Ivy ๐
@ivy.scares.men
๐ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏโ๐ต ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ, ๐ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ โ๐ฆ๐ฎ.
29, she, femme lesbian, I love my wife ๐
did system alter: protector and introject
victim of the theater kid to e-girl pipeline
29, she, femme lesbian, I love my wife ๐
did system alter: protector and introject
victim of the theater kid to e-girl pipeline
And idk. That makes me happy. I love my wife and the silly little things she does to encourage me to relax despite my hyper-vigilance
February 4, 2025 at 2:12 PM
And idk. That makes me happy. I love my wife and the silly little things she does to encourage me to relax despite my hyper-vigilance
Happy post to make up for my ideation posting. I have this black skeleton teddy that my wife got me last October. I mentioned that I liked him and so she went and got him for me, because she thinks I need to let myself be soft more often than I do, so hes my cuddle buddy for when sheโs not home.
February 4, 2025 at 2:12 PM
Happy post to make up for my ideation posting. I have this black skeleton teddy that my wife got me last October. I mentioned that I liked him and so she went and got him for me, because she thinks I need to let myself be soft more often than I do, so hes my cuddle buddy for when sheโs not home.
I thought way too hard about ๐ and now I want to kill myself so badly that Iโm actually worried for my safety
February 4, 2025 at 1:55 PM
I thought way too hard about ๐ and now I want to kill myself so badly that Iโm actually worried for my safety
Sui ideation in replies
February 4, 2025 at 1:55 PM
Sui ideation in replies
Im think about ๐ so much and it makes my heart hurt so badly.
February 4, 2025 at 1:32 PM
Im think about ๐ so much and it makes my heart hurt so badly.
Shoving my sudden intense feelings into a drawer and desperately holding it closed
February 4, 2025 at 12:55 PM
Shoving my sudden intense feelings into a drawer and desperately holding it closed
Jesus Christ Iโm so stupid in the worst way
February 4, 2025 at 12:54 PM
Jesus Christ Iโm so stupid in the worst way
God I forgot how much harder Indica hits me on the stupid scale haha
February 4, 2025 at 10:35 AM
God I forgot how much harder Indica hits me on the stupid scale haha
Ooooo I am way too high
February 4, 2025 at 10:34 AM
Ooooo I am way too high
Reposted by Ivy ๐
Sending ๐ฉบ all the receipts because I know he at least will be 100% on my side. He wants his feral girl back? Heโs got her. And sheโs going to start maiming people.
February 1, 2025 at 3:58 AM
Sending ๐ฉบ all the receipts because I know he at least will be 100% on my side. He wants his feral girl back? Heโs got her. And sheโs going to start maiming people.
And of course ๐ฉบ messages me right when this is going down, and he wants to know whatโs up. You know what, fuck it, Iโll tell him the truth. If people didnโt want me to be honest with others about their behaviors they wouldnโt fucking do them.
February 1, 2025 at 3:27 AM
And of course ๐ฉบ messages me right when this is going down, and he wants to know whatโs up. You know what, fuck it, Iโll tell him the truth. If people didnโt want me to be honest with others about their behaviors they wouldnโt fucking do them.
My job is to help people who want to be better and at this point nothing I say or do is changing shit so why not just give up.
February 1, 2025 at 3:17 AM
My job is to help people who want to be better and at this point nothing I say or do is changing shit so why not just give up.
Why would I waste my breath
February 1, 2025 at 3:16 AM
Why would I waste my breath
Hahahahahahaaaa bitch you really donโt wanna do this today Iโm already so fucking crazy
February 1, 2025 at 3:11 AM
Hahahahahahaaaa bitch you really donโt wanna do this today Iโm already so fucking crazy
Posts that didnโt fucking age well huh
February 1, 2025 at 3:08 AM
Posts that didnโt fucking age well huh
Ivy is sure about to scare some men
February 1, 2025 at 3:05 AM
Ivy is sure about to scare some men
After careful consideration I hate my ex and wish him genuine doom and destruction ๐
January 27, 2025 at 9:56 AM
After careful consideration I hate my ex and wish him genuine doom and destruction ๐
Should Joey have a Bluesky? Heโs supposed to be here more so maybe???
January 27, 2025 at 5:17 AM
Should Joey have a Bluesky? Heโs supposed to be here more so maybe???
You know itโs interesting that it does feel like all the parts in my system have branched off from one of the five main alters in our system. Like I can write it out so perfectly:
Sunny โ ๐ฐ ๐ฑ ๐ผ
Me โ ๐ ๐ โ๏ธ
Tyler โ ๐ฎ ๐ธ ๐ป โ๏ธ
Dallas โ๐ฅ ๐ช ๐ฅ
Joey โ ๐๐ช๐ท๐
Sunny โ ๐ฐ ๐ฑ ๐ผ
Me โ ๐ ๐ โ๏ธ
Tyler โ ๐ฎ ๐ธ ๐ป โ๏ธ
Dallas โ๐ฅ ๐ช ๐ฅ
Joey โ ๐๐ช๐ท๐
January 27, 2025 at 5:17 AM
You know itโs interesting that it does feel like all the parts in my system have branched off from one of the five main alters in our system. Like I can write it out so perfectly:
Sunny โ ๐ฐ ๐ฑ ๐ผ
Me โ ๐ ๐ โ๏ธ
Tyler โ ๐ฎ ๐ธ ๐ป โ๏ธ
Dallas โ๐ฅ ๐ช ๐ฅ
Joey โ ๐๐ช๐ท๐
Sunny โ ๐ฐ ๐ฑ ๐ผ
Me โ ๐ ๐ โ๏ธ
Tyler โ ๐ฎ ๐ธ ๐ป โ๏ธ
Dallas โ๐ฅ ๐ช ๐ฅ
Joey โ ๐๐ช๐ท๐
I talked to my wife about it and I feel much better now. She also told me how frequently she thinks about killing him if he ever shows up here to hurt me. And tbh that made me feel safe because I know she will absolutely be able to protect me. Sheโs jacked as hell and the love of my life ๐๐
January 27, 2025 at 5:06 AM
I talked to my wife about it and I feel much better now. She also told me how frequently she thinks about killing him if he ever shows up here to hurt me. And tbh that made me feel safe because I know she will absolutely be able to protect me. Sheโs jacked as hell and the love of my life ๐๐