I'm back again trying to change, but it still didn't quite work.

Have you ever felt like giving up? I have, but I can't, if I do, I don't know what would happen

I'm so afraid of what the 'woulds' mean, but at the same time I'm so tired of trying, I really am

life seems really beautiful when everything else you've got has gone to shit

except I don't have anything, or will have anything, nor I had anything to begin with

sometimes you really just need to rest forever

Ofcourse when I'm locked the fuck in life, it gives me the nastiest fever ever

I wish my good days lasted a little more longer

gonna start doodlign