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⠀⠀⠀ 𓏏𓏏 ɪ 𝐖ᴬ͟ᴺ͟ᵀ 𝘺𝙤𝘶 to 𝕯𝙴𝚂𝕿𝚁𝙾𝚈 ᴹᴱ、゛.̲.̲ so ɪ'ʟʟ 𝐅ᴱᴱᴸ 𝑩𝐸𝑻𝑻𝐸𝑹. ៶៸ ﾒ 𓎟𓎟 𝙞'𝙫𝙚 𝙶𝕺𝚃𝚃𝒜 .ᐟ ╱╱ dog gang ‼️ 🐕 ⠀⠀

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🂡⠀╱╱⠀𝐀ᶜᴱ⠀𝐨𝐟⠀𝚂ᴘᴀ𝕯𝑬𝑺⠀﹖⠀˚⠀. @gamblerslop.bsky.social · Apr 18

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» kill 𝐲ᴏ𝒖 , 𝙱𝙾𝚈 ,
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i do .ᐣ

i’ve never been fond of how my eyes lookˎ it means a lot to me that you find them fun to look at. * ♨️.

huuuh .ᐣ
you’re being bold..

⌞ uh oh. their heart is literally hammering at their chest now. ⌝

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⠀⠀ ⌞ goodness .̲.̲.̲ elliot really did make them feel wanted. ⌝

⌞ they couldn’t help the growing blush that settled upon their faceˎ hand slowly moving to cover what they could. ⌝

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⠀⠀ ⌞ it’s cold outside so why did they feel so warm .ᐣ ⌝

⌞ talking to others most of the time felt like a choreˎ something they had to make themselves do just because.. but now .ᐣ it’s something they’re doing willingly. ⌝

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🂡⠀╱╱⠀𝐀ᶜᴱ⠀𝐨𝐟⠀𝚂ᴘᴀ𝕯𝑬𝑺⠀﹖⠀˚⠀. @gamblerslop.bsky.social · 4h

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⠀⠀ ⌞ gasp .ᐟ ⌝

you don’t think it had any allure whatsoever .ᐣ i see how it isˎ really i do .̲.̲.̲

⌞ wiping a faux tear awayˎ clearly trying not to burst out in laughter. ⌝

it’s not that hard i can promise you that much.

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ELLIOT BUILDER! ミ @rushhourer.bsky.social · 12h

you look better without the shades anyway. i don't know if i tell you enough how gorgeous you really are.

...they might as well be, but i think i've found something better there.

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⠀⠀ just stay by my side until i start to disgust you.

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⠀⠀ .̲.̲.̲ then don’t hurt me. i’m so tired of it. i can’t bare being discarded like i’m worth nothing. not again. not by another person i thought i could trust.

even if i broke yoursˎ please—

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🂡⠀╱╱⠀𝐀ᶜᴱ⠀𝐨𝐟⠀𝚂ᴘᴀ𝕯𝑬𝑺⠀﹖⠀˚⠀. @gamblerslop.bsky.social · 12h

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⠀⠀ ⌞ forcing open their eyes— more black spots danced around their vision than it did beforeˎ reaching their arms around elliot to pull him into a rather weak hug. how embarrassing. ⌝

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⠀⠀ ⌞ were they too late .ᐣ ⌝

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🂡⠀╱╱⠀𝐀ᶜᴱ⠀𝐨𝐟⠀𝚂ᴘᴀ𝕯𝑬𝑺⠀﹖⠀˚⠀. @gamblerslop.bsky.social · 12h

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⠀⠀ ⌞ is it too late .ᐣ ⌝

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🂡⠀╱╱⠀𝐀ᶜᴱ⠀𝐨𝐟⠀𝚂ᴘᴀ𝕯𝑬𝑺⠀﹖⠀˚⠀. @gamblerslop.bsky.social · 12h

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⠀⠀ ⌞ they don’t want to experience love that way anymore. ⌝

⌞ it hurts. ⌝

⌞ it’s terrifying to be hurt. ⌝

⌞ they just want to be accepted as they areˎ to be guided back on the right path. ⌝

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🂡⠀╱╱⠀𝐀ᶜᴱ⠀𝐨𝐟⠀𝚂ᴘᴀ𝕯𝑬𝑺⠀﹖⠀˚⠀. @gamblerslop.bsky.social · 12h

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⠀⠀ ⌞ how that backfired terribly. ⌝

⌞ even now they can’t admit how badly isaac’s betrayal has affected them and their relationships. ⌝

