Nat
@freddiemerqwerty.bsky.social
they/them
aroace, audhd, agender/genderqueer 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
OFMD, kpop baby, and other assorted things
aroace, audhd, agender/genderqueer 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
OFMD, kpop baby, and other assorted things
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Nat
@freddiemerqwerty.bsky.social
· Mar 20
It would be so much easier to explain my behavior if I was allo
Alas, I am not and this is just autism
Alas, I am not and this is just autism
It just occurred to me that people may question their sexuality when they find they’re sexually attracted to someone they didn’t expect.
This has been the 6 o’clock ace news
This has been the 6 o’clock ace news
December 9, 2025 at 2:19 AM
It just occurred to me that people may question their sexuality when they find they’re sexually attracted to someone they didn’t expect.
This has been the 6 o’clock ace news
This has been the 6 o’clock ace news
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What if after social events with people I don’t know I just dug a hole in the ground, got to the clay layer of earth, and really just packed myself in tight
December 8, 2025 at 1:40 AM
What if after social events with people I don’t know I just dug a hole in the ground, got to the clay layer of earth, and really just packed myself in tight
My sibling’s Italian boyfriend puts “*italian accent*” in front of a good number of things he texts me
I just wanted to let you all know that
I just wanted to let you all know that
December 7, 2025 at 8:26 PM
My sibling’s Italian boyfriend puts “*italian accent*” in front of a good number of things he texts me
I just wanted to let you all know that
I just wanted to let you all know that
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for #ofmdzineweek, extracts from the sketchbook of edward teach, scout's watch fire lookout, summer 2022
May 26, 2025 at 7:52 PM
for #ofmdzineweek, extracts from the sketchbook of edward teach, scout's watch fire lookout, summer 2022
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this is seriously so cool to see a transmasc idol come out
XG’s Cocona Comes Out as Transmasculine, Nonbinary
The 20-year-old rapper announced the news in an Instagram post: “I was born and perceived as female, but that label never represented who I truly am. I live in a way that feels more masculine and true...
www.hollywoodreporter.com
December 6, 2025 at 4:21 AM
this is seriously so cool to see a transmasc idol come out
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*burst through the drywall* YOU AND ME ON REPEAT IS A FINALIST FOR THE WILLIAM C. MORRIS AWARD 😱😱😱😱 www.ala.org/news/2025/12...
YALSA announces 2026 William C. Morris finalists
The Young Adult Library Services Association (YALSA), a division of the American Library Association (ALA), selected five books as finalists for the 2026 William C. Morris Award.
www.ala.org
December 5, 2025 at 5:08 PM
*burst through the drywall* YOU AND ME ON REPEAT IS A FINALIST FOR THE WILLIAM C. MORRIS AWARD 😱😱😱😱 www.ala.org/news/2025/12...
I think I have internalized werefolfphobia
December 4, 2025 at 8:48 PM
I think I have internalized werefolfphobia
Thinking back to a childhood notebook rn where I wrote
“Gampo and Ganpo is no smrt”
Which meant Grandma and Grandpa are not smart.
The next page was decorated with hearts and said
“Wut is the mater with u??”
“Gampo and Ganpo is no smrt”
Which meant Grandma and Grandpa are not smart.
The next page was decorated with hearts and said
“Wut is the mater with u??”
December 4, 2025 at 3:41 PM
Thinking back to a childhood notebook rn where I wrote
“Gampo and Ganpo is no smrt”
Which meant Grandma and Grandpa are not smart.
The next page was decorated with hearts and said
“Wut is the mater with u??”
“Gampo and Ganpo is no smrt”
Which meant Grandma and Grandpa are not smart.
The next page was decorated with hearts and said
“Wut is the mater with u??”
Well, I just read an incredibly depressing manga.
It was about a pair of animal friends who get reincarnated again and again. In every life, one of them wants to murder all the other animals because they’re all gonna die anyway, and the other friend wants to enjoy a nice rock.
It was about a pair of animal friends who get reincarnated again and again. In every life, one of them wants to murder all the other animals because they’re all gonna die anyway, and the other friend wants to enjoy a nice rock.
December 3, 2025 at 6:35 AM
Well, I just read an incredibly depressing manga.
It was about a pair of animal friends who get reincarnated again and again. In every life, one of them wants to murder all the other animals because they’re all gonna die anyway, and the other friend wants to enjoy a nice rock.
It was about a pair of animal friends who get reincarnated again and again. In every life, one of them wants to murder all the other animals because they’re all gonna die anyway, and the other friend wants to enjoy a nice rock.
