Tired 🌈🏴☠️✨🔇♿🇵🇸
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ME/CFS. I like making things out of felt.
Pinned
Time to get my gal, her ghoulfriend and their gourds out again! (yes I posted this last year but I haven't had the energy to make anything since 😔)
#needlefelt #fiberart #crafts
#needlefelt #fiberart #crafts
nobody is going to help
December 1, 2025 at 2:15 AM
nobody is going to help
I'm so fucking tired. I'm so so tired it's unreal. I slept so long and I feel like I didn't sleep at all.
November 30, 2025 at 12:06 PM
I'm so fucking tired. I'm so so tired it's unreal. I slept so long and I feel like I didn't sleep at all.
disabled, chronically ill queer person in abusive house being made homeless. please, please share. I am really desperate. need to get new phone, waterproof case for travel, and money for food and transport. please share or donate if able. #mutualaid
my phone has broken. completely. won't turn on. I don't know what to do. I can't take it to a repair place & it's 7 years old anyway. I desperately need money to buy a new phone. I'm about to be made homeless so I NEED a phone. please, please share this. please.
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November 30, 2025 at 12:05 PM
disabled, chronically ill queer person in abusive house being made homeless. please, please share. I am really desperate. need to get new phone, waterproof case for travel, and money for food and transport. please share or donate if able. #mutualaid
toothbrush smeared with feces again.
November 30, 2025 at 11:16 AM
toothbrush smeared with feces again.
yeah she's refusing to write the letter she promised to write, and is even refusing to acknowledge promising she would write it. So I'm just going to have to leave without it.
November 30, 2025 at 11:10 AM
yeah she's refusing to write the letter she promised to write, and is even refusing to acknowledge promising she would write it. So I'm just going to have to leave without it.
had to come downstairs to wash my coffee cup so it doesn't go mouldy again. pretty sky. getting migraine aura AGAIN. no confirmation text from health centre about GP appointment. was supposed to get a lift but the person isn't responding either. same old.
November 30, 2025 at 7:59 AM
had to come downstairs to wash my coffee cup so it doesn't go mouldy again. pretty sky. getting migraine aura AGAIN. no confirmation text from health centre about GP appointment. was supposed to get a lift but the person isn't responding either. same old.
suddenly crashed and slept for about 15 hours. do not feel good. she didn't leave the letter, as promised, but that's not exactly surprising. if I had proof of being made homeless I could at least give that to the council. just another way to make things as difficult for me as possible.
November 30, 2025 at 7:53 AM
suddenly crashed and slept for about 15 hours. do not feel good. she didn't leave the letter, as promised, but that's not exactly surprising. if I had proof of being made homeless I could at least give that to the council. just another way to make things as difficult for me as possible.
I feel so fucking ill now holy shit. Worst case scenario, it gets back enough I have to go to hospital where I will at least get food and a bed.
November 29, 2025 at 10:52 AM
I feel so fucking ill now holy shit. Worst case scenario, it gets back enough I have to go to hospital where I will at least get food and a bed.
I can't get over her saying she has to make me homeless so she can financially support my brother, who hasn't lived here since his teens, has his own house and family, works and receives benefits, able-bodied with no health issues. and my grandmother who has a lot of money??
November 29, 2025 at 10:51 AM
I can't get over her saying she has to make me homeless so she can financially support my brother, who hasn't lived here since his teens, has his own house and family, works and receives benefits, able-bodied with no health issues. and my grandmother who has a lot of money??
it's really hard to explain to everybody because they just go "well why would your mum kick you out and make you homeless when you're too ill to work and have no money?"
and the answer is that she doesn't want me here. the end.
that's literally it.
there's no other explanation.
and the answer is that she doesn't want me here. the end.
that's literally it.
there's no other explanation.
November 29, 2025 at 10:49 AM
it's really hard to explain to everybody because they just go "well why would your mum kick you out and make you homeless when you're too ill to work and have no money?"
and the answer is that she doesn't want me here. the end.
that's literally it.
there's no other explanation.
and the answer is that she doesn't want me here. the end.
that's literally it.
there's no other explanation.
my mum has agreed to write a letter explicitly saying that she's making me homeless and by a certain time. so at least I can give this to the council. let's pray she actually does it.
got a big thing about how hard it's been for *her*, how this has traumatising for *her*
got a big thing about how hard it's been for *her*, how this has traumatising for *her*
November 29, 2025 at 10:21 AM
my mum has agreed to write a letter explicitly saying that she's making me homeless and by a certain time. so at least I can give this to the council. let's pray she actually does it.
got a big thing about how hard it's been for *her*, how this has traumatising for *her*
got a big thing about how hard it's been for *her*, how this has traumatising for *her*
made it home
stepdad sprayed deodorant everywhere which they know I'm allergic to so nstantly started coughing &wheezing. used inhaler which thankfully helped. I literally got down on my knees & begged him to buy a different one.
being kicked out of here isn't so bad. it's just having nowhere to go
stepdad sprayed deodorant everywhere which they know I'm allergic to so nstantly started coughing &wheezing. used inhaler which thankfully helped. I literally got down on my knees & begged him to buy a different one.
being kicked out of here isn't so bad. it's just having nowhere to go
November 29, 2025 at 10:03 AM
made it home
stepdad sprayed deodorant everywhere which they know I'm allergic to so nstantly started coughing &wheezing. used inhaler which thankfully helped. I literally got down on my knees & begged him to buy a different one.
being kicked out of here isn't so bad. it's just having nowhere to go
stepdad sprayed deodorant everywhere which they know I'm allergic to so nstantly started coughing &wheezing. used inhaler which thankfully helped. I literally got down on my knees & begged him to buy a different one.
being kicked out of here isn't so bad. it's just having nowhere to go
guess who just made it all the way to the corner shop on top of the hill to get snacks?? I feel like my legs are going to give out. I literally don't know how I'll get back. I bought a bacon croissant, cup noodle, chocolate bar and apple juice. it cost 13 quid!!
