maria 💀
@ilmutus.bsky.social
i make bad art from the tiny confines of my bedroom. somewhere in argentina.
dead but dreaming.
https://youtube.com/@maria_ilmutus
https://patreon.com/ilmutus
dead but dreaming.
https://youtube.com/@maria_ilmutus
https://patreon.com/ilmutus
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maria 💀
@ilmutus.bsky.social
· Feb 26
weird & comfy japanese horror movies :-)
YouTube video by maria ilmutus
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💜 new video 💜
in which i talk about a bunch of japanese horror movies i like + some weird stuff! i've been working on this for months so i'm glad to finally release it!!!
youtu.be/rx_V9gB_UOM
in which i talk about a bunch of japanese horror movies i like + some weird stuff! i've been working on this for months so i'm glad to finally release it!!!
youtu.be/rx_V9gB_UOM
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give baxter money or i will eat you (not in a sexy way, ill literally kill you and eat you)
Don't advertise the ko-fi much bc money is evil, etc, but tis the season!
If you got a spare cent, anything will go to the dumb internet stuff I need to pay to keep my blog running in 2025
ko-fi.com/baxters
If you got a spare cent, anything will go to the dumb internet stuff I need to pay to keep my blog running in 2025
ko-fi.com/baxters
Support Baxter on Ko-fi! ❤️. ko-fi.com/baxters
Support Baxter On Ko-fi. Ko-fi lets you support the people and causes you love with small donations
ko-fi.com
November 30, 2025 at 6:30 AM
give baxter money or i will eat you (not in a sexy way, ill literally kill you and eat you)
ryona-heads stay winning
Conquered Heroine Vol. 66 Leon Otowa
November 29, 2025 at 11:59 PM
ryona-heads stay winning
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happy birthday portopia for the famicom specifically
November 29, 2025 at 10:02 PM
happy birthday portopia for the famicom specifically
IT'S NOT A PLANET.
November 29, 2025 at 7:09 PM
IT'S NOT A PLANET.
i'm not a puppygirl, i'm a houndgirl. i'm big, i'm all beat up and will randomly bite because i have trust issues.
November 29, 2025 at 7:05 PM
i'm not a puppygirl, i'm a houndgirl. i'm big, i'm all beat up and will randomly bite because i have trust issues.
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I keep seeing people trying to play down the payment processor situation, saying it's only the extreme NSFW accounts getting sacked.
Well. One of the cutest SFW furry artist got banned from PayPal. What more proof do y'all need that we need to keep fighting the good fight?
Also go support Nakufin.
Well. One of the cutest SFW furry artist got banned from PayPal. What more proof do y'all need that we need to keep fighting the good fight?
Also go support Nakufin.
I'm devastated, if I don't find an alternative that works with argentinians I'm contemplating the worst, I can't do regular jobs, art was my job for around 15 years
I don't do nsfw even when people insist me to
my life was already crumbling and now I don't know what to do
I don't do nsfw even when people insist me to
my life was already crumbling and now I don't know what to do
November 28, 2025 at 2:57 PM
I keep seeing people trying to play down the payment processor situation, saying it's only the extreme NSFW accounts getting sacked.
Well. One of the cutest SFW furry artist got banned from PayPal. What more proof do y'all need that we need to keep fighting the good fight?
Also go support Nakufin.
Well. One of the cutest SFW furry artist got banned from PayPal. What more proof do y'all need that we need to keep fighting the good fight?
Also go support Nakufin.
every once in a while, someone approaches me to tell me how much my work means to them. this has singlehandedly kept me from throwing the towel multiple times lol.
Remember your favorite creator possibly might be struggling with imposter syndrome and doubt and this timeline sucks.. so if you find yourself thinking “wow I really relate to this persons work” or that persons work gives you joy, you should probably tell them. It’s a hard time to be a creative.
November 26, 2025 at 3:13 PM
every once in a while, someone approaches me to tell me how much my work means to them. this has singlehandedly kept me from throwing the towel multiple times lol.
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Share a 90s movie you think deserves more love
November 25, 2025 at 1:06 PM
Share a 90s movie you think deserves more love
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Share a 90s movie you think deserves more love.
November 25, 2025 at 1:23 PM
Share a 90s movie you think deserves more love.
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New video! Kitano Takeshi, otherwise known as "Beat" Takeshi, is one of the most famous entertainers in Japan. He's also beloved abroad as a film director. Join us as we examine and rank every one of his 20 varied, amazing, frustrating, but rarely boring movies.
youtu.be/uDB5mZfzSEc
youtu.be/uDB5mZfzSEc
Kitano Takeshi: The Complete Ranked Filmography
YouTube video by Unseen Japan
youtu.be
November 25, 2025 at 3:02 PM
New video! Kitano Takeshi, otherwise known as "Beat" Takeshi, is one of the most famous entertainers in Japan. He's also beloved abroad as a film director. Join us as we examine and rank every one of his 20 varied, amazing, frustrating, but rarely boring movies.
youtu.be/uDB5mZfzSEc
youtu.be/uDB5mZfzSEc
do you think catgirls like being spanked in the butt just like normal cats??? is this a new horizon for perverts
November 24, 2025 at 10:39 PM
do you think catgirls like being spanked in the butt just like normal cats??? is this a new horizon for perverts
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yuri about a heated rivalry between two women who are trying to one-up the other but in truth they secretly want to be praised by the other but they're too proud and cocky and argumentative around each other to say it out loud
November 24, 2025 at 5:15 PM
yuri about a heated rivalry between two women who are trying to one-up the other but in truth they secretly want to be praised by the other but they're too proud and cocky and argumentative around each other to say it out loud
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@patstaresat.bsky.social on ＡＩ doomerism
November 24, 2025 at 11:32 AM
@patstaresat.bsky.social on ＡＩ doomerism
when is sega gonna bring back cucky?
