Fox Harper
@foxharper.bsky.social
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Games scholar, college professor, freelance writer, deeply tired all the time Was laevantine/arcanistfox on Twitter
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Welcome to my book of philosophy, "Maybe Don't;" it has one doctrine, where you fucking don't
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I can’t be the only person thinking Bobby looks like a 50 year old woman in this panel
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[manic smile] funny story about the inciting incident, here
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"But sometimes it's possible for a tank to actually win"

Don't give me that David Sirlin shit. You are one player among four and even if you CAN win, the other people are sitting there twiddling their thumbs for the enormously long time it's gonna take. Have some fucking courtesy.
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I think I get PEAK ANGRY at FF14 randos when you're in a 4-person dungeon, there's a near-wipe on a boss, and the tank is trying to solo a boss from 75% instead of just deliberately dying so everyone can start over. It is as close as I get to breaking my taboo on using certain types of insult.
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I think I get PEAK ANGRY at FF14 randos when you're in a 4-person dungeon, there's a near-wipe on a boss, and the tank is trying to solo a boss from 75% instead of just deliberately dying so everyone can start over. It is as close as I get to breaking my taboo on using certain types of insult.
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I've just been introduced to my university's new "Faculty Misconduct Sanction Ladder Matrix," and let me tell you, things are going GREAT in higher education right now.
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I have committed to doing "fighting game culture" for my Games and Culture topic in the spring.

That... took more doing than I anticipated, emotionally. I got some trauma! But times have changed, for them and for me.
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SORRY: I AM FINE this was a thing that happened long ago
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Picking up a book I need to cull some readings from, seeing it spattered with blood along the top edge, and realizing this is going to be incredible environmental storytelling someday for someone.
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Ahaha yes this was years ago, and even at the time was more annoying/confusing than dangerous, but thank you for asking <3
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Picking up a book I need to cull some readings from, seeing it spattered with blood along the top edge, and realizing this is going to be incredible environmental storytelling someday for someone.
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Yeah, David's drumbeat on this when it would come up was "relationships change all the time, and for a huge variety of reasons you'll never know about." So I have to remind myself that it's the lack of data that my anxiety spins into the narrative of "people leave you b/c you're bad."
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Just this idea that people are only nice to me either out of pity, willful disbelief, or actual ignorance of how “bad” I am.

Realistically that’s not true, but after however many years of big shifts in my social sphere, it FELT more true than ever.
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For a lot of my life I’ve felt like my relationships (friendships etc) come with a timer. It always felt like “person gets sick of me eventually and leaves (or worse)” was an inevitability; just a question of “when, not if”
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It’s 3am and I’m still up (and shouldn’t be) and can’t shut my brain off which is bad because it’s hyper-fixating on a thing I felt like I’d made good progress on and being extra loud about it, which is in turn making me feel like I didn’t make good progress after all.
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Oh I mean he's never been a good person but I think WotL and then IC versions make it REALLY obvious, haha
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Really the lesson of improved FFT translations is that Delita Heiral is like... not a good person? He's actually kind of a bad person.
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Begging FF14 to give me something to do in patches that doesn't feel like homework I already turned in.
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It's not even like the other options (especially the Heavensward Mhachi raids) are better! They take longer and usually have harder fights!

It is that I am so fully OVER IT w/r/t Crystal Tower AND *every job in FF14 feels awful to play at level 50*
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Three times today I have engaged the loop of

1.) Log into FF14
2.) Queue for Alliance Raids roulette
3.) Wait
4.) Get a Crystal Tower instance
5.) Leave the group instantly
6.) Exit game
7.) Do something else for 60-ish minutes
8.) Repeat
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The idea of someone using an LLM to make an ANATOMY TEXTBOOK makes me want to leap directly into the sea and never return
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Every time I open a Fandom page on mobile and am reminded that it was LLM scraping bots that killed antifandom I get angry enough to crush a steel beam in one hand