I need to not process the world for a sec so you know what time it is:
Sherlock Rewatch! S3E2 The Sign of Three
Sherlock Rewatch! S3E2 The Sign of Three
December 2, 2025 at 2:29 AM
I need to not process the world for a sec so you know what time it is:
Sherlock Rewatch! S3E2 The Sign of Three
Sherlock Rewatch! S3E2 The Sign of Three
I‘ve been in a rough spot mentally, but today’s wins are:
1) While difficult at first, I got out of the house and ended up spending the whole day out w/ friends or doing friend-related tasks
2) Every time something made me want to cry I checked in, tried again, and let myself give up if needed
1) While difficult at first, I got out of the house and ended up spending the whole day out w/ friends or doing friend-related tasks
2) Every time something made me want to cry I checked in, tried again, and let myself give up if needed
November 30, 2025 at 10:10 AM
I‘ve been in a rough spot mentally, but today’s wins are:
1) While difficult at first, I got out of the house and ended up spending the whole day out w/ friends or doing friend-related tasks
2) Every time something made me want to cry I checked in, tried again, and let myself give up if needed
1) While difficult at first, I got out of the house and ended up spending the whole day out w/ friends or doing friend-related tasks
2) Every time something made me want to cry I checked in, tried again, and let myself give up if needed
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"The Art of K-Pop Demon Hunters" artbook (physical) is coming in 2026.
In the meantime, here's the free digital version.
>> theartofkpopdemonhunters.com
In the meantime, here's the free digital version.
>> theartofkpopdemonhunters.com
November 28, 2025 at 6:36 PM
"The Art of K-Pop Demon Hunters" artbook (physical) is coming in 2026.
In the meantime, here's the free digital version.
>> theartofkpopdemonhunters.com
In the meantime, here's the free digital version.
>> theartofkpopdemonhunters.com
Apparently anthropomorphized universities have a large fic presence on AO3
November 27, 2025 at 10:18 AM
Apparently anthropomorphized universities have a large fic presence on AO3
Oop, my after visit summary said I fainted and collapsed.
That’s. Okay maybe making me rethink my history. During the test, I perceived those moments as like a millisecond of unawareness. Not enough to make me think I lost consciousness.
Hm. Interesting. Good to know.
That’s. Okay maybe making me rethink my history. During the test, I perceived those moments as like a millisecond of unawareness. Not enough to make me think I lost consciousness.
Hm. Interesting. Good to know.
I have been tilted on a table.
There’s no denying it’s POTS.
I didn’t faint, but I lost my vision and hearing a few times from breathing too hard. They had to put hot packs around my hands to get enough blood flow for the reading. And my heart rate made the machine go beep beep beep a LOT
There’s no denying it’s POTS.
I didn’t faint, but I lost my vision and hearing a few times from breathing too hard. They had to put hot packs around my hands to get enough blood flow for the reading. And my heart rate made the machine go beep beep beep a LOT
November 26, 2025 at 9:03 PM
Oop, my after visit summary said I fainted and collapsed.
That’s. Okay maybe making me rethink my history. During the test, I perceived those moments as like a millisecond of unawareness. Not enough to make me think I lost consciousness.
Hm. Interesting. Good to know.
That’s. Okay maybe making me rethink my history. During the test, I perceived those moments as like a millisecond of unawareness. Not enough to make me think I lost consciousness.
Hm. Interesting. Good to know.
I have been tilted on a table.
There’s no denying it’s POTS.
I didn’t faint, but I lost my vision and hearing a few times from breathing too hard. They had to put hot packs around my hands to get enough blood flow for the reading. And my heart rate made the machine go beep beep beep a LOT
There’s no denying it’s POTS.
I didn’t faint, but I lost my vision and hearing a few times from breathing too hard. They had to put hot packs around my hands to get enough blood flow for the reading. And my heart rate made the machine go beep beep beep a LOT
November 26, 2025 at 5:27 AM
I have been tilted on a table.
There’s no denying it’s POTS.
I didn’t faint, but I lost my vision and hearing a few times from breathing too hard. They had to put hot packs around my hands to get enough blood flow for the reading. And my heart rate made the machine go beep beep beep a LOT
There’s no denying it’s POTS.
I didn’t faint, but I lost my vision and hearing a few times from breathing too hard. They had to put hot packs around my hands to get enough blood flow for the reading. And my heart rate made the machine go beep beep beep a LOT
My dad now will not take off the sharp fidget ring. He’s using it to claim superiority over other family members.
His only weakness is that he’s still upset mine is “better”
His only weakness is that he’s still upset mine is “better”
My dad saw me using one of my sharp fidgets for managing pain and was like ???
I showed it to him and he was like “what could you need this for” 😒 Then like 5 mins later he asked to play with it.
I gave him one to keep and now he’s upset it’s not exactly like mine.
I wonder who gave me autism
I showed it to him and he was like “what could you need this for” 😒 Then like 5 mins later he asked to play with it.
I gave him one to keep and now he’s upset it’s not exactly like mine.
I wonder who gave me autism
November 25, 2025 at 5:53 PM
My dad now will not take off the sharp fidget ring. He’s using it to claim superiority over other family members.
His only weakness is that he’s still upset mine is “better”
His only weakness is that he’s still upset mine is “better”
It’s really so very rude of my body to give me false hope.