November 23, 2025 at 4:59 PM
when is sega gonna bring back cucky?
hi friends, i'm feeling a bit better today.
November 23, 2025 at 4:59 PM
hi friends, i'm feeling a bit better today.
and if that means i can't "make it big" or that i can't "network" because i'm too much of a mess, so be it. i'll continue to write and make things until i run out of money and then... well, you get the picture. thank you for everything.
i know i'm not supposed to talk about this stuff. it's "tmi" lol. but sincerely, i've been at wit's end for years. people become paralyzed or frustrated by these issues. but i'd rather surround myself with people who care, rather than those who find me repulsive or embarrassing. life's too short man
i vented about this to my friend while drunk, and surprisingly enough they agreed with me. it's been awful, it will continue to be awful, i'm right! but they said they wanted me to be here. i can't bear to break their heart lol.
November 23, 2025 at 12:40 AM
and if that means i can't "make it big" or that i can't "network" because i'm too much of a mess, so be it. i'll continue to write and make things until i run out of money and then... well, you get the picture. thank you for everything.
i know i'm not supposed to talk about this stuff. it's "tmi" lol. but sincerely, i've been at wit's end for years. people become paralyzed or frustrated by these issues. but i'd rather surround myself with people who care, rather than those who find me repulsive or embarrassing. life's too short man
i vented about this to my friend while drunk, and surprisingly enough they agreed with me. it's been awful, it will continue to be awful, i'm right! but they said they wanted me to be here. i can't bear to break their heart lol.
i've been toyed with time and time again by people who should've known better. now i'm alone in my room, and i'm supposed to fix myself. everyone tells me i need to live, but why? i'm always stitching myself up, still supporting my family even though it's getting harder. there's nothing for me.
November 23, 2025 at 12:38 AM
i know i'm not supposed to talk about this stuff. it's "tmi" lol. but sincerely, i've been at wit's end for years. people become paralyzed or frustrated by these issues. but i'd rather surround myself with people who care, rather than those who find me repulsive or embarrassing. life's too short man
i vented about this to my friend while drunk, and surprisingly enough they agreed with me. it's been awful, it will continue to be awful, i'm right! but they said they wanted me to be here. i can't bear to break their heart lol.
i've been toyed with time and time again by people who should've known better. now i'm alone in my room, and i'm supposed to fix myself. everyone tells me i need to live, but why? i'm always stitching myself up, still supporting my family even though it's getting harder. there's nothing for me.
thinking back on this year, i find myself reflexively shuddering. so much stress with almost no time to unpack it. it feels as if all i've left are fragments... i'm just picking them up on my way out.
November 23, 2025 at 12:35 AM
i vented about this to my friend while drunk, and surprisingly enough they agreed with me. it's been awful, it will continue to be awful, i'm right! but they said they wanted me to be here. i can't bear to break their heart lol.
i've been toyed with time and time again by people who should've known better. now i'm alone in my room, and i'm supposed to fix myself. everyone tells me i need to live, but why? i'm always stitching myself up, still supporting my family even though it's getting harder. there's nothing for me.
thinking back on this year, i find myself reflexively shuddering. so much stress with almost no time to unpack it. it feels as if all i've left are fragments... i'm just picking them up on my way out.
November 23, 2025 at 12:33 AM
i've been toyed with time and time again by people who should've known better. now i'm alone in my room, and i'm supposed to fix myself. everyone tells me i need to live, but why? i'm always stitching myself up, still supporting my family even though it's getting harder. there's nothing for me.
thinking back on this year, i find myself reflexively shuddering. so much stress with almost no time to unpack it. it feels as if all i've left are fragments... i'm just picking them up on my way out.
November 23, 2025 at 12:30 AM
thinking back on this year, i find myself reflexively shuddering. so much stress with almost no time to unpack it. it feels as if all i've left are fragments... i'm just picking them up on my way out.
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upsetting everyone at the function by calling rocky horror "boomer era baby queer media that's more about straight people than it is about the lives of queer people"
November 22, 2025 at 4:24 PM
upsetting everyone at the function by calling rocky horror "boomer era baby queer media that's more about straight people than it is about the lives of queer people"
i always liked making videos, but for the longest time my hardware wasn't good enough. once i decided to focus on it, i upgraded a bunch of stuff using savings i made from commissions. i thought it would be a good place to make myself known. but it probably won't work out, and i won't be here soon.
November 23, 2025 at 12:17 AM
i always liked making videos, but for the longest time my hardware wasn't good enough. once i decided to focus on it, i upgraded a bunch of stuff using savings i made from commissions. i thought it would be a good place to make myself known. but it probably won't work out, and i won't be here soon.
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if one more 40 year old woman tells me to watch "k pop demon hunters" ill create a virus that kills everyone ages 36 to 46 and no more and no less
November 22, 2025 at 4:03 PM
if one more 40 year old woman tells me to watch "k pop demon hunters" ill create a virus that kills everyone ages 36 to 46 and no more and no less