Nat
@freddiemerqwerty.bsky.social
they/them
aroace, audhd, agender/genderqueer 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
OFMD, kpop baby, and other assorted things
aroace, audhd, agender/genderqueer 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
OFMD, kpop baby, and other assorted things
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Nat
@freddiemerqwerty.bsky.social
· Mar 20
It would be so much easier to explain my behavior if I was allo
Alas, I am not and this is just autism
Alas, I am not and this is just autism
The varying relationships between me and my collection of aroace friends is so funny to me.
I just texted one friend:
Hello! I want to send you mail, can I have your address 💕
And another:
What’s your address gay boy
I just texted one friend:
Hello! I want to send you mail, can I have your address 💕
And another:
What’s your address gay boy
December 11, 2025 at 4:29 AM
The varying relationships between me and my collection of aroace friends is so funny to me.
I just texted one friend:
Hello! I want to send you mail, can I have your address 💕
And another:
What’s your address gay boy
I just texted one friend:
Hello! I want to send you mail, can I have your address 💕
And another:
What’s your address gay boy
I feel like I’m the kind of person who would be lured by a trail of chocolate. Like, I’d have to know the chocolate is safe for me to eat, but I am so ready to be at a witch’s house and thrown into an oven
-me when someone leaves out chocolate at work
-me when someone leaves out chocolate at work
December 10, 2025 at 9:08 PM
I feel like I’m the kind of person who would be lured by a trail of chocolate. Like, I’d have to know the chocolate is safe for me to eat, but I am so ready to be at a witch’s house and thrown into an oven
-me when someone leaves out chocolate at work
-me when someone leaves out chocolate at work
Eeee! One of my favorite Our Flag Means Death fics got a little follow up sequel to explain what happened after. Hehehe
The original is really good as a standalone fic, no context needed:
archiveofourown.org/works/51666490
The original is really good as a standalone fic, no context needed:
archiveofourown.org/works/51666490
Slippery When Wet - chaotic_neutral_knitter - Our Flag Means Death (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
December 10, 2025 at 7:59 AM
Eeee! One of my favorite Our Flag Means Death fics got a little follow up sequel to explain what happened after. Hehehe
The original is really good as a standalone fic, no context needed:
archiveofourown.org/works/51666490
The original is really good as a standalone fic, no context needed:
archiveofourown.org/works/51666490
I’m always in it for the bit. You can get me to do most anything for the bit.
Am I going to be singing on my work TikTok? Yes.
Is this going to be an embarrassing impression to make in my community. Yes.
But the bit! The bit is too good!
Am I going to be singing on my work TikTok? Yes.
Is this going to be an embarrassing impression to make in my community. Yes.
But the bit! The bit is too good!
December 10, 2025 at 12:52 AM
I’m always in it for the bit. You can get me to do most anything for the bit.
Am I going to be singing on my work TikTok? Yes.
Is this going to be an embarrassing impression to make in my community. Yes.
But the bit! The bit is too good!
Am I going to be singing on my work TikTok? Yes.
Is this going to be an embarrassing impression to make in my community. Yes.
But the bit! The bit is too good!
Okay today it’s only very minimal head symptoms, so that’s good. Let’s stay that way <3
December 9, 2025 at 9:36 PM
Okay today it’s only very minimal head symptoms, so that’s good. Let’s stay that way <3
Wowie it’s personal hell night. I’ve yet to actually fall asleep because every time I do I start shaking, and this has progressed into full blown panic attacks.
I think the reality is I’m just coming down sick (I’m a little sniffly and warm) but the brain is so focused on work responsibilities
I think the reality is I’m just coming down sick (I’m a little sniffly and warm) but the brain is so focused on work responsibilities
December 9, 2025 at 12:03 PM
Wowie it’s personal hell night. I’ve yet to actually fall asleep because every time I do I start shaking, and this has progressed into full blown panic attacks.
