Mina Arkadia
@himejoshiwizard.bsky.social
˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ (she/her)21 . BLK + 🇯🇵 ✩₊˚.⋆ habitually putting uneccesary effort into people since 2004. fuck you!
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Mina Arkadia
@himejoshiwizard.bsky.social
· Feb 27
by the way don’t mention this place to me. yes I’m aware of the fact that I’m mentally ill no I don’t want your support . doubly, to all men that read don’t use this place as a gateway to talk about sex with me. If we’re strangers please don’t let it be representative of your thoughts on me. :]
sometimes I think about this ànd how talking to this individual is almost a retroactive form of self harm because it’s further confirmation that there isn’t anybody in this town that gaf about me
I have this one friend that only talks to me when they need something and it’s so like. sad. disheartening. Like. It makes me want to not live here anymore. And it’s kind of my own fault because I should probably just tell them to kick rocks but a part of me wants to believe they’ll be a good person
October 27, 2025 at 6:44 AM
sometimes I think about this ànd how talking to this individual is almost a retroactive form of self harm because it’s further confirmation that there isn’t anybody in this town that gaf about me
I have this one friend that only talks to me when they need something and it’s so like. sad. disheartening. Like. It makes me want to not live here anymore. And it’s kind of my own fault because I should probably just tell them to kick rocks but a part of me wants to believe they’ll be a good person
October 23, 2025 at 5:29 PM
I have this one friend that only talks to me when they need something and it’s so like. sad. disheartening. Like. It makes me want to not live here anymore. And it’s kind of my own fault because I should probably just tell them to kick rocks but a part of me wants to believe they’ll be a good person
Everytime this happens I just absolutely fucking lose myself and I think I choose not to this time. If I can stomach it. just. ugh.
October 14, 2025 at 3:36 AM
Everytime this happens I just absolutely fucking lose myself and I think I choose not to this time. If I can stomach it. just. ugh.
I keep checking my phone like something is going to change but nothing is going to change.
October 14, 2025 at 3:22 AM
I keep checking my phone like something is going to change but nothing is going to change.
I have to collect myself so I do not break down
October 14, 2025 at 2:31 AM
I have to collect myself so I do not break down
I give up! you’ve won universe. that is officially the second time someone’s cut me off without saying anything to me or talking to me. I get it. I’m not worth loving.
October 14, 2025 at 2:28 AM
I give up! you’ve won universe. that is officially the second time someone’s cut me off without saying anything to me or talking to me. I get it. I’m not worth loving.
I wish people didn’t have to pity me to care about me when I need it.
October 10, 2025 at 3:10 AM
I wish people didn’t have to pity me to care about me when I need it.
it’s gearing up to be a k*ll myself or go to sleep night
October 10, 2025 at 3:09 AM
it’s gearing up to be a k*ll myself or go to sleep night
sometimes when I hear wind by akeboshi I want to hold a younger me that cries and cries and pat their back because I know that things don’t get better in the way they’re expecting
October 10, 2025 at 2:32 AM
sometimes when I hear wind by akeboshi I want to hold a younger me that cries and cries and pat their back because I know that things don’t get better in the way they’re expecting
I feel like people don’t enjoy my personality enough to be invested in me. I wish desperately that others were nearly as invested in me unconditionally as I am for them. I have so much love in my heart. I brim with love for myself but I feel like people don’t find me nearly as interesting
October 10, 2025 at 2:30 AM
I feel like people don’t enjoy my personality enough to be invested in me. I wish desperately that others were nearly as invested in me unconditionally as I am for them. I have so much love in my heart. I brim with love for myself but I feel like people don’t find me nearly as interesting
I feel happy. Secure even
September 3, 2025 at 7:53 AM
I feel happy. Secure even
sometimes I wonder if itd take for me to die for my friends and family to think about how they didn’t really put as much time or thought into me or the things i say
August 23, 2025 at 4:58 AM
sometimes I wonder if itd take for me to die for my friends and family to think about how they didn’t really put as much time or thought into me or the things i say
I dont need anybody
August 19, 2025 at 4:53 AM
I dont need anybody
everyone isn’t talking to me
August 11, 2025 at 1:20 AM
everyone isn’t talking to me
I want to drink tommorow and I want to not think about anything
August 10, 2025 at 4:14 AM
I want to drink tommorow and I want to not think about anything
I have no hope for anything
August 10, 2025 at 1:30 AM
I have no hope for anything
why does everyone just come to me when they’re sad.
August 10, 2025 at 1:28 AM
why does everyone just come to me when they’re sad.
*slaps tummy* this bad girl can self isolate and existentialize and suffer without asking for any affirmations so good
August 9, 2025 at 7:11 PM
*slaps tummy* this bad girl can self isolate and existentialize and suffer without asking for any affirmations so good
I feel deeply out of place everywhere. I don’t have solace or comfort in anything anymore. I feel really cold and alone. I want to throw up. I feel like im in a layered prison where I’ll never escape and nothing I do; no people I try to be friends that I’ll never really be happy or get what I need
August 9, 2025 at 5:42 PM
I feel deeply out of place everywhere. I don’t have solace or comfort in anything anymore. I feel really cold and alone. I want to throw up. I feel like im in a layered prison where I’ll never escape and nothing I do; no people I try to be friends that I’ll never really be happy or get what I need
the other day I finished watching taking takopi’s original sin and I just cried for 20m alone. I needed that. so bad. So much stress and exhaustion and sadness were just, lifted off my shoulders for that.
August 4, 2025 at 6:31 AM
the other day I finished watching taking takopi’s original sin and I just cried for 20m alone. I needed that. so bad. So much stress and exhaustion and sadness were just, lifted off my shoulders for that.
sometimes I think about my younger self and how I was so utterly lonely and sad and lost and different as a child. I wish I could just go back in time and hold the younger me because I know how hard it is to feel the way I do
August 4, 2025 at 6:29 AM
sometimes I think about my younger self and how I was so utterly lonely and sad and lost and different as a child. I wish I could just go back in time and hold the younger me because I know how hard it is to feel the way I do
i think that it is time that i get back into books as a method of distraction
August 1, 2025 at 3:34 AM
i think that it is time that i get back into books as a method of distraction
pearl scenes make me sick to my stomach because i know every bit of how she feels and it is agonizing to be put under a lense in any capacity so closely
August 1, 2025 at 3:03 AM
pearl scenes make me sick to my stomach because i know every bit of how she feels and it is agonizing to be put under a lense in any capacity so closely