Last night I was in…bad thoughts levels of physical pain. This morning I woke up and was no longer in that pain so I was like ✨💐 Ah! What if today were easy! 💕🌻
Then I sat up
Last night I was in…bad thoughts levels of physical pain. This morning I woke up and was no longer in that pain so I was like ✨💐 Ah! What if today were easy! 💕🌻
Then I sat up
November 25, 2025 at 5:48 PM
It’s really so very rude of my body to give me false hope.
Last night I was in…bad thoughts levels of physical pain. This morning I woke up and was no longer in that pain so I was like ✨💐 Ah! What if today were easy! 💕🌻
Then I sat up
Last night I was in…bad thoughts levels of physical pain. This morning I woke up and was no longer in that pain so I was like ✨💐 Ah! What if today were easy! 💕🌻
Then I sat up
My dad saw me using one of my sharp fidgets for managing pain and was like ???
I showed it to him and he was like “what could you need this for” 😒 Then like 5 mins later he asked to play with it.
I gave him one to keep and now he’s upset it’s not exactly like mine.
I wonder who gave me autism
I showed it to him and he was like “what could you need this for” 😒 Then like 5 mins later he asked to play with it.
I gave him one to keep and now he’s upset it’s not exactly like mine.
I wonder who gave me autism
November 25, 2025 at 4:00 AM
My dad saw me using one of my sharp fidgets for managing pain and was like ???
I showed it to him and he was like “what could you need this for” 😒 Then like 5 mins later he asked to play with it.
I gave him one to keep and now he’s upset it’s not exactly like mine.
I wonder who gave me autism
I showed it to him and he was like “what could you need this for” 😒 Then like 5 mins later he asked to play with it.
I gave him one to keep and now he’s upset it’s not exactly like mine.
I wonder who gave me autism
I really hope this autonomic testing tomorrow is worth it. This is such hell to just voluntarily go through.
If I wasn’t going to be seen by medical professionals who specialize in this area in 24 hours, I’d be seeking medical attention
If I wasn’t going to be seen by medical professionals who specialize in this area in 24 hours, I’d be seeking medical attention
November 24, 2025 at 11:10 PM
I really hope this autonomic testing tomorrow is worth it. This is such hell to just voluntarily go through.
If I wasn’t going to be seen by medical professionals who specialize in this area in 24 hours, I’d be seeking medical attention
If I wasn’t going to be seen by medical professionals who specialize in this area in 24 hours, I’d be seeking medical attention
I have a plan. I am going over to my dad’s house so I can be supervised and get support doing basic self-care tasks
It’s scary seeing what my body can’t do without medication. Really scary. I should’ve planned for better supports.
I’ve been on my meds for so long I assumed it wouldn’t be so bad. But this is…so much
I’ve been on my meds for so long I assumed it wouldn’t be so bad. But this is…so much
November 24, 2025 at 1:05 AM
I have a plan. I am going over to my dad’s house so I can be supervised and get support doing basic self-care tasks
It’s scary seeing what my body can’t do without medication. Really scary. I should’ve planned for better supports.
I’ve been on my meds for so long I assumed it wouldn’t be so bad. But this is…so much
I’ve been on my meds for so long I assumed it wouldn’t be so bad. But this is…so much
November 23, 2025 at 11:48 PM
It’s scary seeing what my body can’t do without medication. Really scary. I should’ve planned for better supports.
I’ve been on my meds for so long I assumed it wouldn’t be so bad. But this is…so much
I’ve been on my meds for so long I assumed it wouldn’t be so bad. But this is…so much
I wanted to work in something that could use my interests and skills to support my community. Education, video and graphics, public health, LGBTQ+ identity.
I was most drawn to our local HIV nonprofit, and asked them at pride one year if my skills would be useful there.
I got to create my job :)
I was most drawn to our local HIV nonprofit, and asked them at pride one year if my skills would be useful there.
I got to create my job :)
November 23, 2025 at 6:40 PM
I wanted to work in something that could use my interests and skills to support my community. Education, video and graphics, public health, LGBTQ+ identity.
I was most drawn to our local HIV nonprofit, and asked them at pride one year if my skills would be useful there.
I got to create my job :)
I was most drawn to our local HIV nonprofit, and asked them at pride one year if my skills would be useful there.
I got to create my job :)
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WELCOME TO THE FALL FRONT FRIDAY FALL FESTIVAL!
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Share something you made, repost or rec something you love, think about fall-front pants and share your thoughts with the class!
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Share something you made, repost or rec something you love, think about fall-front pants and share your thoughts with the class!
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#FallFrontFriday
November 21, 2025 at 11:54 AM
WELCOME TO THE FALL FRONT FRIDAY FALL FESTIVAL!
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Share something you made, repost or rec something you love, think about fall-front pants and share your thoughts with the class!
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#FallFrontFriday
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Share something you made, repost or rec something you love, think about fall-front pants and share your thoughts with the class!
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#FallFrontFriday