⌞ how it left them terrified of swordsˎ even fake ones. ⌝

⌞ it made them sick. ⌝

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🂡⠀╱╱⠀𝐀ᶜᴱ⠀𝐨𝐟⠀𝚂ᴘᴀ𝕯𝑬𝑺⠀﹖⠀˚⠀. @gamblerslop.bsky.social · 12h

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⠀⠀ ⌞ truthfully speakingˎ they didn’t like getting hurt. ⌝

⌞ they grew up thinking they didˎ though. ⌝

⌞ it was the only way they felt like they were something more than just a blank slate. that they were alive. ⌝

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⠀⠀ ⌞ fear really did control every aspect of their life. maybe that’s why they pretended to lack it even though it consumes them whole. ⌝

⌞ .̲.̲.̲ could they possibly get anymore pathetic .ᐣ ⌝

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⠀⠀ ⌞ people cared then and people care now. ⌝

⌞ just look at elliot— shedding tears over something that you found necessary to deem as insignificant. ⌝

⌞ it may not matter to youˎ but it matters to him. ⌝

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⠀⠀ ⌞ wasn’t it .ᐣ ⌝

⌞ how could have it possibly been your fault .ᐣ ⌝

⌞ do you really hate your existence that muchˎ chance .ᐣ ⌝

⌞ that you’d excuse murder because you simply thought you deserved it .ᐣ ⌝

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🂡⠀╱╱⠀𝐀ᶜᴱ⠀𝐨𝐟⠀𝚂ᴘᴀ𝕯𝑬𝑺⠀﹖⠀˚⠀. @gamblerslop.bsky.social · 12h

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⠀⠀ ⌞ .̲.̲.̲ don’t think about that. ⌝

⌞ head slightly droopingˎ incapable of holding up their own weight. ⌝

⌞ closing their eyesˎ although still conscious enough to feel everythingˎ to hear everything too. ⌝

but it wasn’t her fault .̲.̲.̲

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⠀⠀ ⌞ he’d be happier right now without them aroundˎ wouldn’t he .ᐣ ⌝

⌞ again and again and againˎ they hurt people they love without fail. ⌝

⌞ they were a curseˎ a blemish. why couldn’t have they stayed— ⌝

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⠀⠀ ⌞ elliot was a rare goodness in the worldˎ standalone proof that there are people out there who haven’t been tainted by the evil that society deemed necessary to survive. ⌝

⌞ and they just had to love him. ⌝

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⠀⠀ ⌞ elliot.. seven.. ⌝

⌞ neither of them should’ve known. should’ve been dragged into a situation that solely should’ve involved isaac and them alone. ⌝

⌞ ruining people’s lives seems to be something they were grandiose in. ⌝

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⠀⠀ ⌞ because they were too scared to be the real “ them. “ ⌝

⌞ is it too late .ᐣ ⌝

⌞ it has to be. ⌝

⌞ they’re just repaying what seems to be their karmic debt. if only it left them the sole one to hurt though. ⌝

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⠀⠀ ⌞ and they told seven this. he was trying while they were notˎ preferring to stay stagnated for as long as they lived. ⌝

⌞ he had fought for a better future and he had achieved it. ⌝

⌞ they’re dragging both their partners down. ⌝

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⠀⠀ ⌞ so what was this new feeling that they were experiencing .ᐣ ⌝

⌞ a sense of safety. ⌝

⌞ a sense of belonging. ⌝

⌞ bad people shouldn’t dare try to experience a happiness like this— and they were bottom of the barrel. ⌝

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⠀⠀ ⌞ love without condition. ⌝

⌞ hate themˎ yell at them— curse them out even. it was easier to accept love that way. it was the only way they knew how to without becoming afraid. ⌝

⌞ love was meant to hurtˎ wasn’t it .ᐣ ⌝

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🂡⠀╱╱⠀𝐀ᶜᴱ⠀𝐨𝐟⠀𝚂ᴘᴀ𝕯𝑬𝑺⠀﹖⠀˚⠀. @gamblerslop.bsky.social · 12h

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⠀⠀ ⌞ but this .ᐣ ⌝

⌞ this was a foreign type of love that didn’t demand they bled first. didn’t flinch at the mess laid out bare in front of them. ⌝

⌞ this was wrong. ⌝

⌞ they were handed something they were never meant to experience. ⌝

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⠀⠀ ⌞ genuine love. ⌝

⌞ it was currently being shown unconditionally towards them despite everything. ⌝

⌞ it didn’t make sense. ⌝

⌞ love tooˎ was earned. ⌝

⌞ through sacrificeˎ through becoming what someone wanted and not needed. ⌝

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