I think the reality is I’m just coming down sick (I’m a little sniffly and warm) but the brain is so focused on work responsibilities
I think the reality is I’m just coming down sick (I’m a little sniffly and warm) but the brain is so focused on work responsibilities
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I mourn for the ages when TV was shot in 4:3, because it forced the characters to talk to eachother so closely it felt like we got more sexual tension
Aspect ratio changes were truly a curse for shippers 🥲
I have illustrated my shitpost for further evidence
Aspect ratio changes were truly a curse for shippers 🥲
I have illustrated my shitpost for further evidence
August 30, 2024 at 10:59 PM
I mourn for the ages when TV was shot in 4:3, because it forced the characters to talk to eachother so closely it felt like we got more sexual tension
Aspect ratio changes were truly a curse for shippers 🥲
I have illustrated my shitpost for further evidence
Aspect ratio changes were truly a curse for shippers 🥲
I have illustrated my shitpost for further evidence
All day I’ve been playing a game of “are my sinuses hurting and am I run down because”:
- I did a lot this weekend
- I rinsed my sinuses too much
- It’s cold and dry
- I’m coming down sick
- Tension headache
- A secret 6th thing I’ve yet to uncover and is probably simple like more food or water
- I did a lot this weekend
- I rinsed my sinuses too much
- It’s cold and dry
- I’m coming down sick
- Tension headache
- A secret 6th thing I’ve yet to uncover and is probably simple like more food or water
December 9, 2025 at 6:54 AM
All day I’ve been playing a game of “are my sinuses hurting and am I run down because”:
- I did a lot this weekend
- I rinsed my sinuses too much
- It’s cold and dry
- I’m coming down sick
- Tension headache
- A secret 6th thing I’ve yet to uncover and is probably simple like more food or water
- I did a lot this weekend
- I rinsed my sinuses too much
- It’s cold and dry
- I’m coming down sick
- Tension headache
- A secret 6th thing I’ve yet to uncover and is probably simple like more food or water
It just occurred to me that people may question their sexuality when they find they’re sexually attracted to someone they didn’t expect.
This has been the 6 o’clock ace news
This has been the 6 o’clock ace news
December 9, 2025 at 2:19 AM
It just occurred to me that people may question their sexuality when they find they’re sexually attracted to someone they didn’t expect.
This has been the 6 o’clock ace news
This has been the 6 o’clock ace news
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What if after social events with people I don’t know I just dug a hole in the ground, got to the clay layer of earth, and really just packed myself in tight
December 8, 2025 at 1:40 AM
What if after social events with people I don’t know I just dug a hole in the ground, got to the clay layer of earth, and really just packed myself in tight
My sibling’s Italian boyfriend puts “*italian accent*” in front of a good number of things he texts me
I just wanted to let you all know that
I just wanted to let you all know that
December 7, 2025 at 8:26 PM
My sibling’s Italian boyfriend puts “*italian accent*” in front of a good number of things he texts me
I just wanted to let you all know that
I just wanted to let you all know that
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for #ofmdzineweek, extracts from the sketchbook of edward teach, scout's watch fire lookout, summer 2022
May 26, 2025 at 7:52 PM
for #ofmdzineweek, extracts from the sketchbook of edward teach, scout's watch fire lookout, summer 2022
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this is seriously so cool to see a transmasc idol come out
XG’s Cocona Comes Out as Transmasculine, Nonbinary
The 20-year-old rapper announced the news in an Instagram post: “I was born and perceived as female, but that label never represented who I truly am. I live in a way that feels more masculine and true...
www.hollywoodreporter.com
December 6, 2025 at 4:21 AM
this is seriously so cool to see a transmasc idol come out
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*burst through the drywall* YOU AND ME ON REPEAT IS A FINALIST FOR THE WILLIAM C. MORRIS AWARD 😱😱😱😱 www.ala.org/news/2025/12...
YALSA announces 2026 William C. Morris finalists
The Young Adult Library Services Association (YALSA), a division of the American Library Association (ALA), selected five books as finalists for the 2026 William C. Morris Award.
www.ala.org
December 5, 2025 at 5:08 PM
*burst through the drywall* YOU AND ME ON REPEAT IS A FINALIST FOR THE WILLIAM C. MORRIS AWARD 😱😱😱😱 www.ala.org/news/2025/12...
I think I have internalized werefolfphobia
December 4, 2025 at 8:48 PM
I think I have internalized werefolfphobia
Thinking back to a childhood notebook rn where I wrote
“Gampo and Ganpo is no smrt”
Which meant Grandma and Grandpa are not smart.
The next page was decorated with hearts and said
“Wut is the mater with u??”
“Gampo and Ganpo is no smrt”
Which meant Grandma and Grandpa are not smart.
The next page was decorated with hearts and said
“Wut is the mater with u??”
December 4, 2025 at 3:41 PM
Thinking back to a childhood notebook rn where I wrote
“Gampo and Ganpo is no smrt”
Which meant Grandma and Grandpa are not smart.
The next page was decorated with hearts and said
“Wut is the mater with u??”
“Gampo and Ganpo is no smrt”
Which meant Grandma and Grandpa are not smart.
The next page was decorated with hearts and said
“Wut is the mater with u??”
Well, I just read an incredibly depressing manga.
It was about a pair of animal friends who get reincarnated again and again. In every life, one of them wants to murder all the other animals because they’re all gonna die anyway, and the other friend wants to enjoy a nice rock.
It was about a pair of animal friends who get reincarnated again and again. In every life, one of them wants to murder all the other animals because they’re all gonna die anyway, and the other friend wants to enjoy a nice rock.
December 3, 2025 at 6:35 AM
Well, I just read an incredibly depressing manga.