November 29, 2025 at 9:22 AM
guess who just made it all the way to the corner shop on top of the hill to get snacks?? I feel like my legs are going to give out. I literally don't know how I'll get back. I bought a bacon croissant, cup noodle, chocolate bar and apple juice. it cost 13 quid!!
I don't know what to do.
Should I just end it?
Should I just end it?
November 29, 2025 at 3:44 AM
I don't know what to do.
Should I just end it?
Should I just end it?
Now being told I have to have a "meeting" with my mother at 7pm and that I am not allowed to wear hearing protection as I need to hear everything she has to say. She is being deliberately ominous to cause fear.
November 29, 2025 at 12:59 AM
Now being told I have to have a "meeting" with my mother at 7pm and that I am not allowed to wear hearing protection as I need to hear everything she has to say. She is being deliberately ominous to cause fear.
I cannot believe this day. it doesn't even feel real.
I'm about to crash really bad. Can't read messages on desktop, even with a VPN, so I cannot check or reply to anything sent via chat, sorry. I can only use my laptop right now to access bluesky.
I'm about to crash really bad. Can't read messages on desktop, even with a VPN, so I cannot check or reply to anything sent via chat, sorry. I can only use my laptop right now to access bluesky.
November 28, 2025 at 2:55 PM
I cannot believe this day. it doesn't even feel real.
I'm about to crash really bad. Can't read messages on desktop, even with a VPN, so I cannot check or reply to anything sent via chat, sorry. I can only use my laptop right now to access bluesky.
I'm about to crash really bad. Can't read messages on desktop, even with a VPN, so I cannot check or reply to anything sent via chat, sorry. I can only use my laptop right now to access bluesky.
my phone has broken. completely. won't turn on. I don't know what to do. I can't take it to a repair place & it's 7 years old anyway. I desperately need money to buy a new phone. I'm about to be made homeless so I NEED a phone. please, please share this. please.
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November 28, 2025 at 2:54 PM
my phone has broken. completely. won't turn on. I don't know what to do. I can't take it to a repair place & it's 7 years old anyway. I desperately need money to buy a new phone. I'm about to be made homeless so I NEED a phone. please, please share this. please.
ko-fi.com/hanslabyrinth
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anyway I'm glad I was able to do all I did today without falling flat on my arse. I can't believe it. it was sunny and I got a sandwich. there's a citizens advice thing at the library next Thursday, will try to get to it 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻
crashing BADLY & storm rolling in now
crashing BADLY & storm rolling in now
November 28, 2025 at 1:37 PM
anyway I'm glad I was able to do all I did today without falling flat on my arse. I can't believe it. it was sunny and I got a sandwich. there's a citizens advice thing at the library next Thursday, will try to get to it 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻
crashing BADLY & storm rolling in now
crashing BADLY & storm rolling in now
messaged the few support groups I'm in. nothing.
November 28, 2025 at 12:13 PM
messaged the few support groups I'm in. nothing.
I've come to the library as too tired to go home just yet. hopefully won't be too noisy.
November 28, 2025 at 11:30 AM
I've come to the library as too tired to go home just yet. hopefully won't be too noisy.
well that was awful! the reception area is fully behind plastic with a loud speaker. she refused to speak to me unless I took my ear protection off, then literally shouted through the speaker and mae me shout too. severe pain in ears, ringing. awful. where are the accommodations for deaf people then
November 28, 2025 at 11:26 AM
well that was awful! the reception area is fully behind plastic with a loud speaker. she refused to speak to me unless I took my ear protection off, then literally shouted through the speaker and mae me shout too. severe pain in ears, ringing. awful. where are the accommodations for deaf people then
going to try and walk now. I am exhausted. I can barely move my body, heart pounding and feel flu-y just from getting ready. so so dizzy. I don't know if this will achieve anything. aunt got back to me. said she's willing to help me write a letter to GP telling them I want to get better?? pointless
November 28, 2025 at 11:09 AM
going to try and walk now. I am exhausted. I can barely move my body, heart pounding and feel flu-y just from getting ready. so so dizzy. I don't know if this will achieve anything. aunt got back to me. said she's willing to help me write a letter to GP telling them I want to get better?? pointless
going to try and walk to GP to deliver note. I am so so exhausted and so dizzy. don't know what's going to happen. I reached out to everybody for help. nobody is willing to.
November 28, 2025 at 11:03 AM
going to try and walk to GP to deliver note. I am so so exhausted and so dizzy. don't know what's going to happen. I reached out to everybody for help. nobody is willing to.
outside again to eat breakfast
I'm so fucking tired I'm so tired and so so dizzy
I reached out to a couple people for help and have heard nothing back. left on read.
no idea what to do.
I'm so fucking tired I'm so tired and so so dizzy
I reached out to a couple people for help and have heard nothing back. left on read.
no idea what to do.
November 28, 2025 at 9:29 AM
outside again to eat breakfast
I'm so fucking tired I'm so tired and so so dizzy
I reached out to a couple people for help and have heard nothing back. left on read.
no idea what to do.
I'm so fucking tired I'm so tired and so so dizzy
I reached out to a couple people for help and have heard nothing back. left on read.
no idea what to do.