☆Rachel☆ (♥Sapphic Yearning Era♥)
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kalrell.bsky.social
☆Rachel☆ (♥Sapphic Yearning Era♥)
@kalrell.bsky.social
She/Her mostly. 🏳️‍⚧️ 30something old.
Lover of gaming, SciFi and nerdy things. ActuallyAutistic
Likes to nerd out about stuff. Nerds are the cutest.
Social Transitioning Era. \o/
♥Sappy Sapphic Yearning Era♥ - let me tell you, you're cute!
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So hi I'm Rach I'm posting through it right now.
I always just post unfiltered honest brain thoughts with no ill will or vibe other than:
Hi I'm Rachel, a nerdy gamer lady who really likes other nerdy ladies, new friends is the best 😌💛
I'm a friends first gal even if I might crush and fangirl a lil😍
Idk what it is in last few weeks, I feel like I'm posting more comfy, more confident inner voice vibes, more sense of self. Less I don't know what to say, no opinions smooth brain.

I'm here and awake. I feel the most awake this morning than weeks.

Previous me vibes hehe:
a girl with glasses is sitting at a desk in a classroom .
Alt: a girl with glasses is sitting at a desk in a classroom .
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December 1, 2025 at 7:33 AM
Rach™️ truths

1. I'm not totally certain I'll *never* post nsfw of myself, never is a long time and my tits might be epic in future.

2. I've never posted any selfies or joined any timeline posts, I'ma cartoon profile pic mystery girl.

These truths are contradictory.

3. I'ma nerd. *giggles*
The Emoria™️ Truths

1: I will never post nudity of myself on this website

2: My ass is FABULOUS too bad huh
December 1, 2025 at 7:17 AM
Good morning 🌄
Totally normal yearning for giant breasts this morning, mine or others not picky nerd..

More serious thoughts, I need a sports bra top for bed and lounging but fat gal shopping is hard. 🙃
December 1, 2025 at 6:57 AM
Hi I made this transition this year. 🥺💛
Gonna be waiting for other stuff, but yeah waitlists.
The biggest transition I ever made was going from “I want to die” to “I want to live”
December 1, 2025 at 2:37 AM
angee fist shake at housemate ringing my door at 11pm waking me up, and then doing and then screaming a bunch a hour later.
I'm staying inside and now uber drowsy, someone come take me to bed and tuck me in
December 1, 2025 at 1:39 AM
Because its Sunday:
November 30, 2025 at 9:54 AM
Once upon a time, I was ashamed I wasn't "normal" and able to do/understand things normys do.

But now I'm so chill about it, I wanna share experiences to help, and I wanna hear special interests.

And can I tell ya all about Gaming/Toku/Sci Fi/Techy things hehe 💛

I often say I'ma nerd, I'm proud 😌
November 30, 2025 at 3:55 AM
Post your favorite "Lord of the Rings" character. Wrong answers only.
November 29, 2025 at 10:10 PM
Anyway enough gif posting, time to go fall into bed and dream of women. 😊💛
November 29, 2025 at 9:50 PM
How much nerdy girl with glasses cringe can timeline handle?
November 29, 2025 at 9:48 PM
If you see this, QTP with your favourite reaction gif of all time!
November 29, 2025 at 9:33 PM
I love being my brand of cringe. 😌
to be cringe is to be free. but, like, not *your* kind of cringe. that's actually cringe bestie
November 29, 2025 at 6:26 PM
Hi again I hate how drowsy I get now
Just get so outta it and drooping phone on face multiple times f in chat
November 28, 2025 at 6:39 PM
I am pondering this morning 🌄
Where's the line on AI art?
I am 300% on board with pay your professional artists. No questions.
But then we have stuff like my current piccrew pfp.
A lot of us have used FaceApp as a lil affirmation tool.
And now there's the big Microsoft Google etc tools.
I'm unsure..
November 28, 2025 at 9:10 AM
"And so it begins"
November 27, 2025 at 8:09 PM
Reposting cos recognise that existential dread, isn't procrastination fun? 😱😞
Why am i like this indeed.
November 27, 2025 at 7:22 PM
Oh I see this is doing the rounds again.. I'm just gonna repost.
It's embarrassingly honest and exposes feels that make my heart race a lil but it's all silly fun. 😳😳
"You're such a nerd"
"I like your glasses"

(OK I wrote two, cos they both make me melt.. 🥴)
November 27, 2025 at 7:20 PM
New pinned intro post seems ok? Seems legit? Seeking affirmation and approval 🥺🥺🥺
So hi I'm Rach I'm posting through it right now.
I always just post unfiltered honest brain thoughts with no ill will or vibe other than:
Hi I'm Rachel, a nerdy gamer lady who really likes other nerdy ladies, new friends is the best 😌💛
I'm a friends first gal even if I might crush and fangirl a lil😍
November 27, 2025 at 7:12 PM
So hi I'm Rach I'm posting through it right now.
I always just post unfiltered honest brain thoughts with no ill will or vibe other than:
Hi I'm Rachel, a nerdy gamer lady who really likes other nerdy ladies, new friends is the best 😌💛
I'm a friends first gal even if I might crush and fangirl a lil😍
November 27, 2025 at 7:11 PM
I'm motivated as heck rn to girl and lesbian as much as possible, but my body aches and struggling with consciousness
November 27, 2025 at 6:59 PM
I introduced myself as Rachel to a support visitor to house yesterday and then felt invisible for the rest of her visit sad face🙁
Granted she mostly wanted network with staff and not really here for residents..
But still beardface Rach maybe shouldn't have Rachel's? Idk
November 27, 2025 at 6:58 PM
Hi nerd struggling to stay awake, sitting in dark noticing cold boobs, should get up but keep closing eyes and mind drifts to girls and yeah I'm just super dysphoric atm wanting girl stuff like a sports bra that'll fit my fatness. 😞
I need bras and skirts etc😩
But then I can't wear them cos too soon
November 27, 2025 at 6:54 PM
my brain is fried by autism focusings on girls and how to girls and girl stuff,
i should be getting outta bed hyped to start the day but after too many hours browsing on phone big drowsy is back at 10am x.x
November 27, 2025 at 10:13 AM
I think I must be due for new meds or something, cos I am constantly getting in this drowsy state where I am just sat or laying down fall asleep with a jolt and then awake again and i feel like i'm drowning in my brain.
But like it is 9pm almost, that is a valid bed time for some people?
am i old?
November 26, 2025 at 8:42 PM
If you see this, QTP with a character that permanently altered your brain chemistry 🥴
November 26, 2025 at 8:34 PM