real self (personality, backstory) into your characters can make you feel way more attached to them

characters that are basically JUST ME I can't stop thinking about, especially if they change with the times

1 2

I made my bed and I lie in it @manicarny.bsky.social · 2d

I'm sorry I shouldn't talk about personal things so often

I made my bed and I lie in it @manicarny.bsky.social · 2d

I could cut myself off from the internet until I feel back to normal but I have no clue how long that could be

1 1

I made my bed and I lie in it @manicarny.bsky.social · 2d

is this a symptom of plurality? maybe, this damn thing is so confusing and I hate feeling unfamiliar with the world around me so often

1 1

I made my bed and I lie in it @manicarny.bsky.social · 2d

and like all of the people I would call my friends don't feel like my friends right now... but I know they're my friends

1 1

I made my bed and I lie in it @manicarny.bsky.social · 2d

I'm feeling weird mentally right now... like I'm not the same human being... I get these feelings often, like I just magically transported into another life in another body