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Laerx
@laerx.bsky.social
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Streaming on www.twitch.tv/laerx Amateur VO work on www.tiktok.com/@mrlaerx PFP: https://bsky.app/profile/luziferschoice.bsky.social PNG artist: https://bsky.app/profile/collirioux.bsky.social Art tag: #LaerxArt
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When's the last time you tasted blood?

By: @luziferschoice.bsky.social
I was diagnosed with BPD this morning.

It's nice to know what's pulling the strings, I guess.
Since learning about Relationship OCD I can't stop wondering how much of "ick culture" is just undiagnosed ROCD given how prevalent the last couple generations' attachment issues have become 🧐
Is this how tarot works?
Spiraling in the cosmic depths of some ocean of stars I don't even have names for
Whoa. The painterly background adds so much to the detail of the foreground character. This is incredibly well done contrast and atmosphere, love love love it
Dan Swanö is a fucking anomaly. Wrote the album, its incredible lyrics *in his second language*, played every instrument on it, sings 𝘢𝘯𝘥 screams like THAT, and even produced, mixed, and engineered it. While working full-time in a music store.

𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵?
music.youtube.com/watch?v=ZDBK...

CAST ME TO THE CRIMSON FLAMES
THOU SHALT BAR THE DOORS OF HELL
INCANT THESE WORDS OF SACRED RULE
SEAL ME, SEAL ME IN MY CRIMSON CELL
Crimson II, Pt. 11 - Aftermath III (Remaster 2025)
YouTube video by Edge of Sanity - Topic
music.youtube.com
www.darklyrics.com/lyrics/edgeo...

These aren't "just" lyrics. This is a strangely contemporary epic poem on a theological pandora's box - a cursed virgin birth to evil, the mother's burden of killing the child, and the cruelty of being damned along with her to save mankind.
EDGE OF SANITY LYRICS - "Crimson II" (2003) album
EDGE OF SANITY lyrics - "Crimson II" (2003) album, including "Crimson II"...
www.darklyrics.com
Music and memory is a wild thing. Just remembered Edge of Sanity's Crimson II from 2003, one of my favorites at the time that I somehow just forgot about for 20 fucking years. Still think it's one of the greatest metal albums ever made. I would love a show or an anime based on this concept album.
Age verification?

I grew up with Sega Channel.
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Pitfall on Atari my beloved ♡
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I once played in a McDonald's playground when I was a kid.
Updated and tested all my streaming software/plugins and good news: everything still works!

Bad news: I still get home at midnight and am still struggling to find the energy for it. uurrg
Now and forever.

#LaerxArt
Fifteenth!

It's better not to play with time, to be honest

P.S.: These type of comms are closed until September
Reposted by Laerx
this iconic advertising copywriter named Kathy Hepinstall Parks died over the weekend and I wanted to share something from her website I thought Bluesky would like
I LOVE THIS STYLE SO FUCKING MUCH OMG
I am an inconsolable creature clawing at the walls of my enclosure who would die within a day of wild freedom
I need every one one of you riding the Noah train with Bad Omens in your daily rotation to start talking about Marcus and Invent Animate, they're both incredible yet the disparity in attention is shameful
streamer.bot programming. Scene building. Transition timing, stingers, audio fades. Digital/analog audio channels for track splitting. Alerts. Redeems. Backend connections for everything. Mic tuning (so much mic tuning). Chat bots. Streamdeck setup. Etc etc etc. I ACTUALLY LIKE DOING IT.
Most 2D/Live3D vtubers need an artist and a rigger due to lack of experience and know-how to do those things themselves. Given how goddamn long and complicated of a road it's been to build the backend of this stream, I wonder why this itself is not a service offered. I'd do that all day.
I wonder if this was all an internally misunderstood pursuit of being a creator; I've gained the most satisfaction out of sculpting the medium while forgetting the product is supposed to be *me*, not the frame I've built through which to be the content.

I'm more artistic engineer than entertainer.
Never gonna get over the amount of time, money, and energy I've invested in making my stream aesthetic, streamlined, cohesive, and perfectly functional just to *never fucking stream*

I wish someone could just stream for me so I can watch it and be proud of what I've built
"That's not fair! That's not fair at all! There was time now!"