It was about a pair of animal friends who get reincarnated again and again. In every life, one of them wants to murder all the other animals because they’re all gonna die anyway, and the other friend wants to enjoy a nice rock.
It was about a pair of animal friends who get reincarnated again and again. In every life, one of them wants to murder all the other animals because they’re all gonna die anyway, and the other friend wants to enjoy a nice rock.
I need to not process the world for a sec so you know what time it is:
Sherlock Rewatch! S3E2 The Sign of Three
Sherlock Rewatch! S3E2 The Sign of Three
December 2, 2025 at 2:29 AM
I need to not process the world for a sec so you know what time it is:
Sherlock Rewatch! S3E2 The Sign of Three
Sherlock Rewatch! S3E2 The Sign of Three
I‘ve been in a rough spot mentally, but today’s wins are:
1) While difficult at first, I got out of the house and ended up spending the whole day out w/ friends or doing friend-related tasks
2) Every time something made me want to cry I checked in, tried again, and let myself give up if needed
1) While difficult at first, I got out of the house and ended up spending the whole day out w/ friends or doing friend-related tasks
2) Every time something made me want to cry I checked in, tried again, and let myself give up if needed
November 30, 2025 at 10:10 AM
I‘ve been in a rough spot mentally, but today’s wins are:
1) While difficult at first, I got out of the house and ended up spending the whole day out w/ friends or doing friend-related tasks
2) Every time something made me want to cry I checked in, tried again, and let myself give up if needed
1) While difficult at first, I got out of the house and ended up spending the whole day out w/ friends or doing friend-related tasks
2) Every time something made me want to cry I checked in, tried again, and let myself give up if needed
Reposted by Nat
"The Art of K-Pop Demon Hunters" artbook (physical) is coming in 2026.
In the meantime, here's the free digital version.
>> theartofkpopdemonhunters.com
In the meantime, here's the free digital version.
>> theartofkpopdemonhunters.com
November 28, 2025 at 6:36 PM
"The Art of K-Pop Demon Hunters" artbook (physical) is coming in 2026.
In the meantime, here's the free digital version.
>> theartofkpopdemonhunters.com
In the meantime, here's the free digital version.
>> theartofkpopdemonhunters.com
Apparently anthropomorphized universities have a large fic presence on AO3
November 27, 2025 at 10:18 AM
Apparently anthropomorphized universities have a large fic presence on AO3
Oop, my after visit summary said I fainted and collapsed.
That’s. Okay maybe making me rethink my history. During the test, I perceived those moments as like a millisecond of unawareness. Not enough to make me think I lost consciousness.
Hm. Interesting. Good to know.
That’s. Okay maybe making me rethink my history. During the test, I perceived those moments as like a millisecond of unawareness. Not enough to make me think I lost consciousness.
Hm. Interesting. Good to know.
I have been tilted on a table.
There’s no denying it’s POTS.
I didn’t faint, but I lost my vision and hearing a few times from breathing too hard. They had to put hot packs around my hands to get enough blood flow for the reading. And my heart rate made the machine go beep beep beep a LOT
There’s no denying it’s POTS.
I didn’t faint, but I lost my vision and hearing a few times from breathing too hard. They had to put hot packs around my hands to get enough blood flow for the reading. And my heart rate made the machine go beep beep beep a LOT
November 26, 2025 at 9:03 PM
Oop, my after visit summary said I fainted and collapsed.
That’s. Okay maybe making me rethink my history. During the test, I perceived those moments as like a millisecond of unawareness. Not enough to make me think I lost consciousness.
Hm. Interesting. Good to know.
That’s. Okay maybe making me rethink my history. During the test, I perceived those moments as like a millisecond of unawareness. Not enough to make me think I lost consciousness.
Hm. Interesting. Good to know.
I have been tilted on a table.
There’s no denying it’s POTS.
I didn’t faint, but I lost my vision and hearing a few times from breathing too hard. They had to put hot packs around my hands to get enough blood flow for the reading. And my heart rate made the machine go beep beep beep a LOT
There’s no denying it’s POTS.
I didn’t faint, but I lost my vision and hearing a few times from breathing too hard. They had to put hot packs around my hands to get enough blood flow for the reading. And my heart rate made the machine go beep beep beep a LOT
November 26, 2025 at 5:27 AM
I have been tilted on a table.
There’s no denying it’s POTS.
I didn’t faint, but I lost my vision and hearing a few times from breathing too hard. They had to put hot packs around my hands to get enough blood flow for the reading. And my heart rate made the machine go beep beep beep a LOT
There’s no denying it’s POTS.
I didn’t faint, but I lost my vision and hearing a few times from breathing too hard. They had to put hot packs around my hands to get enough blood flow for the reading. And my heart rate made the machine go beep beep beep a LOT